God bless you and welcome to today's inspiration. Thank you for joining us and allowing us in to your living room from our living room Today is a very special day for me I am sitting here with a young man who of course when this when you see this his birthday will be passed But we're recording this today on January 25th He's turned 26 years old today. This is a young man that has been through the fire This is a young man that has Been through things that most 26 year olds maybe have not faced or maybe there are those of you that are tuning in that need hope that need deliverance that need To hear God need help So first of all we want to open up and pray for you. I'm believing today is your day for salvation today is the day for your deliverance So heavenly Father God I thank you for every soul tuning in to this program that today's word will bring encouragement deliverance and salvation in Jesus name We pray amen.
I want to introduce to you Dallas Williams. Yes, he's my son, but he's more than just a son He's a man of God who when I got pregnant with him It was turmoil from conception and we've had a rough road to get where we are today needless to say He didn't like me when he was born and I did not like him because we both were very very sick during a long period of time And the enemy truly tried to kill this young man I can't even tell you how many times in his life and I want you to hear his story This is the first time at 26 years old that he is releasing his testimony of he's a five-year marine veteran He is sober for 16 months be 17 months the 8th of February and I want you to hear his story I want to warn you if you have little children in the rim Maybe they shouldn't hear this because it's gonna be real It's going to be raw and very transparent of a young man coming from the pit of hell Into a place of victory and is still working on that victory. It's not all complete yet But I believe that what is in him is gonna help you come to know who you are in Christ Jesus Scripture says that the Spirit of the Lord God is upon me because the Lord has anointed me to preach good tidings to the poor He has sent me to heal the broken heart into proclaim Liberty to captives and the opening of the prison to those who are bound I believe that there are those with the sound of my voice right now that are so bound up and in a prison You have lost the key and how to walk out and I believe today is the day that you're going to hear something from Dallas's testimony That's going to give you the key to unlock the prison that you're in so stay tuned watch listen I pray that you have ears to hear his story from not a preacher standpoint Okay, this is from a man who found God in the midst of it. Tell us tell us about you where you want to begin.
Oh I guess he's before the Marine Corps what maybe joined the Marine Corps. I was in I was in a pit I decided that I Wanted to start having people accept me for who I wasn't what who I wasn't and that was the party in dude I did two drugs. I was just dabbling with marijuana and I Tried cocaine at the time, but I wasn't really like big into it. I tried a few pills And my life wasn't going anywhere I remember one day that my mom like told me what are you gonna do after high school because you keep doing drugs You're not gonna stay here and then a few weeks later.
I decided I was gonna join the Navy And when I decided I was gonna join the Navy they didn't stay on me that they didn't Stay and they didn't um Keep in touch because I kept smoking weed. I went stop and so they gave up and then like literally two weeks later I'm saying and it's a it was a park and I remember having a Blunt in my bag and my buddy was doing a pulley function he was gonna go work out with other pulleys bright and that's right before you join the Marine Corps become a pool and then you go to boot camp and I went to a bathroom and I started smoking and one of my buddies was doing some burnouts outside and I go over there And a cop shows up and I'm seeing he and I'm kind of scared obviously because I'm I've like just a burnt out I wrote to my bag and I'm trying to get away from the cop obviously I was just a bad timing and he let me go and I think that was God And I went to I went back to the car and when I went back to the car The staff sergeant he decided to come up to the window start asking me questions I told him the whole spill but I told him I'm not ready to give up give up weed and He said one thing that kind of stuck with me at the time and he said weed was gonna always be there even after you get out of the Marine Corps So I started going to church and I got sober from marijuana and everything and Started finding my relationship and got again because I while my parents been past here since I was a little kid I've always had a relationship. I just never I just kept putting him in on the shelf They don't want to look at him because they don't want to feel the conviction that Us Christians will feel if we fall in the sin and then I kept pushing I remember my first prophetic dance was in the church Right before I joined the Marine Corps. You need to explain that a little bit the prophetic dance what that does for you Well, that's later done a road, and I'm didn't really know what it was at the time I just knew it was me dancing and Then I got a call a few weeks later.
I got to graduate early to join the Marine Corps And they said we have a spot open open contract, which means I don't get to pick my job or anything Because I scored very low on the ad-sab wasn't that a while I am smart, but I didn't care enough about in school to actually like learn and I went to the Marine Corps and I Did all basic I went through the first year and then it was December 15th. I got shipped out to open out for two years And that's where it all went downhill now. They don't call us devil dogs for any reason. I think the Marine Corps is very very And I'm sorry if you are a Marine that's gonna watch this but it is a very demonic branch No one wants to believe it and I'm not talking bad about the mic I'll never take it away from my story I'll never regret going but we are called devil dogs for a reason and that word devil It's a leading breathing thing in the Marine Corps So would you say that that was an open gate just that right there because they looked at you to be the front liners You have to be the toughest you can't have emotions You can't have feelings let alone try to have a relationship with Christ Jesus even though they offered services for you to go to and things Do you think that just by calling y'all the devil dogs that that was a gate?
