regular

it's my 3 year (tr)anniversary so here's a song lyrics: i’m just a regular girl just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli i’m ur manic pixie dream or at least i really wish people said that to me i know my makeup looks bad it’s intentional i don’t need all these tutorials people treat me like i’m 10 years old just cause i started hormones in high school if i looked just like hunter or laura maybe lesbians would find me more adorable at least my mindset’s less horrible since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon my last episode was in may i recorded a whole album in like three days but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18 i used to really deeply hate me now i only kind of hate me i’ve been doing a lot better lately and i’m not afraid of being crazy i’m just a regular girl just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli i’m ur manic pixie dream or at least i really wish people said that to me can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets even online you’re always grouping me with men government wants to write me out of existence but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft) i’m just a regular girl just like anybody else