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Cigarettes and Milk
by Cigarettes and Milk
Check the links below to download or purchase my music.I am just a fella who will never understand themselves and try to pretend I will.Life is difficult, but so beautiful as well.It's the most useless blessing I never asked for.
Episodes
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Paper Man of the Moon
Paper Man of the Moon by Cigarettes and Milk
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Please Don't Forget Me (2025)
Please Don't Forget Me (2025) by Cigarettes and Milk
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Sciography (Draft)
The deer stare through my window screen As the woods behind evade me and the shadows complete The call of pigeons bleed Like a festering wound The hogs move in to feed Before the heart begins to bloom It's warm As it was in my mother's womb But it hurts No one can love me like you do Through the...
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Borderline
Borderline on the highway drive thru sign Somewhere out in the woods you gaze as the car goes by Driftwood in a rip current moves toward tidal lines Vultures in a death roll as the dry rot multiplies But take me out to the painted hills White snow where the crocuses bloom and die, bloom and die,...
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The Reddest Lights
I'm only young and I'm restless I sat in the park and gazed and the reddest lights Tower before me Red as the pain that settles in my heart I'm only young and I'm restless I sat in your arms and gazed at the reddest lights Dwindle before me Red as the charms that were hanging from your neck I…
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Northern Moss (Draft)
Sprawling like ivy to reach for your arms Unhindered words in the fog of the giants feet Float me like corpses Out past the waters edge And into the woods Where I'll last be seen Rocks that I take roots to humble this home I like the rain but it's raining too much Why ain't I perfect Will this...
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Dot Of Every Hour
My love likes to pick out daffodils from the yard Misses me most definitely even when it's sour Wears cute clothes and hates her nose but dances in the shower Kisses me most definitely on the dot of every hour What's that ya said? What's going through your head? Tell me love the feelings that...
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Shivers
Softest light and old tonight Nobody ever set things right Park the car in still frame photos Left for your lover Open the door hope he's asleep Fantasize a life in a deep Uncomplicated love with anyone But your husband Close your eyes and count the dead Neural network art in poses Drafting…
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Ides of the Month
It was warm in the middle of December The wind blew dust across my car Well we stayed up and drank in the parking lot I never said it but I loved you long before Whistling eyes had pierced through the darkness Loud and unforgiving was her tune Carolina moonshine from dusty roads It wasn't til…
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Shoulda Been Fine
Street kids whipping back glasses on the cornerstone Yeah they'll be fine, yeah they'll be fine Coming home to a lady after working over time Oh it shoulda been fine, yeah it shoulda been fine But she was hanging from the ceiling fan crying There is no home left for the lost boy Curious...
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Worth
Walked out from my room to see you love Anxiety is something that I've become Shirt pressed criminals and the smell of aftershave, lying through their teeth All I wanna do is say goodbye Why's that so hard to achieve I hope that heaven is a better place It's a hard thought knowing, that every...
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Chive Blossom Tea
Ice cold sheets while I listen on repeat Oh how my eyes have tired Feather like wind lays fingers on my skin Sadness that I could never bottle But it's all right dear I hate you too I did not want this, and nor did you That's okay Chive blossom tea, pretend that I'm the same Home stilled spirits...
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Hate It All
I tried to hide within ellipses Given breath by those who pass the time I heard the crackle in the chimney All to feel my father's fist dug in my face So I, Listen to the yardbirds There's people in my coffin Yeah there like wolves Waiting for my heart I hate it all So throw me out and call me…
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Fuck My Job
Fuck my job but mostly my boss Tell him to meet me out in the parking lot Beat his ass leave him pleading no more I'm sick of your shit and all your sexual advances Bloody body lying in the street Grab a beer and finish it in one schwill Crush the can against his fucking skull Leave it like…
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July
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Muddy coals and it's just turned July The air smells of firebombs and whiskey lullabies and I've been Driving f'n miles just to get here So I wouldn't feel alone, but I'd rather be alone No one will miss me…
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Turtles We Became
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX From out and underneath the ground You heard your heart eating the dirt Like souls with pebbles in the grooves I caught the one that made me think of you And I'm rabid searching for some asking…
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Darker Days
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX I've got a fear of choking and always being wrong All kinds of mystery for no reason at all And I'll never look back on the nightmares I've performed Cause they're all to sensitive assuming I'm…
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Too Broke
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX I fell in love at the market I put her number in my pocket I called her up but the number wasn't even real Well that's just how it goes Ya gotta learn not to follow your nose I know I shouldn't but...
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Little Lovebird
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Break me down Come close dear Yell in my ear Kiss ya more dear Sing a song Little lovebird Drink the wine With the ghost here Cyanide Coated lipstick To show me heart Little lovebird Coming up But so...
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Salt
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Overcast skies along the way The people running down the street Some stacks grow like tigerlilly plumes You could hear them scream from miles away The jackhammers had stirred the crows The bodies are...
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Sweater
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Hey kid lemme teach you right Don't touch my bottle at night Don't touch it at the dawn of the day It's reserved for me n'gonna stay that way Yeah sinking like a porous stone Drinking like the leaves...
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Porch Drunk Lullaby
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX I'm caught in a storm yeah It's been cloudy for days The ruggedness of living Has shadowed my hatred This house that I home Could come down anytime I'm breathing for the opera Playing for my life My...
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Waiting For You
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Ate my shirt kicked a kid Smoked my weight in parliaments While I was waiting here for you Tied my shoes sang the day Knocked on wood and prayed you came I ran out of things to do Well them sandy…
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The Campbell Club Blues
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Yeah sitting on the front porch All of the moments have been burned in my mind And the roof like always been leaking N' I ain't seen a day where it's dry My landlord took my home Spit on my heart yeah...
