Listener question: follow up to 'should I stay or should I go?'

Listener question: Thank-you so much Clare for creating a podcast for this.  I have listened to it three times and also our recording once over.  I'm now in a weird place.  I feel frantic that I have to change a lot of things in my life and don't know where to begin.  I'm also confused as to why I've stayed with something that's creating unhappiness for so many years.  I guess with the 3ps I thought it wasn't the job (outside in thinking) so for now I just need to sit with it I guess.  I'm more scattered and anxious, so things need to settle. So many in the 3p world told me they changed jobs only for the anxiety to follow, so making a big upheaval towards something that isn't even calling to me feels wrong.  I just don't know.Thank-you Clare, you've been so generous with me in every way.  I think I'm looking this way for the wrong reasons, so maybe I need to stop.