Out Loud (Therapy)

Fighting a demon that won't go away Spinning thru circles of hell in a way Feeling my consciousness starting to fade Dancing with smiles, it's my masquerade I wanna be paid, I wanna be more I Don't need another moment on the floor In Fetal position, ready to die Making me miss when I still felt alive Seeing you worrying just hurts my soul Fetterred by chains, losing control Watching the cycles, they come and they go When will they stop? I don't think I know Glittering gold, the future is bold Still I don't see it, black ice on the road Slipping away, I'm about to roll I'm rocking again, please keep me on the boat Say it out loud, I know that it hurts I think deep down that this therapy works Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk Fighting em out of me, truth in my words I woke up again, in the middle of the night My visions are blurry but still in my sight I swear that this mood swing is taking my all Swear on everything, I'll never fall Heard my call, years before this Writing my goals and checking off my list Nonviolent so far, not throwing a fist Just battling demons, you get the jidst Sucking the life from my eyes, every day Sadness is killing me, throw it away Finding a reason, there must be a way To clear the tsunami thats inside of me Dodging waves only made them bigger Torrential downpours and colder winters Fight your battles when they come along Holding them off, just makes them strong (So) Say it out loud, I know that it hurts I think deep down that this therapy works Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk Fighting em out of me, truth in my words I speak these lessons in case you're like me (just in case) You know how to swim, you're just lost at sea (treading water) Air out my laundry in the public wind Giving out cleaning ideas for sins Stand up and speak, there's no voice for the meek Unless you raise yours, the dark thoughts never leave You don't gotta believe me, I just need you to try We all know the bleak reality we see is a lie. Say it out loud, I know that it hurts I think deep down that this therapy works Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk Fighting em out of me, truth in my words Say it out loud, I know that it hurts I think deep down that this therapy works Lighting the tunnel when demons still lurk Fighting em out of me, truth in my words