The thick of it…
from Conk's Brain Hosted by Deedre Conkey
I’m driving the struggle buss on fire over a cliff. In the thick of it, the cavernous abyss seems so deep and wide it’s insurmountable. An awkward, constantly clumsy dance three steps back for every one step forward. Why can’t I find my rhythm? It’s like the universe is playing only songs I’ve never heard. The racket so loud and incongruous, it just feels wrong down to my very bones. If crying helped, I would wash away mountains with my tears but nothing seems to help. It’s like paralysis and perpetual motion crawling beneath my skin. The optimist in me constantly scrubbing away the dirt and the filth from every window, desperately searching for a view of something beautiful - instead finding the fire and terror and smoke of this god damn bus making its descent. To hear more, visit conksbrain.substack.com
Embed this episode
No transcript yet.