Week 111: Seeing Gratitude

13.12.2020 1:33 am 2 days to the new moon. No one sees anyone anymore. It's insane. I called Amer today to see how he's doing. To be compassionate. Just to tell him that what he went through wasn't easy, and it wasn't. At least I have an older brother, he doesn't. He has himself and his abusive family, and friends that are only friends and not family. It doesn't mean I'm a friend of his or anything, but I'm someone who can help without thinking they need to distance themselves just out of fear or peace of mind. There is strength because of what I went through and I'm grateful for that. Otherwise, a lot of this episode is me bitching about people being blind and self-serving, and how knowing your heart and your intention is a remedy for that. Love yourself, know thyself, and keep going. Best selling novels that change the world's form of thought await. Fuck people who want to take more energy from you than they want to give. Let those people go. It's easy.