Seven Worrld Horrors (WIP pt.2)
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Just an update on SWH You may have noticed that my music has changed from energetic and heavy from my angrier times, and moved into something more mellow. My life is affecting my music almost directly. I'm in a certain period of my life that feels like a dark road, and the further I travel the dimmer my light gets. I'm leaping in the dark hoping that I'll land on stable ground, I hate to bring my life up in my music posts, but I assume nobody reads this anyways... I finally know who I am, but nobody wants me to be myself. I'm tired of being called a freak, just because I want to be happy with myself. I get insulted despite how I act/look, and I'm tired of living like this. Art and music are literally the only things keeping me sane right now, but I don't know for how long. My finances are eating me alive, my family is so disconnected I can never hope to find comfort with them, my friends are fading away from, the medication they put me on isn't helping my (psychotic) depression anymore, and I can't afford to go for a visit to get it changed. I keep telling myself that someday soon I'll be happy. I'm sorry for this, I hate to complain in public, but I hate it here. I don't want to be here.
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