Self Examination on My Coarse Side of Leadership

During this past hunting trip I spent countless hours soul searching the harsher aspects of my leadership / personality style. I know I'm not exactly easy to work for; for many reasons and although not necessarily at all times. I struggle with communicating. Not communicating what to do or how to do it, but rather communicating the thought processes and bigger picture. Not communicating the decision analysis, considerations, and planning. I also struggle with "happy to glad" changes and "idea factories".I default to decide and execute, which can get fussy for others because I'm not fussy about most things. I'm exacting. I'm standards based. But, whether french fries or tater tots I really don't care. Mostly, this episode is a poorly articulated conversation on my arriving at digging deeper into delivering to a team what I would want delivered if I was on your team. I fall a little short of that.