ABSURD: A Human Experience

What is God?The real question is: What is God? Not who. God, as understood by true theologians, is a principle. Not a person, nor being, as "He" tends to be represented by various religious ideas. Today, let’s unpack the concept of God using text from David Bentley Hart’s “An Experience of God”. Chances are you hold a belief that what people mean when they say “God” is some kind of divine mind, more powerful than us and all the Universe, but creates order, and has “rules” for us… Well… not quite. We have created the many faces of God to describe the one true God, but even then, God is our attempt to describe the unknown. Let me explain…

This is the first of many podcasts like this one. We have so much more to explore on this concept of rediscovering your natural rhythm, and how your health and wellbeing is what you deserve. Sit back, and enjoy my loves.This reading is guided by an analysis of art and color thrown into the abyss of chaos and randomness that is better known as: tarot and oracle reading. Enjoy!Find me on Youtube: @RootandRitualApothecary (this may change again soon...)

Human Joy is Private, but the Resonance is Shared.

You are a cellular masterpiece, and your cells themselves are architects in of a splendid masterpiece. Today I share with you the magic of the mundane... Who are you when you are not being named? How does your body shape well-being, and what does that really look like to you? The answer lives within you! Within all of us. It is the fundamental nature of our existence. You were made to know fulfillment and wellness. I'm stepping away from highly spiritual concepts as this connection between my 3-D body & Earth is deeply calling to me. I hope you all enjoy! And I'm so excited to share more about this raw aspect of experience. Main topics discussed: Collective consciousness, "the matrix", your cellular self, being embodied nature. If you have questions or comments, email me! ([email protected]) Follow me on TikTok @sweet.dirtyangel (NEW!!!)

Happy Solstice my love-bugs. In true honor of Cancer tropical season, I'm dredging up a forgotten (unpublished) episode -- recorded months ago. And yet, it seems to ring and resonate perfectly with this time. I often hear these messages right when I need to, which is a gift I'm grateful for. I hope this reaches you with that same grace. Much love. -Do you feel truly in love with nature, and reality? Are you inspired by the whims of nature's magic, and the beautiful colors of her creativity? If so, you're in the right place. ˚✶ ༘ .˚🌱୭ ˚. ✶ ᵎᵎToday we're diving into this cycle that many of us keep reliving, to get a better understanding of our own chaos and controlled momentum. Hop on for a beautiful ride!

Divine Masculine, a Heart of Earth, and the Divine Feminine’s Journey. What does it mean to be? Isn’t that always the question… Guided by Gnosis, and the unending path of mystery and deeper wisdom, we discover messages from the life-force energy, heard by the receptive divine feminine. We are endlessly integrating a sea of energies with our own. It’s all an ontological processual soup, as is nature! Here we learn how to integrate the pure source of the Divine masculine, the Divine flame, the Light, and creative force.  Follow me for more goodies! TikTok: @eternally.eva

I've been wanting to share more about myself, unbridled by expectation. If you know me, you know I don't speak much... except when I'm alone.I want to remain a part of you beautiful people's lives -- so thank you for receiving me. This is the best way to contact me... as I drift through my cerebral cortex, endlessly, in organic matter.More to come, but for now, enjoy these raw, real, feelings.(Yes that's me in the cover art)Thank you.

Guided by the Queen of Swords. A full reading, here.

Who are you? I’m sure this is something you ask yourself a lot… I know. Who you are is something otherworldly. You are an artist, dancing through this chaos. You may be lonely. But your beauty still shines. You see the light of the Earth, and the Universe. You are something divine. Do not surrender your own authority over yourself. Never forget this. (more magical goodies: tiktok @eternally.eva ... youtube: @Theartoflife)

Hello my lovely HUMANS. Welcome back. I am so excited to share this reading with you. This is for you, if it's found you with love and interest. Please stay awhile! I will be posting more frequently ~ and more creatively. MUAH.

For the Empress in Temperance  This is a channeled message for a special collective. Learn more about these symbols, and soothe your soul with this episode. Becoming something pure of our own. If you have found this message, join me and Spirit for a lovely meditation on the body, and the soul, in healing. We discuss the archetypes of the masculine, and the mother. Examining a harmony between these forces. Keys for this Meditation include; The Yellow Flower Jonquil, Humanoid Angels in White Robes, An Erect Penis, and the Body of a Feminine.  Your journey is so perfectly whole.  *My readings are not meant to dictate your life or tell the future. My readings offer a sacred moment to meditate on the psychospiritual dynamics of the human experience, for our growth and understanding. A moment for the absurd creativity of Nature to speak through consciousness, between you and me.* Thank you for sharing this love with me. 

Hello my lovelies!  I find you today with a series of specialized messages for every single one of you, perfectly in time, at the time you find this. Let yourself be guided to a group, or two, and listen. Feel how the messages correlate. Skip ahead to your reading! Group 1 — Sky  @ 5:01 Group 2 — Cloud  @ 17:02 Group 3 — Lightning  @ 29:43 Group 4 — Lake  @ 42:54 For the love of all, and the harm of none.  In loving memory of my grandmother. I love and miss you, Grandma.  May God allow me to serve those who need to hear my words.  Xo

Hi beautiful lovelies! I moved! This week has been a whirlwind of emotions, stressors and new revelations. Writing this on the New Moon feels so right. Recently, I have been asking myself to investigate my relationship to money, and society. There's so much more to come on this topic, but first, I've gotta settle in... Enjoy! Follow me on Tik Tok @eternally.eva for more woo-woo and human based content / astrology / philosophy / social commentary.

