EMDRIVE

Remix of "Hint" (https://soundcloud.com/emdrive/hint) My original info this was really whiny and now that I've taken time away from this project, I've realized there's a real need for more Creative Commons music. My NEW plan for this project is to contribute to the pool of creative commons and help other artists and visionaries like me create and develop.

Just an update on SWH You may have noticed that my music has changed from energetic and heavy from my angrier times, and moved into something more mellow. My life is affecting my music almost directly. I'm in a certain period of my life that feels like a dark road, and the further I travel the dimmer my light gets. I'm leaping in the dark hoping that I'll land on stable ground, I hate to bring my life up in my music posts, but I assume nobody reads this anyways... I finally know who I am, but nobody wants me to be myself. I'm tired of being called a freak, just because I want to be happy with myself. I get insulted despite how I act/look, and I'm tired of living like this. Art and music are literally the only things keeping me sane right now, but I don't know for how long. My finances are eating me alive, my family is so disconnected I can never hope to find comfort with them, my friends are fading away from, the medication they put me on isn't helping my (psychotic) depression anymore, and I can't afford to go for a visit to get it changed. I keep telling myself that someday soon I'll be happy. I'm sorry for this, I hate to complain in public, but I hate it here. I don't want to be here.

Trying out a drum set

I'm still working on it, but it might be a while before I can finish it...

Soft track that I almost forgot about. I'm going to finish this soon, open to commissions now I'm really in a tight spot now :/ Sorry about the noise at the beginning, it's looping for some reason.

I did this in less than two days lol In the future my music will be going through bandcamp so I can get some kind of financial help.

Hey guys! This is super rough, I just put this little bitty tonight, so I might change a lot lol. I don't know why I always post so late lol I might be getting a new job wish me luck! If I get a decent job I'll be able to invest a little more time and resources into my music, which would be nice lol Also I got a launchpad and still don't know how to use it OR Ableton... I think I'm starting to get the hang of it though.

I've been listening to this all last night to see if it was okay, I think I'm happy with it lol If you like the song, please like or share it before you download, I'm getting more downloads than anything else which isn't very motivating.

Made this just now, I'm liking where it's going :)

I started it on January 23rd of 2015 and just now finished it... I spent 11 hours on this project... That's the longest I've ever spent on a song, but most of that time was spent redoing the entirety of the song (minus the arp) Glad I'm done, I might tweak this later but this is the most complete that this song has ever been. Thanks for following me and sharing my music. The few comments I get occasionally is what keeps me going. On a lighter note I haven't made any wubs in a while, so let me know what you think!

An older project. I won't be able to forgive myself if I don't finish this one.

Cat music? The meowing was unintentional? It didn't sound like that at the time? Working on a thing

I only threw this together this afternoon, it'll probs be a while before I'm done. I didn't cut this one like I usually do with my WIPs (sorry)

I couldn't even describe this emotion with words. I only made this tonight... Sorry that I've been weird lately, and thanks for putting up with me.

Train audio credit to mrkva on freesound.org (you can barely hear it but whatever)

Just because I hit rock bottom doesn't mean I've reached the end. This lonely journey into the future keeps me focused. I'll finish this eventually. ----- re-uploaded

The earth changes beneath our feet. It seeks destruction.

I'll try to finish this soon-ish. In the meantime join me in fighting the TPP, If you don't know what it is the link below will give you a brief summary. https://www.eff.org/deeplinks/2012/08/whats-wrong-tpp This kind of things really freak me out.

Keeping my chin up and enjoying the journey of life. If you want to mess with this song the flp is in the "buy" link.

A thing I made this morning. I don't know where I'm going with this. I don't know where I'm going in general.

I never got to upload this and I've lost the file twice so I'm posting it now for safekeeping. this is all SJO soundfonts. I've loved this song since I first heard it as a child.

I tried.

I am died