Leo B - Surrender - Meeting 154

Leo came to NA in 2018 and has stayed clean for more than 4 years now.He came to the point when he became sick and tired of beingsick and tired. Leo spent a lot of time trying to find the solution, both whileusing and while staying clean.It ended being a long journey searching for the secret recipeof recovery, some sort of Philosophical Stone. He tried to find the perfectsponsor, perfect books, perfect step-working method, and even the perfectreligion. All these attempts eventually failed. After a long period ofdepression and after all his ideas let him down he finally started to develop areal contact with his Higher Power - Gods of his understanding. He feels homenow, even thousands miles away from his homeland (in Russia) in the state of surrender.Reco12 is an organization with the mission of learning and sharing the similarities of addiction of all kinds and gaining and sharing tools and hope from others who are walking a similar path.  We come together from all places, faiths and backgrounds to gain tools and hope from others who are walking a similar path.  To record a Reco12 Shares … share or prayer, please link to https://www.speakpipe.com/reco12shares and leave a share or your favorite recovery prayer. To find Reco12 Shares on virtually any podcast platform and follow and listen, go here:  https://reco12shares.buzzsprout.com/share Resources from this meeting:Narcotics AnonymousNA BookTwo Way PrayerTriangle of Self ObsessionBig Book of AANext week's Speaker will be Peg O, and her topic will be "Higher and Friendlier Powers".  She wrote a book by the same title.  If you wish to purchase it and read it, you can find it here:   https://amzn.to/3mIzyiw To become a Reco12 Spearhead you can quickly and easily become a monthly donor here: https://www.reco12.com/support  or you can do one-time donations through PayPal (https://www.paypal.me/reco12)   or Venmo:  @Reco-Twelve .  Thanks for your support! Outro music is “Standing Still” by Cory Ellsworth and Randy Kartchner, performed by Mike Eldred and Elizabeth Wolfe.  This song, and/or the entire soundtrack for the future Broadway musical, “Crosses:  A Musical of Hope”, can be purchased here:  https://amzn.to/3RIjKXs This song is used with the express permission of Cory Ellsworth. Information on Noodle It Out with Nikki M Big Book Roundtable Informational Seeking and educating on how to donate to Reco12.Support the showPrivate Facebook GroupInstagram PageBecome a Reco12 Spearhead (Monthly Supporter)PatreonPayPalVenmo: @Reco-TwelveYouTube ChannelReco12 WebsiteEmail:  [email protected] to join WhatsApp GroupReco12 Shares PodcastReco12 Shares Record a Share LinkReco12 Noodle It Out with Nikki M PodcastReco12 Big Book Roundtable Podcast