Roses (ft. Brother Bear)

I don't, always wanna be here I don't, always wanna do it this way Sometimes I'm frozen in fear Sometimes I throw it all away I can't believe I'm doing this all again Roses on the bed, and every single one of them is dead I'm breaking down, I'm losing ground But somehow I just can't escape the sounds Inside my head, that I envision, Locked inside of my decisions Typed incisions, on my phone read em out when I'm alone If they're good, then I hit record I make a beat then I man the board I try to collect what it's all for But doing has been such a chore I'm wearing out, I'm wearing thin Bleeding out the pain within I don't, always wanna be here I don't, always wanna do it this way Sometimes I'm frozen in fear Sometimes I throw it all away I can't believe I'm doing this all again Roses on the bed, and every single one of them is dead I don't speak when it's probably best There's just some shit I don't get off my chest I rot and I rest, inside my coffin Lightless where the moon light's softened To keep this werewolf off the streets I engage my rage and expel the heat, drift away with the headphones on, I write a rap or I make a song Trying to find a way to get along, Hoping one day I can right my wrongs I don't wanna be this petty long Maybe one-day help will come along I don't, always wanna be here I don't, always wanna do it this way Sometimes I'm frozen in fear Sometimes I throw it all away I can't believe I'm doing this all again Roses on the bed, and every single one of them is dead