Midnight Reflections: Feeling Structured

I feel more structured right now, and I talk about that in this one. I'm more patient about what I need to accomplish and I'm more okay with doing a lot of little things over a longer course of time that amount to a lot more than I can imagine. At least I find that works for me the most. Focusing a little bit on a lot of things and then sometimes focus a lot on one thing seems to keep my attention and focus going, all in the effort of understanding myself a lot more.  I went to Hamburg to meet up with two old women I met last year at the Christmas market, but they weren't there like we promised. But the night wasn't lost and I didn't feel bad about it for a second, it still felt like it was where i needed to me. I talk about how I organize my money and how I'm seeing how I can spend it to get the most use out of it as soon as I can.