Definitely that ushered in what you're about to tell everyone. Yes, I Stung I'll believe that the Marine Corps Opened the door for me to become a man that was supposed to ever be I also do believe God knew that I was gonna have to go in the Marine Corps to control my addiction He knew that if I didn't go in the Marine Corps, I would probably dead in a ditch Strying out or overdose But he had to put me in a more controlled environment. I think he wanted me to join an avi at first But because of my flesh led to the Marine Corps and he didn't want to wear those dress blues on my mind. They're beautiful and in that when you went to Okinawa and You started entertaining sin and it was pulling you away from the Lord.
Did during that time Did you still feel the Holy Spirit nagging at you or did you come to a point that you totally just put a wall up and refused to listen to? Holy Spirit at the very beginning. I wasn't really thinking all I wanted to do was make friends I was the first boot. Well, I was the first new Marine, which is a new Marine in the fleet is called a boot I was first new Marine in the CLB 31 combat engineers platoon.
They haven't seen a new Marine in over like two years So I'm like fresh meat to them. I remember my first night My roommate went beer to beer which he drinks a beer I have to keep up with them and like it was like two cases later I'm passed out and I remember waking up like four o'clock in the morning with like 10 Marines in my room beating me up tearing up my room well my side of the room and That was just the start. That's how they made me go in my bathroom and they made me start screaming Maybe I get undressed or I'm in a shower and then that happened over and over again finally some other Marines come in and I thought it was give up, but it didn't let up. I remember it was January time and we were getting back to getting ready for deployment and I remember it happened again, but this time it got worse every time I got Infantuated on these Marines.
It just kept escalating. What'd you say this was a form of hazing? I think hazing is a downgrade of what was happening Hazing is more of like this is like a hazing part was when I got my sternum rub It was when all the engineers would jump on you and they'll give you a sternum rub They'll put turn a kids on your legs and I'll slap you can slap you around beat up on you That would be hazing to me. This was more this is This is children acting like children being bullies It was you could see I felt the hatred and you were a child in school that was bullied yeah And I want to let our listeners know why is he telling you all this is because it's to lay a foundation of this was a place in His mind that he was in prison and the bullying and the hating it doesn't just happen in the Marines Thanks.
Oh god This was this is his story It happens in all forms of life But for you to understand what true deliverance is from the father and the love of the father You're gonna have to hear the hard stuff first And we have always said when we when my husband and I began ministry that we would be a ministry that was of truth It was real and raw no matter how hard it was to hear it But so that you could see what God can do in the midst of the most horrible storms And I know that there are those of you right now that is in a very dark place Our nation is in a very dark place people are coming out against people leaders are coming out against leaders And you've got to hear the real and the raw so you can see that there is victory and I promise you I'm a woman of God who have been through many mountains many valleys And I know what it is to be set free and I know what it is to see so much darkness and and you feel like you're choking it But then when God gives you breath and so I just I want you to Have the ears to hear the whole story even though this is raw and there may be veterans on here You know the truth, you know, and you may be sitting there in bondage You may be sitting there about up because you were afraid to talk about it I'm here to tell you that God already knows you're not gonna shock him you may shock people But that's okay if they walk away they weren't meant to be in your circle anyway So I encourage you to listen to this story as we proceed go ahead Dallas Oh, no to start. Um, okay, let's go to when you embarked on your first ship And where all of this no, you can probably remember when I was it was like two days before the ship that we got on got on Like Beach We there is a tradition that everyone has to shave their head and I thought it was just gonna be a simple shape I know they forced alcohol on that whole night and we had a you said forced Does that mean they really forced you or you had a choice? Did you ever have a choice? Everyone has a choice everyone has a choice to do anything But it's the repercussions of those choices that you got to deal with um, I I didn't want to deal with those repercussions again.
So I ended up drinking and they called it a boot fight night and You have all the engineers circled up in the boot gets to pick out who they want to fight and I don't want to fight anyone But I chose my scene my senior and he did knock me out three times And when I asked I think he said I need a hydrate So I thought they're getting a bottle of water they give me a bottle of Greg's vodka and Then they push me right back in the circle and all I remember is that night is that they threw me in the bathroom naked I started puking on myself and then throwing me on the tub and they shaved my head and I remember calling you that morning I think I had a black eye or something and I puked right when she answered the phone I like just puked and then I got then we went to white beach and I hung up the phone and I'd leave and It did not give up Deployment I remember it was my first country I went to was Malaysia Obviously being a young man I am being a Marine my hormones were crazy so I opened another door it was a sexual I did get with women and And I'm new at this but I was dealing with that I think it's the word prostitution and I'll not with that on the first appointment and After deployment I come get home. It's like the same thing. You know can now you come back You get ready for the next appointment. I went on four deployments and it was my second appointment with the women I almost committed suicide.
