Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast

Dez gave last week's sermon feeling very under the weather, so he sat down to recap what he talked about. In this message, Teopixqui Dez explores one of humanity's oldest truths: we were never meant to survive alone. Drawing lessons from our earliest ancestors, Dez reflects on how primitive communities overcame impossible odds not through strength, speed, or individual achievement, but through cooperation, trust, and shared purpose. From ancient hunting parties to modern struggles with depression, anxiety, and isolation, the lesson remains the same… we are strongest when we support one another. The sermon examines the role community plays in healing, resilience, and personal growth while challenging listeners to consider what unique gifts they bring to the people around them. Through stories of early human survival, the concept of the healed femur as a sign of civilization, and reflections on modern life, Dez makes the case that meaningful community is not a luxury… it is part of what makes us human. In This Sermon Why humans evolved to thrive through cooperation What ancient hunting strategies can teach us about modern life Facing today's "beasts" of anxiety, depression, and isolation The importance of diverse skills and experiences within a community The story of the healed femur and the origins of civilization Why caring for one another is a sign of strength, not weakness Healthy relationships and meaningful energy exchange Finding purpose through contribution and belonging The value of mutual support during difficult times What each person uniquely brings to the collective Key Message Community is not simply about being around other people. It is about recognizing that every person has something valuable to contribute and that together we can accomplish far more than any one of us could alone. The same principle that helped our ancestors survive continues to help us heal, grow, and thrive today. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a community dedicated to helping people reclaim tomorrow through connection, personal growth, spiritual exploration, and mutual support. Through sermons, ceremonies, integration work, and community events, the church creates a space where people can heal, belong, and discover the strength that comes from walking life's path together. Thank you for listening to the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast. Contact Us Colorado Psychedelic Church 📍 5028 North Academy Blvd, Colorado Springs, CO 80918 https://www.coloradopsychedelicchurch.com/ Join us for weekly sermons, community events, integration support, educational programs, and opportunities to connect with others seeking healing, purpose, and authentic community.

For the first sermon in the Colorado Psychedelic Church's new home at 5028 North Academy Boulevard, Teopixqui Dez explores the power of community… what it is, what it isn't, and why genuine connection remains one of the most powerful forces available to us. Reflecting on the church's journey from a basement gathering to a thriving community space, Dez discusses how meaningful communities are built through action, shared responsibility, vulnerability, and a commitment to supporting one another through life's challenges. He also introduces new opportunities available at the church, including communal ceremonies, expanded hours, and ways for members to contribute their unique gifts to the growing movement. This message serves as the beginning of a new sermon series focused on community, belonging, and what it means to build something stronger together than any individual could build alone. In This Message Celebrating the opening of the church's new home Why community is something we actively create The difference between individualism and collective strength How shared values build lasting support systems The role of vulnerability in authentic connection Learning from one another through communication Why every person brings something valuable to a community The concept of the "Divine Us" Creating a safe and welcoming third space New programs, ceremonies, and opportunities at the Colorado Psychedelic Church About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is an entheogenic church based in Colorado Springs, Colorado, dedicated to helping people reclaim their lives through community, spiritual exploration, personal growth, and responsible sacramental use. Through sermons, integration support, communal events, and meaningful connection, the church creates a space where people can heal, grow, and discover a deeper sense of belonging. Contact Us Colorado Psychedelic Church 📍 5028 North Academy Blvd, Colorado Springs, CO 80918 Join us for weekly sermons, community events, integration support, educational programs, and opportunities to connect with others seeking healing, purpose, and authentic community.

