My why is because I still feel... I know physically, mentally what it feels like to be on that 5th day of a bender.

Darren is a happily married,  soon to be father and together with his wife, they will be welcoming their first child. He has been sober since 2008. When things got to the height of his addiction, it became "bender city" and just wasn't fun anymore. Waking up with a hangover and needing a bump of coke and a beer just to "level out." That is where his addiction took him. He was escaping from fear, from life, from everything. Now today, Darren says there is nothing better than putting your head on a pillow at night sober and then waking up sober.