Value with connection.

How I connect and connect through sex. Maybe my spectrum autistic brain has me feel so separate from others, out of touch, I need "our" presence, our awareness of awareness to know you and I are here together in this moment. Or it's just me having an experience, alone. I am understanding my wiring more, to see you and be seen. And it's *slough* (sluff). I was super sick and scared but I made it alone.