Why Am I Preaching?

Why Am I Preaching? ' is Track #3 on Killa's Album, P.U.N.S. Written By: Priscilla Hansak Mixed & Mastered: Shellz & Da Killa KC Production: Music By XM P.U.N.S. stands for 'Passionate Uncommon Natural Skills' & that's the BEST way to explain the ENTIRE project. Tune In & Enjoy The Journey! - Da Killa KC Lyrics: [Intro] As my dad would say, "There's two roads you could choose from, pick your path" Take that any way you wanna Killa [Verse 1] Yeah, I been tryna tell myself, "I need to be more honest" Naked truth, I'm talking like I stripped you off the top list Topless? No, top list, the one you don't belong in Act like they forgotten that it's fucking rockin' at the bottom Yeah, be humble, no Kendrick I heard if you really want it, you should go get it But it's never simple when you're heavy on your soul mission Find a light to blossom with, be positive and grow with it Flower child Even as a youngin', I was passionate, high strung Took a lotta bangs growing up, call that life drums Gotta be drugs, everybody on where I'm from Little do they know, I never did what they think I might done Many lives being claimed for the matter I went to funerals that happened sooner than they had to The families lie about the cause, makes it even sadder So I'm not gon' say no names But you could recognize the patterns, yeah It's unlikely for a cardiac arrest In a healthy young adult who now can hardly take a breath (Gasp) Til the last beat of the heart inside your chest Live fast, die young, yeah, party til the death (No) Shit is getting old not having a chance at getting old The daredevil that's inside tryna rip your soul Man, I ain't gotten high since 24, hit the dro Now I'm 30 and I'm fucking scared of all the shit I know We're exposed to some things that could weaken us You gotta know when the parties over and the weekends up That's coming from an insomniac that doesn't sleep enough The older that you get the more the pain becomes a deeper cut But it could change if you show a little more care I know you're sick of fighting yourself, warfare You feel that feeling in your core? Don't ignore there That's an instinct, so think again 'bout what it's for, dear I got my reasons why I'm speaking on these incidents It's either cause I been in it, or personally, I've witnessed it And I have strong belief The Lord was being generous He blessed me with a voice, so I don't waste it on the gibberish I gotta do it for my people like I'm obligated I single-handedly been working, so the job is taken It's more than 9 to 5, my passion is my occupation And I'm spending time on it, call that shit a homage payment It must be complicated tryna seize complexity We make it harder if we never try to see where effort leads But honestly, we need more honesty, integrity Tired of all this pressure, will we ever be compression-free? I was sent to send a message out, broadcast These haters seem like they forever doubt, squash that Man, your entire squad a bunch of fakes, fraud pack Blowing smoke like a vape, need to take your mod back You start to act like who you kick it with like kicking rocks You even get to talking like em', chatter-chitter box There's many toxics tryna harm, get you sick a lot Wheres the fucking cure to make the carcinogenic stop? (Stop, stop) That's the reason people feel like we have no hope Need to treat each other better, but we don't though I could never not have heart, no no Ask me how I feel Ima tell em', 'So so' I'm not okay man, I feel powerless and vulnerable I don't feel hot about how cold the world has grown into Only money, fame, and unimportant shit is notable Why am I preaching? Nobody gives a fuck 'bout what you're going through [Outro] But I do though Stay strong It's Da Killa KC It's Not A Dream It's Not A Dream­­®