Why Are Your Bags Packed At The Door?!?

Most of us carry invisible baggage that keeps us stuck—fear of abandonment, shame, and trauma shape how we love, trust, and show up in the world. But what if the very wounds that feel like scars are actually the keys to true healing? Erica Culclasure pulls back the curtain on her raw, honest journey through abandonment issues and spiritual breakthrough, revealing how those deep-seated fears often drive us to run before we’re hurt—until we realize God’s love is the only thing capable of healing what we’ve tried to hide.In this powerful episode, Erica shares her personal story of feeling like she’s always “packed her bags at the front door,” ready to leave in fear of being left behind. She unpacks the psychological roots of abandonment—attachment styles, childhood trauma, and how trauma shapes our relationships—and explains how these same wounds spill over into our relationship with God. You’ll discover how biblical examples like Psalm 13’s David show us that feeling abandoned doesn’t mean God has left us; it’s part of our faith journey to remind us of His unwavering mercy.We break down:-The definition of abandonment issues and their symptoms—like insecurity, people pleasing, and giving too much in relationships-How trauma from early childhood and broken relationships plants seeds of fear that grow into toxic relationship patterns-Why survival mode keeps us in a perpetual state of readiness to run and how to confront it spiritually and psychologicallyThe significance of trusting God's character despite emotional setbacks, with biblical insights from David and prayers for staying rooted in faith during tough seasonsPractical ways to bring shame, trauma, and abandonment wounds to God, including creative stewardship, nature, and honest communication in prayerThis episode matters because ignoring these wounds keeps us locked in cycles of hurt and disconnection from our true selves and God. Facing abandonment head-on allows us to reclaim our love, trust, and purpose—because healing isn’t optional in this season of awakening. Erica emphasizes that healing abandonment isn’t about blame or shame; it’s about recognizing God's divine handiwork—His pursuit of us even when we’re ready to leave.Perfect for anyone tired of running, battling shame, or feeling out of place in their faith and life—this episode invites you to unpack your emotional baggage, see God's love clearly, and embrace the process of becoming whole. It’s time to stop hiding behind your brokenness, because God’s love is the ultimate healing.