Locked Away in my Head 11/18/18 2:29pm

Send a textRiding the bus to work I hear frank Sinatra singing “I believe in you” I believe in me too.Just scared.So scared.Can’t even move. Just stuck in my seat. Afraid of tomorrow.That’s very new for me because I always attacked the day.Wrote songs about how much I loved you but I’m singing to an imaginary “You”.Dreading work, dreading my hair, spreading negative energy.I just want smiles, smiles on faces for miles to view.I still don’t have a clue how to achieve that. This New Year’s Eve May be the first that I actually write a New Years resolution.I’ll write something and begin my true evolution into adulthood. I just want the rest of my life to feel good. These past couple of years have beat me down. Yet, I kind of knew this was gonna be my future. I never believed I’ll be rolling in the dough at 29. Even when I’m low I believe I’m moving up, and I beat myself up but I prepped for this. Weirdly I’m down but I know I’m not out. I know I have a plan locked away in my head somewhere. When will I unlocked that door?....I need to stop complaining.Poem by. Dom L'AmourProduced by Dom L'AmourTransition Music from Mad Chops Vol. 1 and Mad Chops Vol. 2 by Mad KeysCover art by Studio Mania: Custom Art @studiomania99Please subscribe to the podcast, and give us a good rating. 5 stars please and thank you. Follow me on @doml_amour on Instagram. Or at domlamour.com.Support the show