Worst first? How do you know the worst? Just count. "You get dizzy." Now think, is this audio or visual?

Send us Fan MailIt may seem simple, but everything is step-by-step and slooooooooower.I know I lost a lot of skills since to get back the concept to life, had to reTHINK, what do plants needs? SUN, AIR & ____. A: waterThen ask, how did I lose that? I lost it from a trio of people who were ok with the neglect & thus abuse of a child with severe/profound special needs & reLIVED it until that heat wave in MI where I watered the yard, the neighbor's yard & haven't stopped since today 09/18/25. One can google this. It happened in JULY/AUGUST 2024 so that's a long time to "sit with" it, but it's better than not drinking. Not hydrating. The war is against death/giving up/letting "them" (in this case NWMH, since they ask bi-weekly, "do you have SI/HI?") and since they taught me WISEMIND and repeated "describe the triggers," rarely moving forward then that initial first step, it stuck.Will be talking to a NWMH doctor soon. The ptsd/skills affected is documented in a container--text messages--and if it works, one good experience, IT can end.IT = indescribable trauma so describe it.Support the show