Morality is Hard

I feel like I’ve been a worse person since the break up… what happened to my morals?? Being a better partner (and one day, spouse) always motivated me to work on myself, whether that’s communication, honesty, or priorities. Now that I’ve lost him, do I not have ANY motivation to be good?! Let’s explore this… and let’s talk about friends who call you out on your Shit. The people in your circle are either making you better or worse, THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN!! Are you actively working on yourself? If so, what motivates you to be a good person? Is it external or internal? So many thoughts/questions and so little answers :/ Let me know what you’re thinkin, this shit is kinda hard