You Don’t Choose the Ending. It Chooses You.

Offerings:https://linktr.ee/thedarkmattershowThere are moments when nothing is technically “wrong,” but everything is clearly over.This episode lives in that in-between space — the dark moon before the next cycle, the quiet recognition that a chapter has already closed even if the form hasn’t caught up yet.What unfolds here isn’t an explanation or a teaching. It’s a remembering.A story about timing that only makes sense in hindsight.About decisions that didn’t feel strategic when they were made — just inevitable.About endings that echo backward and forward through years, bodies, places, and names.There’s grief in this one. And lineage. And risk.There’s the strange precision of dates, cycles, and returns — not as proof, but as pattern.There’s the tension between structure and intuition, signal and noise, control and surrender.This is a meditation on what happens when you stop trying to force clarity and let the signal change on its own.If you’re standing at the edge of something you can’t yet name — this episode will feel familiar.🐍This episode is dedicated to my father, Ms. Wheezy, 50 cent (it's the 50th episode of season 3) and Peter (of Peter, Paul and Mary). 🌺He passed away in 2025 and wrote Puff the Magic Dragon.I said it was Venus's day because I was going to drop this tomorrow. But Thursday is even better... (Jupiter = Cancer = Ancestors = Roots = Family).Podcast episode mentioned: