When Life Throws You a Curveball

To say this week has been unexpected in the worst way possible, I'm not exaggerating. First, we come home from vacation (booo), then my sister tells me she has to put her dog (my Kota's dad) to sleep due to health reasons. Then, a few days later, literally, Tuesday to Friday, we find Kota has Degenerative Myopathy and Multiple Myloma. WTF LIFE!! This isn't ok! What was worse, is that we didn't have weeks with Kota like I'd hoped, we had days. Kota was doing much worse than expected and the Myopathy progressed much faster than anyone expected. So, we made the decision to keep Kota out of pain, and put him to sleep. I try to find comfort in knowing that he is running around somewhere in the Universe sniffing to his hearts content, chasing squirrels and bunnies, and talking to his hearts content. But this was truly the worst decision I've had to make, and my heart hurts. I don't know if what I did was right. And in that, I don't know how to keep going the way I was before when he would greet me at the door. So, my goal last week of letting "HER" out to play, went to the wayside. Now, it's just getting through each day. Making sure my other two doggos are happy and healthy. Life isn't easy. Nor is it fair. In order to make it, sometimes we just take it hour by hour, meal by meal, workout by workout. *********************************************************** If you are looking for a group of like minded women who are ready to reconnect with themselves and step into the version they know they are meant to be, our Facebook Community is for you. DM me STRONGHER on IG for the link! Instagram- ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@the_strongher_chronicles⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Want to check out the journal for digging deeper in 30 days? Thirty days of prompts to help you get out of the rut and rebuild your self-confidence - ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠CLICK HERE⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Intro Music- Summer Upbeat by: Green Elephant Cover Photo- ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠@laurenbangs_photography⁠⁠⁠