Sciography (Draft)

The deer stare through my window screen As the woods behind evade me and the shadows complete The call of pigeons bleed Like a festering wound The hogs move in to feed Before the heart begins to bloom It's warm As it was in my mother's womb But it hurts No one can love me like you do Through the lens of life All I perceive is peace The arms I used to hold Withdraw their embrace from me And it's pointless When the words have no meaning All you didn't say Are the thoughts I keep repeating It's old Something is always amiss I know I'm broken But I wanted so much more than this And I Ripped out my spine over you The petals of incomplete roses Acted as love me nots in these terrible moments