HELLO MY MAGICAL EARTH FRIENDS >>> If you are reading this, you are the one I have been looking for. You must love Nature, and *feel* Love in everything. Welcome to my radio space. This episode I want to talk about the energy I feel with Mars moving through tropical Pisces, as it rules over all of these current energies traveling through Aries. We're looking at Mars in Pisces as it rules over Chiron, the North Node, Mercury, and the Sun in Aries... There's clearly a lot of energy here. There's a GREEN LIGHT to go, but something is still holding us back. Not negatively, per se, but there's a longing. A reluctance. But it's Pisces, so our souls are experiencing their longing for the spiritual home. All together, I feel like this energy is unpredictable, which is where we need to get comfortable. (*Please note* Neptune and Venus are not meeting in conjunction on April 28th -- only Mars and Neptune are, in Pisces). To follow along: ➠ Locate the Pisces/Aries houses in your whole-sign chart, and take note of the themes you find in this house. ➠ Get comfortable, and take note of what you feel. This one is a doozy. Find your natal chart here: astro-charts.com Follow me on Tik Tok @eternally.eva for more woo-woo and human based content, or my Instagram @eva.notava.

Hello my loves!  In this episode I teach you how to tune in with your favorite color/colors to know why you are attracted to them, and harness that power, for good! It's a little magic trick I learned once when standing in my kitchen - completely overtaken by a bright shimmering gold and white light. Why do certain colors have certain associations? Or more importantly, what are their associations for you? And how can you use them?  My lovely *magical assistant* pulls a couple of oracle cards for us that remind us of the importance of the heart’s wisdom, and we talk about signs, houses, and associated energy dynamics. (Heart Torus, Fuchsia, Cancer, 4th House) Is there something here for you to learn?

In writing to the Universe, Nature, God, Spirit, Self, what have you, I channeled this beautiful string of words that needed to be shared with all of you beautiful strings of cells. I'm working on multiple projects right now, feeling fears and insecurities, anxieties about my arts and my choice of living... But that all cleared right up with this message. Enjoy. (SAMPLE SONG OF THE DAY = Dilettante, St. Vincent) Question for you... "Is my mind making this more confusing, complex, or controlled than it has to be?"

Hello my loves! Long time no ... speak? I'm excited to share this episode with you, as I've kind of taken things to a new level. Here are six things I've noticed since becoming more sensitive! Since opening my awareness up to the organic world, more and more, I have become a completely new conscious creature. I realized that the world was speaking to me, that I was a part of my organic world, and not only did that have physical changes but that also changed the way I saw the systems of our humanity. I hope this inspires you and your own beautiful relationship to yourself, and our Earth. 💓

Neptune and Venus in harmony creates a beautiful (and a little bit scary) serenade of the senses, uplifting us into realms we've only ever sensed in imagination. Bathing in a pool of rose petals and sweet magnolias, intoxicating your mind. Surrender your defenses, and purify. Introduce a bright luminary to the mix, and we're drunk in a daze of divine bliss. Today I'm asking you to be graceful with yourself. To access ease, to inspire private pleasure, and to remember what it feels like to be in love (unconditionally) with yourself and maybe others. *Tune into the songs of the day, and listen for how your body and mind make the translation.*

This is a brief foundational episode for understanding the difference between the organism (and the organic experience) and the 'Ego' (as the construct of that experience). Eva explores these dynamics as they relate to one's experience of themselves, and the world around them.

Welcomed by the sharp sword of the Queen and her 5th element... the 5 of Swords... We explore the realm outside of conscious anxiety, just to remind you that it's there. During this episode, the Queen of Swords really came through to make herself know. I feel her wanting to dive deeper into the intuition, or else. Right now, there is a need to relate back to our intuition, to the darker waters, and remind ourselves of the sublime world of mystery that we are born from. Have we gotten too caught up in the images and words that we have forgotten the core of sensation?

For my spiritual fae and folk, this episode includes a collective reading where we learn how our guides and higher selves have been trying to connect with us; how to walk through the heart and through love; and are shown some divine puzzle pieces for our own little matrices. It's all about love, and it will always be about love. Tune in.

Hello lovelies. This episode is much different than the last one I recorded because I am coming to you with some hard-ass self-assuredness. This episode was inspired by a little pity party I was throwing for myself, stuck in the swamp of shame of not being good enough. But I had to remind myself that I *feel* ashamed of myself because I was simply not doing enough. I was not making a strong enough commitment to myself and my goals in the face of challenges. So, in a way, my shame felt like a wake-up call. So this is it -- here is your wake-up call.

The Universe to me is a big dynamic soup of constantly changing, acting and reacting, and moving processes (of which we are a part of). Understanding your movement can be really useful to your growth, and your holistic understanding of your life. Not just your physical movement (though that is also very important) but your imaginative movement. How are you swimming through this primordial maelstrom abundant in its creative effort?