inner child meltdown - real chats

I struggle so much more these days when I experience a 'real autistic moment'. Because I forget. Because I manage so well. I craved to be like 'everyone else' so now that in adulthood same thing I couldn't do as a child I can do now. I find I get so upset with myself more because I can manage it better.  I am forever feeding the inner child Martha to be 'like everyone else'.  Blog post - ⁠I ran out again⁠