MAP (Mania and Psychosis) consciousness is like climbing the entire spectrum of human consciousness

I was thinking it'd be cool to help decrease the allostatic load of being diagnosed with mania and associated things I'm trying to point out some of the pokemon is a positives but things that are fascinating about the process of mania and what it means to me and creating new memes through endo mimetics I feel like map consciousness is like climbing the entire spectrum of human consciousness the whole scale by David Hawkins dr. David Hawkins the 1000 points scale numerous times in one lifetime he says most people climb five points in one lifetime a person that goes into map consciousness can actually go through the entire scale in like a day and it's quite disorienting but I think that's actually part of the point is to disorient us from our ego consciousness and show us in a very extreme way that it's not really what is ruling the roost oftentimes I felt like when i get to some of the higher points on the scale I then go through a process of going down to the very bottom like shame and it's very difficult to keep myself alive protect myself for myself at that point because it's it's so awful in its feeling but it's part of me as a human being for sure and then when I'm in that state of shame i'm feeling the shameful things I've done or sometimes I feel like I did something I didn't do in this life at least i'm not sure where it's coming from and then I climbed back up again and I can climb up pretty fast but I also feel like when I climb too high on the scale I need to go back down to the bottom because or at least down lower because the society is at a different level and it's hard to remain in the higher part of the scale while operating in this society and I don't know if that's true or maybe it's just maybe it's just that a person that a person has access to the entire spectrum so just because a person gets to a certain point doesn't mean they're immune to the lower spectrum I feel like a person with map consciousness they can map the whole scale of consciousness so if I am exposed to too much of lower part of the scale consciousness then I am that too so and I'm not saying there's anything wrong with that that's part of empathy but that's the trouble not having a very very solid ego to block me from that I go back into that place because that's level that I'm perceiving at and i'm not i'm just talking like if I see something that is sort of traumatizing within the system I feel that like I empathize with that and that's part of the gift of it because if I was able to just look at it and not see anything then that would just be like any other person who's pretty much blind to what is going on out there so it's a strength and it's also sometimes difficult and that could even have been what happened when i read that article that just brings me down too a level of consciousness where I am in a way judging that article from a certain vantage point but it's not the vantage point of Oh infinite love and blah it's a little bit lower so that's one of the reasons why I never watched the news because it's just awful I drove another picture this is like the current diagnosis of mania this is sort of the story and everything and now me with map consciousness and mania it's like this all this context and story and possibility and intertwining so one can find oneself in lots of different places in this map of context which I hope that we can co-create together and it's about creating your own context and I feel like as long as the context is heart-centered its context from that space of perceiving from 528 Hertz it's not going to hurt anybody because that intention is love and that intention is is infinite infinite context an infinite possibilities not this is how you should think about it and shut your brain down now because I told you how you should think about it and I think lack of X Forex sensation is lack of paying attention to the moment so lack of X Forex sensation is not sensing that it's coming from the past so we're not se