Special Guest: Lord Lucifer - Lunch Time with Demons

Season Two (Ep13) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons unfolds as an intentionally unstructured, deeply personal conversation driven by Bella's current spiritual evolution and the nearing completion of her book Numos. Prompted guidance from Lucifer, Bella reflects on an intense, largely private transformational period in her practice one that has required isolation, emotional processing, and a withdrawal from external validation. The discussion centers on the nature of the self, spiritual growth as a cyclical and often solitary process, and the discomfort of confronting inner truths without relying on others as sounding boards. We both emphasize that while these experiences can feel isolated, they are universal in pattern, reinforcing the idea that no one is truly alone even when the journey feels deeply personal. As the conversation deepens, Bella shares vulnerable insights from her past, connecting childhood experiences of loneliness, conditional relationships, and feeling like a "mirror" for others to her present-day struggles with belonging and self-worth. She explores how these early dynamics led to patterns of over-giving and seeking validation through others, ultimately realizing that "people are not homes" and cannot provide true emotional security. The episode highlights the danger of trauma bonding what Bella calls the "friend" response alongside fight, flight, freeze, and fawn and how it can trap individuals in unhealthy cycles. Raven adds his own parallel experiences, reinforcing the theme of early independence and evolving family roles. Together, they frame healing as an inward process: learning to create safety, worth, and stability within oneself rather than chasing it externally. Cover art created by Casey at BellTarot.com Abella LinkTree Ryan's LinkTree