im sorry you and I got caught in the n word scandal. but there is nothing anyone can do to erase what happened. i would like to say you should just move on. i was dealing with mental illness. but also that day i was dealing with a bad situation at th

im sorry you and I got caught in the n word scandal. but there is nothing anyone can do to erase what happened.  i would like to say you should just move on.     i was dealing with mental illness. but also that day i was dealing with a bad situation at the place i was in. and i think all the hectic things that were happening got to my head.  it seemed like i was imagining the situation.  but there is nothing i can do to erase what happened.   i went like 10 years of you all following me around  with no  n word scandal  directed at me.   i was the one saying the n word if you heard it.    then conveniently last year i imagined someone said it to me under their breath. but after i checked, i dont think they did.