Bigger Than Me

A friend told me his wife was sick, so I tried to call her and pray. She never picked up. At first, I almost waited. That hesitation exposed a subtle lie many believers carry without realizing it: the assumption that distance somehow limits what God can do. In this episode, we explore a simple healing testimony and why physical presence has never been a requirement for obedience.

Aaron's eyesight became worse immediately after prayer. For many believers, that's the moment doubt takes over. We assume the outcome is settled and start questioning everything. However the next morning Aaron woke up seeing clearly. In this episode, Addison explores why facts don't make up the whole truth, how faith refuses to judge by appearances, and why some of the most important moments in healing happen after we've stopped striving and started trusting.

What happens when disappointment becomes the lens through which we view prayer? In this episode, Addison shares a simple moment while sick at home that exposed a subtle habit many believers develop without realizing it: keeping score. Over time, recent outcomes can become the source of our confidence—or our discouragement. We begin measuring whether we should pray based on what happened last time rather than on what Jesus has already accomplished.

After praying for a man who suddenly died following surgery, I was left wrestling with a question many believers quietly face: What do you do when you don’t have an answer? In this episode, we talk about disappointment, unresolved healing outcomes, the temptation to build theology around painful experiences, and why “I don’t know” can sometimes be a more honest response than forcing an explanation Scripture never gives.

Many Christians slowly drift from trusting Jesus to trusting phrasing, formulas, and “getting it right.” In this episode of Bigger Than Me, Addison unpacks how a simple parking lot realization exposed a subtle superstition hiding underneath healing prayer: the belief that authority comes from saying the correct words. Through the story of the seven sons of Sceva and a personal moment after church, this episode explores the difference between reciting authority and living from relationship with

Why do Christians act shocked when healing happens? In this issue of Bigger Than Me, Addison shares the first time he publicly demonstrated healing prayer in front of a church group—and the immediate correction God gave him afterward: “Don’t overreact. If you treat this as normal, they will see it as normal. Which it should be.” This episode explores the hidden expectations about healing, why excitement can sometimes reveal unbelief, and how Jesus intended healing to be our daily experience.

What do you do when something actually changes—but doesn’t fully go away? This is the moment most people misread. In this episode, we walk through a real story of progressive healing and break down how to respond when improvement happens, but the result isn’t complete yet. You’ll learn how to stay engaged without overthinking, how to avoid stopping too early, and how to recognize when it’s actually finished.