Week 117: Covid +

24th of January 2021 Covid +, quarantining till the 28th of Jan and then moving out into the new place then.  Glad I came back to Germany from Dubai, was a tough flight actually. Because I was actually sick. Took my measures not to infect anybody but who knows. As much as learning from mistakes is nice it's a lot better not to make them.  What secret key am I looking for to hit a truth of life I seem to know but forgot. Idk. Things coming together alright. Job interviews still happening, trying to learn and grow and love myself. Missing the possibility of friends and people. Seeing the stupidity in images like always. Having to exist in the balance of that. Missing seeing myself write.  It's good that I do this.  Trying to do and distance myself from doing at the same time. I think I'd rather do and be more involved, but it's easy to see how not doing anything is also a valid choice. Ate three clementines during the recording of this episode.