What does it mean when Dez says, "Pacifism is the privilege of the protected"? In this special message, Teopixqui Dez explores the difference between peace and apathy, and why community requires active participation when people are under threat. Drawing from a recent conversation with a visitor who questioned the church's boundaries around safety and belonging, Dez explains why safe spaces must be willing to identify what threatens them. The discussion touches on civic engagement, voting, protest, communication, community protection, and the responsibility each person has to use their voice when others are being marginalized or silenced. Throughout the episode, Dez returns to a central theme of the Colorado Psychedelic Church: love with teeth, kindness with a backbone, and the belief that meaningful change requires action. About This Episode This special message expands on themes discussed during the church's recent PACK Life sermon series, particularly the role of communication as both speech and action. Rather than focusing solely on conversation, Dez examines how communication can take the form of voting, advocacy, showing up for others, participating in community, and refusing to remain silent when people are being harmed. He also discusses why the church views safety, belonging, and accountability as essential parts of building meaningful community. In This Episode What Dez means by "Pacifism is the privilege of the protected" The difference between peace and passive acceptance Why community is an act of resistance How apathy contributes to harmful systems A recent conversation about who belongs in a safe space The tolerance paradox and community boundaries Why communication is more than simply speaking Voting, civic participation, and showing up in person Protecting vulnerable members of a community The role of courage in difficult times Love with teeth and kindness with a backbone Building spaces where people can be authentic without fear Key Takeaway According to Dez, the opposite of hate is not passive tolerance. It is active community. A healthy community creates room for people to be authentic, vulnerable, and supported while also maintaining boundaries that protect those who are most vulnerable. Safety, belonging, and accountability are not opposing values—they are interconnected parts of building something that lasts. About Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado-based spiritual community focused on connection, personal growth, revelry, community care, and responsible engagement with sacred compounds. The church hosts sermons, educational discussions, sacrament ceremonies, social gatherings, volunteer opportunities, creative events, and community programs designed to help people connect with themselves and with one another. Contact Us Colorado Psychedelic Church 📍 5028 North Academy Blvd Colorado Springs, CO 80918 🌐 ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Join us for sermons, community events, educational programs, revelry, volunteer opportunities, and ongoing conversations about healing, connection, and building a stronger community together.

For nearly two and a half years, the Colorado Psychedelic Church gathered in a basement. In this final sermon before moving into a permanent community space, Teopixqui Dez reflects on how a small gathering became a movement… and what it means to carry that momentum into a new chapter. Continuing the series on living a PACK Life, Dez explores two powerful themes: the idea that "pacifism is the privilege of the protected" and the concept of Kairos… those pivotal moments that shape us, challenge us, and ultimately help us grow. Drawing from history, personal experience, and the stories of the congregation, he discusses the difference between passive peace and meaningful action, the lessons hidden inside life's hardest moments, and why community gives us the strength to transform pain into purpose. This sermon also marks a milestone in the church's journey as the community prepares to leave the space where it began and open the doors to its new home. In This Message Why Dez says "pacifism is the privilege of the protected" The difference between kindness and passivity How action creates change Understanding Kairos… opportune and teachable moments Finding meaning in painful experiences The role of community in healing and growth Learning from mistakes and offering grace Why the church's move to a new location represents more than just a change of address Reflecting on two and a half years of building community together About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado Springs-based entheogenic church dedicated to helping people reclaim their lives through community, spiritual exploration, personal growth, and responsible sacramental use. Through sermons, community events, integration support, and shared experiences, the church creates a space where people can find connection, healing, and belonging. Contact Us Colorado Psychedelic Church 📍 5028 North Academy Blvd, Colorado Springs, CO 80918 Learn more about upcoming events, sermons, community gatherings, and membership opportunities by connecting with the Colorado Psychedelic Church online and through its growing Colorado Springs community.

After two and a half years of building community in a basement, the Colorado Psychedelic Church officially opens the doors to its first public storefront location at 5028 North Academy Boulevard in Colorado Springs. In this special opening ceremony, Teopixqui Dez reflects on the church's growth from a gathering of two people into a movement that has served more than 2,500 individuals seeking community, healing, and belonging. He shares the vision behind the new space as a true third place… a home away from home where people can study, connect, celebrate, heal, and experience revelry together. The ceremony also features remarks from congressional candidate and Army veteran Joe Reagan, who speaks about mental health, suicide prevention, veteran experiences, and the critical role community plays in helping people avoid isolation and crisis. Together, the speakers explore how meaningful connection can save lives and why building spaces where people feel seen, heard, and welcomed matters now more than ever. The event concludes with a ribbon-cutting ceremony, officially opening the new home of the Colorado Psychedelic Church. About This Episode This special episode captures the grand opening ceremony of the Colorado Psychedelic Church's first public storefront location at: 5028 North Academy Blvd
Colorado Springs, CO 80918 The ceremony marks a major milestone in the church's growth from basement gatherings into a visible community space dedicated to connection, spiritual exploration, psychedelic education, revelry, and mutual support. Featured speakers include Teopixqui Dez and congressional candidate Joe Reagan. Timeline 00:01 – Teopixqui Dez welcomes attendees and reflects on the church's journey from a basement gathering to a growing community movement. 01:15 – The significance of opening a public storefront in Colorado Springs and what it means for the city's future. 02:20 – Looking back on serving more than 2,500 people through basement sermons, events, and community gatherings. 03:10 – "Love with teeth" and "kindness with a backbone" as defining values of the Colorado Psychedelic Church. 04:00 – Community as a refuge during difficult times and the importance of creating spaces where people belong. 05:10 – Introducing the new storefront as a third place where people can study, connect, heal, and celebrate together. 06:20 – Why community should never be considered a luxury. 07:10 – The church as a movement rather than an industry, and the vision for creating lasting cultural change. 08:05 – Grand opening merchandise, artwork, and community-created commemorative items. 08:55 – Reflections on criticism, public attention, and the growing visibility of psychedelic communities. 09:45 – Dez introduces congressional candidate and Army veteran Joe Reagan. 10:00 – Joe Reagan shares his military experience and the devastating impact of veteran suicide. 11:00 – Why mental health support must begin with community before crisis occurs. 11:50 – The importance of reducing stigma around mental health conversations and treatment options. 12:35 – Stories of addiction, harm reduction, and the role of belonging in recovery and healing. 13:10 – Reagan explains why community spaces like the Colorado Psychedelic Church matter. 13:40 – Dez reflects on creating change through both grassroots community work and civic engagement. 14:20 – The official ribbon-cutting ceremony begins. 15:00 – "Welcome to your new home" as the church officially opens its doors. 15:20 – Celebration, community, cake, conversation, and the beginning of a new chapter. About Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado-based spiritual community centered around connection, personal growth, reverence for sacred compounds, and building meaningful community through what it calls "PACK Life" values. The church hosts sermons, educational programs, discussion groups, community gatherings, sacrament ceremonies, creative events, volunteer opportunities, and social activities designed to help people connect with themselves and each other. Contact Us Colorado Psychedelic Church 📍 5028 North Academy Blvd Colorado Springs, CO 80918 🌐 ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com For current events, Discord access, educational resources, volunteer opportunities, and community updates, visit the website and follow the church on social media.

In this sermon, Teopixqui Dez continues the exploration of PACK Life by focusing on the C: Communication. He frames communication not simply as talking, but as a sacred and practical force that builds connection, strengthens community, confronts ignorance, and resists the forces that try to isolate and silence people. Dez reflects on the church's move into a new space, the growing visibility of the community, and the responsibility that comes with having a voice. He reminds congregants that their words can protect, heal, challenge, affirm, and even save lives. Communication is presented as both a passive practice of honest connection within community and an active tool of resistance in a world where malice often speaks loudly. After Dez's sermon, Bahn Fasa Maya leads a breakout conversation on communication, connection, and compassion. The group discusses how easily words can be misunderstood, how personal history shapes perception, how