X---ing the Darkness with Cluster B Milkshake Part 2

Few and Madam Milkshake continue their conversation on a wide array of topics: varying types of relationships (home base, fillers, fantasies, self-esteem boosters); sadism and how it expresses itself in a relationship or to others; vulnerability and feeling weak when one attempts to put down their sadism for someone who doesn't reciprocate; shame-avoidance; and the grief that disordered people desperately try to avoid feeling that stunts their healing process. Find her at:  https://www.youtube.com/@cLuStErBMiLkShAkE