the only thing i know to do is go outside things dont seem to happen if i am outside most of the time i leave nothing happened in moving vehicles if it is a mind game. i can leave but it is the same thing that it is pathetic because they capt

the only thing i know to do is go outside   things dont seem to happen if i am outside   most of the time i leave  nothing happened in moving vehicles   if it is a mind game.  i can leave    but   it is the same thing that it is pathetic because they captialize on  the fact that i have to live in a field   or that  i dont want to commit suicide     it seems lazy      if i am inside  or alive   it is trafficking     if i live in a field  or am dead   there is no trafficking    i guess they could still be taking pictures of me in the field to sellmaybe you will stop selling photos    it is antifa blm kind of people that follow me around    the other day i realized those people used the smart phone for survival   i met a few people that revealed they stayed in school when the economy went bad in 2008.   i think the 2008 recession was more traumatic than people realize.  at that time, it looks like the people kind of in my age range were the losers. a lot of those people were smart and stayed in school. that means they were old students. most students graduate early 20s. because of the economy a lot of those people stayed in school until their late 20s. that is what i am saying. i did not. i was not smart.  but aside from the people in my group, the other people, such as parents with children, or older adults, they were also traumatized by the recession, and so they "hunkered down"  to make it through the recession.  so while the people in my group were kind of the age to start working, they were shocked by the recession. kind of were the losers. the parents with children, or the older adults that were already in the job market, "hunkered down"  and "weathered" the recession.  i think people in my age range could tell there was a lack of opportunity, but i dont think any of us knew the parents with children were watching us and preparing their children by watching us be losers  and the older adults were kind of blocking people for their own job security.   during the recession, you heard a parent tell their female kid, "one day you will compete with men for jobs"    then you find out those same parents were going to interviews with their children.    i think of the entire generation z as antifa and blm basically   in a way i guess i am saying i think generation z   hung me  with the smart phones    but i think the generation experiment is cruel       it may be why gen z  hung me to death with the smart phonegen z may be super quiet and the way they are because of the 2008 recession. that was brutal i think because   1. working age adults began to suffer and did not recover  2.  parents saw the suffering and probably prepared their children and probably taught their children to look at the suffering of the generation before them. to avoid the suffering of the generation before them.  that is probably why gen z is quiet. because they had to be quiet during the recession to survive.    in the 2008 recession, everyone became quiet and tried to survive.   that is my theory.  it probably taught the younger people to hate the generations before them. 3. the older adults in 2008 recession. from age 35 to 60 working age adults. they are retiring in 2026 or dead. i technically graduated in 2007.  you all think i am 100 years old, but i was in my 20's in the 2010's.  in 2014, i was 29.