Where'd Sophia go now?

I know both my nanas come up in this one, but primarily because when they died, I skipped their funerals. It's not very Hallmarky right from the start.I then go on to ponder whether the "wanna help people" mood currently dominating my earth.v867-5309 lifetime is really so I can interact with people having instantly unguarded moments, caught as it were, in an unexpected spot to have a real conversation. Huh...huh... whaddya think? Not bad eh?That's got me thought drifting even now so I'll certainly be coming back around to have another bite on this salad at some point.Because I'm starting to believe that dynamic dialogue with another soul suit is the most well spent time one can experience in this universe, my universe has become a parade of bright candidates with whom to connect hoping for such a result. For me these are life's highest rewards. Better than sex, now, without a doubt. It may take a few or more decades. to finally be able to say that and mean it. At least for me it did. But I was terrible here so I'm an outlier.Again, you do you and do you all the time with conviction... hopefully while having a dynamic conversation with yourself!!! Feeling the need to derail things further...I then revisit death to reflect upon the only funeral I haven't skipped out on thus far in life. Spoiler Alert: it wasn't my own, nor either of my nanas', nor any of yours... at least not yet).iKudB.RiteEpisode 20 of 53