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Coming To Kill Me
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Got by my whole life just to be here now Grey skies and sundials tell time I'm wearing down Well they say the same things about my clothes as they do love A heavy heart of lead tumbled the dust fro m...
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Iron Strings
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Well I couldn't move in the night These shadows took my last breath away And I'd love to put up a fight Instead I'm inside Paintings of the other kind N' I can't recall my face I forgot how the river...
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Hallelujah Died
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX The soft bite of the frigid cold I'll die here in the city By the sidewalk in the streets With uncovered toes Won't someone help me All I need's a dollar bill And a blanket, for The cold... Oh how the...
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Cool Hand Luke
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Blood n' money oh he's using again Trainspotting on the rails in a tin can Doesn't matter at the end of the day As long as he run away numb and empty Hit the bottle like he hit in the ring Hoping…
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Please Don't Forget Me
Follow me on Spotify if you want, thanks. https://open.spotify.com/artist/5mkpepinG2G2HZUZ7cHGQX Found my father with the roaches Found my mother in her bed Shotgun shells along the floor N' holes inside their heads Wept the corner til it molded Left the blood until it stained Drank reckless on…
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Lianne
Well I bought a bottle of whiskey Looked at Lianne, and oh she loved me But not as much as she used too Well I left, out from the office Went to the bar, to chat with them others And I met a girl, who asked for a one night stand It was nice, but I told her I'm a married man Looked at the clouds,...
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Stories And Poetry
Well if I ever have a daughter I'll name her after a season And if I ever meet her mother I hope she stays without reason And good god I Am a drunk, and an addict I live in the attic of a Condemned house I keep a journal Filled with scribbles and dabble In the middle of Stories and poetry Cause…
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Hollywood
She was sexy and smelled like brandy Smoked hard on a cherry cigar Attracted everyone with the way she speaks And the way she swings her hips Taking hundreds in cold hard cash Making movies with her bare flesh to grasp They treat her just how she wanna feel As they a'keep on turning that wheel…
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Antarctic Sea
Sail off, through the Antarctic Sea The clouds break apart like ice sheets Well no one needs to know what we're here for Took a walk past the midnight to see if you were Awake, girl let me in I'm tired of the secrecy where it never began Let the city roll out, christen my soul The winds have...
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Ghost
I witnessed the sun fall apart for the moon And I cried, the fireflies lit the night, and the fairies had moved I don't think I've ever felt remotely as close to this And I don't think I'll ever be missed I sat in a hospital bed as my heart had begun to fail Although it was only my anxiety…
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Never Leave You
The smell of her dress Is what taught me best The cracks of her smile Will stay for awhile You shouldn't be here Won't you hold'a my hand And we'll remember the days That were left in a haze And now that I can see I'll never leave you Your cigarettes Fill my lungs with lead Your taunts and your...
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One Day
I'm empty, it's heavy, it's shorter, I'm colder You hold him, you kiss him, you know that I want this And I don't get when you say, that we were meant to be Or when you leaned against me, and held my, my hand I have this way of feeling down when you're gone The sheets remind me of where we belong...
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Bubblegum Hotel
The wind is cold and it's raining outside I'm feeling lonely but yet I'm alive it's old Stagnant and stale it's old The mawkish man is selling frozen berries A tombly stand where hundreds buried their love Frore to the touch like iron and ire and bullet and blood I blow up inside of you like a...
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Too Far Gone
I'm falling even faster This shell envelopes all Those brittle broken feelings- I could never let you go I'm shaking where I'm standing Your love is too demanding Shredding up my mind Like origami swans These days have gone on too long I've been choked up in my own thoughts The birds swarm in as…
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Black Sheep
Is there no one around who can see that I miss her The fire brushes the dark with a dance and this girl is looking to kiss They all push me to do it, I can't fathom where to start Always wondered if my mother foresaw that I'd break my little heart I won't know when to escape the emotions that…
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Headed For Nowhere
Raindrops splash back Against the foggy sideview mirror Watching the car behind me While the radio blares the weather Smoked my last cigarette But I can always get some more I just feel like letting go And I'm headed for nowhere The constant loop Of all the wonderful memories Kills me inside And...
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Broken Strings
"I've got six dollars And you've got a gun" You said let's buy some bullets Shoot things for fun Well the old rusty shed Where the turkeys roamed wild Tipped in the rainstorm We thought for awhile I left the wine In the cupboard to hide That way our friends Would know it was mine We walked the...
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Crooked Lungs
I always, sat by your grave as you slept The streetlight in the snowy dark embrace I wept When you died, I longed to hold you again But I'm, no I'm not scared anymore When I cried, I should have known in the end This is the only place we'll ever see together again Your crooked lungs they don't...
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Obsession
Wake up Sleepy eyes There is nothing like it I forgot this empty pocket Longed to learn an education Didn't make it to the station Wherego I don't know Did you want my money I've been living down the lovely I faked it all need to waste it Make me up- And all I really see Is what's coming for me...
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Nuclear Pastel
Sent us away for all those who bear and She knew the scene, lament and prepare all my Wits for a girl, not in it for truth but Never could be defined Out on the street where the walls would conform From dust to the wind like our love it is gone And I'm no longer afraid, why was I afraid In the...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
Check the links below to download or purchase my music.I am just a fella who will never understand themselves and try to pretend I will.Life is difficult, but so beautiful as well.It's the most useless blessing I never asked for.
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