the girl i remember i went to her house , she and her mother ordered a huge submarine sandwich. this girl also was at some event for highschool and she tried to talk to me about brandon cross. i dont remember her name. she was a caucasian girl with dark

the girl i remember i went to her house , she and her mother ordered a huge submarine sandwich. this girl also was at some event for highschool and she tried to talk to me about brandon cross.   i dont remember her name. she was a caucasian girl with dark hair.   i remember susan told me to go to a highschool reunion. it was at the reunion. that girl was talking to me about brandon cross at the high school reunion.  and i remember telling her it was the worst experience and was kind of like telling her i thought she did the wrong thing to tell me to go. and i dont think i talked to her after that.  i remember one time she and i were sitting in the room i had when i lived with alyssa and arwyn, and susan did actually want me to talk to a male classmate that was gay , she wanted me and her to talk to him about not being gay.   i didnt put the two together back then. but she was i think kind of being ridiculous by sitting in a room with me and some guy who was publicly gay and she was sitting there telling him to not be gay.  and at that point i didnt really think about what happened when i moved over htere when i was 8.  but i am starting to think that event is why all of these things are happening.