Nichts

Week 185 08.05.2022 10:37 PM I'm grateful. Little and little I learn more and more about myself, and more and more I see what kind of person I am and can be.  I'm finding better ways to organize myself and the things I do. The things that matter to me and how I prioritize. I have a lot of energy now that I don't speak to my roommates. As crazy as they want to see that, I was just done. And now I am not moved left and right unnecessarily by things that genuinely don't matter to me and don't change anything at all. It's not my housemates I'm going to lead to salvation, and they're stuck in their own circles too. I don't want to be stuck in their thing. I just did a twist 30 minute routine. I was sick for the last days, since Thursday morning. Feeling better today and hopefully completely fine tomorrow to go to work. Sleep was a blessing. I watched many things. I learned. The connections continue. Soon, more and more, I'll be organized in a way that I feel is sustainable.  To be with the rhythm of things, it doesn't mean there needs to be an amazing effort, just an understanding of the subtleties. I'm in my rhythm. Everyone else is in theirs.