I Remember it was not letting up I was getting beat up every day I remember my birthdays passed and my mom sent me a journal so I started writing to God That's where my prayer life has started and nothing was changing by cat writing and I gave up one night It was like a three o'clock in the morning and I sat up on the side of the smoke pit on the ship and I don't know I think we're going to Philippines and I was looking over at the sea I was looking at the moon in the ocean because of the reflection and I wanted to jump off I was going to jump off but my buddy David Tippy he comes out there and He saved my life. He said we're gonna get through this and we smoked like two packs of cigarettes just staying out there And he helped me that day because I'll probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him And then I lost a lot of lost a few Marines My buddy talking and I loved him to death and I miss him today I don't I pray that he's in heaven because he was not coherent or in the right mindset to on what happened to him But he did he hung himself, but I don't I don't believe he did it Willingly I think he was in a rabbit hole that he didn't know how to get out of and the drugs or the alcohol It led him to that because he had the Holy Spirit in him But this unit is this we lost so many Marines in this one unit and that tears the person down Because there's gonna be a soul that's gonna be saved because of your testimony Also dealt with sexual assault with other men the homosexuality was a spirit that was been chasing me since I was a young boy I have kissed men. I have cuddled with men in my drunk state never when I'm sober and I think that's kind of That tells you The demonic spirit that gets attached with alcohol But I finally get back from Okinawa after two years of all this the last five months was not that bad because all the senior enlisted Marines were Left and went to different units Some stayed and I was we got easier. I became a senior and then because of me being a child I was goes down to me.
I kind of done it back to the younger Marines that only gave me attitude which by no means Means to fight to get Your point across Then I finally get to Camp Lejeune was my next duty station and I was so addicted to alcohol. I didn't realize That's how I coat I didn't start feeling for a very long way. I stopped all my feelings I turned them all off when I was in Okey and I get to Camp Lejeune and but it progressed from the alcohol because it wasn't numbing you Yeah, I started seeking fights You know, I was seeking fights to feel pain when I got back to Camp Lejeune almost got I went to almost went to military jail a few times from just fighting MPs or other Marines just to feel I would lose on purpose All right, let me explain when one substance is not helping you you will find another way In this he wanted to fight everybody he wanted to fight constantly I remember him calling me and him wanting to fight someone just let me beat him up It wasn't the point of beating someone up it was causing someone else pain So he wouldn't feel the pain but that shortly went away now. You're probably saying well as a mother You know, what were you doing?
I was on my knees continuously I remember a time when he was in Okinawa. He had just gotten there in the Holy Spirit woke me up in the middle of the night This is how amazing God is through all of this now. You've heard what he's saying so far and there's gonna be a part two to this The Holy Spirit woke me up says he's in a place. He should not be calling.
I loved FaceTime And I called him and he was drunk and he was in a strip club and Was in a position he should not have been in and I said you get your sorry tush out of that place and he says mom How did you never mind why he answered the phone is beyond me? Calls me the next day he knew the Holy Spirit had told on him the Holy Spirit always told me what was going on But as a mother of an adult who was a Marine who has worn how to fight combat who has shot more guns than I have ever even thought about shooting You know and everybody always thought hey, he's mr. GQ He's good looking he's a Marine and it was all that puffing up when they did not know what was going on underneath But I did because as I opened up here I said that we had a very tumultuous relationship when Dallas became a teenager We got to be very very close and had a lot of three o'clock in the morning conversations But it wasn't enough. I didn't even know it wasn't enough.
So as a mother I stayed on my knees I stayed praying I stayed calling out to God Jeremiah 33 says that when you call upon his name and you seek his face that he will surely answer he will answer he will answer He will answer but it's not in my time. I wanted everything to be miraculous I wanted him to lay down the drugs. I want him to lay down the alcohol I want him to stop the fornicating I wanted it to stop but I couldn't make him make that decision So his father and I we had to watch from afar until he asked for help Fast forward camp Lejeune. He was serving he had then got promoted We went over my husband got to pin him and we thought everything was good And he put on a really good show for us when really he was dying inside All he wanted was to die and there were times that I got phone calls in the middle of the night saying mama I'm done.
I just want to die and I would pray him through I can't tell you how many times He called to say mama want to die me having no idea of What you heard I just started hearing about a year and a half two years ago when we brought him home and This story is going to continue So I want to pray with you right now. I want to pray that something in his story Awakened you that's maybe you have buried something so deep under the rug and that rug needs to be pulled off So you can be delivered and the gunk come out. That's what we've had to do with him We've had to bring him through deliverance and he's still going through it But we had to pull the carpet up and hear the ugly and from a parent standpoint that is the hardest thing to hear The ugly but you listen you cry with them you hold them and you pray I I'm praying that there's something that is pulled that rug is pulled up today And I want you to stay tuned and watch the next episode because this is just the beginning of the story heavenly Father God We thank you for this very our Father God that all those that have tuned in right now Father God that there is a trigger To say I need help and that they will have the courage to reach out and say I need help Lord God Lord God protect them I speak life and I speak life more abundantly to the souls that are watching right now because there is life And there is life more abundantly and God says that when you know the truth the truth will make you free Remember that the truth shall set you free no matter how hard it is to hear the truth shall set you free So if the Sun makes you free you'll be free indeed We thank you for joining us today. May God bless you and keep you in Jesus name I pray amen.
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