Porch Drunk Lullaby

Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX I'm caught in a storm yeah It's been cloudy for days The ruggedness of living Has shadowed my hatred This house that I home Could come down anytime I'm breathing for the opera Playing for my life My friends and I do The same shit everyday Get drunk on the porch bench And talk about pain We're all in a standby Scrounging up change For noodles and salt Another bottle to drink oh I'm scared that I'll get stuck Doing nothing more Working shit retail 'Til I'm eighty four I just wanna play the stage And pluck my guitar Get paid to be happy And drive my own car But the bed that I sleep in Encumbers my soul Stained with blood n' drugs n' cum N' cigarettes I smoke yeah This world gets so hard Harder than steel But stealing's what I'm good at When it comes to beer yeah Another spacebag Another jar of gin Two bottles of fucking mad dog N' I'm still fuckin' breathin' The frat fuckin' fucks Piss on my house, belittle me I'm just trying to pour my art out From the vortex I'm trapped in I know that I'm charming Attractive and sweet But my ego comes from somewhere That I know that I ain't So lend me your ear And waste all your time Enjoying my songs So I don't waste mine Is it better than nothing Better than death One sounds less enticing Another sweeter than red wine And most of my partners Cheated on me Fucked in my bathroom And fucked where I dream I'm sick of the road And putting up tents And giving all my change When I need it myself So I settled here quick To chase piece of mind I lost it instead and made a Porch drunk lullaby Where the walls tell of whispers The stories of sin The darkest parts the most Depressing of kids So pull out a lighter And pop another beer Hope it hits you in the eye And you perceive only half what is unclear