Life is kicking my ass

I’ve been feeling mentally exhausted and like I’ve been comparing myself a lot lately. I want to be at a point where I can fully accept myself flaws and all, which I guess you could say is easier said than done, but it takes a lot of practice anyways. I went to the doctors and didn’t get the best news, but I’m trying to be OK with where I am now, of course it hurts and of course it’s going to be difficult and the journey is going to take a while. However, two things can be true at the same time: one, I am grateful for everything that I have and two, I’m struggling and that’s okay! I think I’m going to take it slow, but also romanticize and enjoy my life as much as possible…