There's Gonna Be Another Heartache Tonight. Holy Hell. Again.

Risk. Without it there is no reward.  I've been scarring my heart, not breaking it but enlarging it. Another, what I thought was a good connection, ghosted. I am in my feelings, cried and may cry some more, but I laugh because I am seeing a pattern. So going out of town is code for gonna get ghosted?! Well booooooooo. Also red flags, deep heavy connections over the weekend? May mean partner is out of town and need an ego stroke.  I'm here in my meat suit for connections, for love. To give and receive. Is my being on the spectrum leaving me gullible and vulnerable? I won't have it any other way. I'm bound to get a hit, for another to pick up what I put down! It's not the outcome it's the journey. I will enjoy my future romantic partner all that much more because of all these missed connections! Then because I'm in my feelings and music moves me...I decided I sing. Eagles. Wasted Time...  I have a P.O. Box too! If you listen to me singing I may give it out! I would love to get letters!