it is not denial. it is that i dont know if the joke was directed at me. no one has ever reached out to me. and also i think i ve been dealing with suppression and stuff for a while. but if the joke was directed at me, i wouldnt really know what to do

it is not denial.  it is that i dont know if the joke was directed at me.  no one has ever reached out to me. and also i think i ve been dealing with suppression and stuff for a while.  but if the joke was directed at me, i wouldnt really know what to do other than think you are about to come abduct me and shoot me on a 9-11 call and call it self inflicted.   but with a lot of things from the administration, you do not know who writes that stuff. some of those people could be kind of hostages  and then forced to write stuff on their pages.  you can insult me  but i will need you to stay over there ok     it really is kind of coming down to that    that i dont think you can run me around anymore