hard it can be to speak when you have been silenced, and how confidence can be practiced. Congregants share real stories about being talked over, navigating miscommunication in marriage and friendships, learning to advocate for themselves, and finding power in both speech and silence. About This Episode This episode is part of the Colorado Psychedelic Church's PACK Life sermon series. PACK stands for Protection, Acceptance, Communication, and Kairos. In this gathering, Teopixqui Dez teaches on Communication, with a breakout discussion led by Bahn Fasa Maya. The sermon also includes updates about the church's new location, new sacrament options, the importance of community visibility, and the power of using one's voice in both personal healing and collective resistance. Timeline 00:01 – Teopixqui Dez welcomes the community and reflects on spiritual practice, personal growth, and peace at the end of the day. 01:20 – Updates on the new church location and gratitude for congregants helping build the new haven. 02:30 – New stage plans, open mic possibilities, karaoke, live music, and the future of Lounge Night. 03:35 – Introduction of mitocin as a new sacred compound option similar to psilocybin, with less nausea and no mushroom taste. 05:55 – Recap of PACK Life: Protection, Acceptance, Awareness, Accountability, and the move into Communication. 07:10 – Dez addresses current threats, rising fascism, voter suppression, and community as an act of defiance. 09:40 – Communication is introduced as the focus: the voice as a powerful tool for resistance, healing, and divine intervention. 12:05 – The passive side of communication: honest conversations, correction with love, and calling out ignorance without attacking one another. 15:20 – The active side of communication: voting, speaking up, and refusing to let malice dominate the public conversation. 18:20 – Dez reflects on the First Amendment, sacrament, revelry, and the church's public visibility. 21:00 – The importance of healthy communication in relationships and community: constant, clear communication. 23:25 – Dez honors Threadkeeper Sara and Cartag as examples of people who found and reclaimed their voices in the community. 26:50 – Congregants share phrases used to silence them, including "act normal," "you're too excited," and "why are you so sensitive?" 28:20 – Dez reminds the community that clergy are here to serve and help carry burdens. 30:00 – The power of small affirmations: compliments, kindness, and words that undo cruelty. 33:20 – Dez invites reflection: "Is your voice heard?" 35:20 – Sacrament notes: DCOG, microdoses, gummies from Threadkeeper Sara, chocolate microdoses from Bahn Fasa Maya, and other sacred compound options. 37:20 – Dez invites Bahn Fasa Maya to speak from her experience as a woman who has had to fight to have her voice heard. 40:40 – Bahn Fasa Maya begins the breakout discussion on communication, perception, and misunderstanding. 42:40 – Maya connects Communication with connection and compassion as essential parts of PACK Life. 46:45 – Group discussion begins: McKenzie asks how to speak when your voice has been actively silenced. 47:15 – Maya's advice: fake it till you make it, speak even if your voice shakes, and build confidence through practice. 49:00 – Brandy shares how showing up without waiting for permission led her to testify before a state committee and attend a Democracy in Action Summit. 51:10 – A congregant reflects on fear of public speaking and how mushrooms have helped soften harsh self-judgment. 52:25 – Tony shares struggles with being talked over and not feeling heard. 53:45 – The group discusses silence, self-advocacy, and making sure people worth investing in respect your voice. 58:00 – Practical tips for speaking with confidence: posture, breath, projection, and "Superman pose." 01:01:20 – Ham shares a recent communication breakdown with his wife after attending a DMT experience, and another misunderstanding with a friend that was healed through conversation. 01:05:30 – A congregant reflects on how hard it can be to explain complex thoughts before others jump to conclusions. 01:07:20 – The group talks about dialect, regional language, perception, and humor around phrases like "jeet" and "y'all." 01:11:25 – The breakout conversation winds down. About The Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a spiritual community centered on healing, connection, revelry, and authentic communal experience. Through sermon, sacrament, ceremony, and community support, the church seeks to help people reconnect with themselves and with one another while building meaningful spiritual momentum together. The church embraces the concept of PACK Life: Protection Acceptance Communication Kairos These principles guide the community's approach to healing, accountability, and shared spiritual growth. Contact & Connect Website: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Discord: Join the community discussion and sermon conversations through the Discord link on the website. Podcast: Follow the podcast for weekly sermons, community discussions, and spiritual exploration. If this sermon resonated with you, consider leaving a review or sharing the episode. Your voice may help someone else find the healing and community they've been searching for.

