vayeishev 2 dovid and yosef and yehuda and tamar and not getting used to living in a trailer

This class is pretty vulnerable to post cuz it ended up pretty clunky and messy but I’m saying hi to the self conscious part of me and choosing to anyways 🫅Some follow up thoughts: I think the part of me that has a hard time accepting the importance of “Moshiach Ben dovid” is the part of me that wonders : will it ever actually happen. Is it actually possible for things to actually change. it’s that vulnerability that would rather just stay present in the tzimtzum , instead of the “risk” of hoping for something that “might not happen”This part of me has gotten comfortable living as the viceroy of Egypt. It has moved furniture into this basement. It continuously renovates the walls of a home that is not my dream home. I thank this part. This Moshiach Ben yosef part. This “I’m going to be here and make the most of where I am now” But I also choose to not going to forget about the Moshiach Ben dovid part. The part that says “there is more then this” we are going somewhere. Redemption is coming. The blessings we seek are flowing toward us. Golus is not the only option. Sending so much love 🤍