What does it mean to truly belong somewhere … without losing yourself in the process? In this sermon, Dez continues the ongoing series on PACK Life by exploring the "A" in PACK: Acceptance, Acknowledgement, and Accountability. Together, these three ideas form a foundation for authentic spiritual community … one built not on perfection, but on honesty, growth, healing, and shared responsibility. Dez reflects on the importance of being fully seen while still being fully accepted. From difficult conversations about language, identity, and personal growth to the fear of rejection and isolation, this message dives deeply into what it means to exist authentically within a healing community. The sermon also includes major updates on the church's upcoming new space, the June 1st grand opening, new sacrament offerings, and the vision of creating a visible beacon of healing and connection in Colorado Springs. Throughout the message, Dez emphasizes that PACK Life is not about conformity or becoming "a face in the crowd." Instead, it's about strengthening individuality while building meaningful communal bonds rooted in acceptance, accountability, and love. In This Sermon Updates on the new church space and June 1st grand opening The meaning behind PACK Life Acceptance vs. blind acceptance Accountability as thoughtful participation in community Why acknowledgment is necessary for growth Healing through authentic connection Revelry vs. escapism Building "the divine us" New sacrament offerings including gummies, chocolates, and cannabis blends Creating community through small shared experiences Memorable Quotes "We revel in our existence." "Acceptance is how we battle a lot of that doubt." "You exist to create. Not to lose who you are." "The divine us stands with us." "You could be the spark." "Community happens in motion." About The Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a spiritual community centered on healing, connection, revelry, and authentic communal experience. Through sermon, sacrament, ceremony, and community support, the church seeks to help people reconnect with themselves and with one another while building meaningful spiritual momentum together. The church embraces the concept of PACK Life: Protection Acceptance Communication Kairos These principles guide the community's approach to healing, accountability, and shared spiritual growth. Contact & Connect Website: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Discord: Join the community discussion and sermon conversations through the Discord link on the website. Podcast: Follow the podcast for weekly sermons, community discussions, and spiritual exploration. If this sermon resonated with you, consider leaving a review or sharing the episode. Your voice may help someone else find the healing and community they've been searching for.

In this episode, Oracle Richard sits down with congregant Cody for a wide-ranging conversation about community, activism, psychedelics, personal healing, and what it means to keep moving forward "one thing at a time." Cody shares how he first connected with the Colorado Psychedelic Church after meeting Teopixqui Dez at a No Kings event in Colorado Springs. From there, he began attending Tuesday sermons, a Friday lounge night, and a Sunday DMT sacrament experience that became deeply meaningful. Together, Oracle Richard and Cody explore Cody's spiritual background, his departure from traditional Christian spaces, his political and social activism, his work toward creating a civic transparency app, and the way psychedelics have helped him clarify his path. Cody also reflects on DMT as a powerful experience of beauty, alignment, and accountability … one that helped him see his move to Washington, D.C. as part of a larger unfolding journey. Timeline 00:03 — Oracle Richard introduces Cody and the purpose of inviting congregants to share their stories. 00:24 — Cody shares gratitude for the church and what it means to call the community his own. 01:05 — Cody talks about bringing brightness, living with compassion, and his motto: una cosa a la vez … one thing at a time. 03:08 — Oracle Richard asks who Cody was before finding the community. 03:40 — Cody describes a recent experience leaving a Christian church after anti-trans rhetoric from the pulpit. 06:20 — Cody explains how he met Teopixqui Dez at a No Kings event in Colorado Springs. 07:21 — Cody begins sharing his Sunday DMT sacrament experience. 08:00 — Cody recalls his first DMT experience from years earlier and how this new experience felt connected to it. 09:00 — Cody describes the first hit: geometric beauty, opening his eyes, and realizing the world around us is already the most beautiful thing. 11:16 — Cody describes the second hit: color, pattern, humor, and seeing everything as connected. 13:08 — Cody describes the third hit: gratitude, love, accountability, and the phrase una cosa a la vez returning. 16:26 — Oracle Richard reflects on the church as a stepping stone in Cody's journey toward Washington, D.C. 17:36 — Cody explains his background in biotechnology and mushroom cultivation. 19:00 — Cody talks about finishing a business administration degree and how moving to D.C. aligns with his graduation. 21:14 — Cody discusses wages, work, and why he shifted from biotech to business. 22:00 — Cody introduces the civic transparency app he is building to make democracy easier to understand and access. 26:33 — Oracle Richard asks what politically activated Cody. 26:49 — Cody reflects on Christianity, justice, and how people in his life moved away from the values they taught him. 28:13 — Cody shares how knowing someone who was trafficked shaped his sense of responsibility. 29:00 — Cody talks about inviting others into the community and a difficult Friday night experience with someone he brought. 31:51 — Cody describes finding the kind of community he had been searching for. 34:32 — Oracle Richard reflects on the church's role as a meaningful step in Cody's path. 35:19 — Cody brings up Oracle Richard's sermon and his questions about magic, change, and responsibility. 38:32 — Oracle Richard offers an agnostic perspective on big spiritual questions: we may be too small to know, so don't worry too much. 40:07 — Cody revisits the dreamlike quality of his DMT experience. 41:07 — Oracle Richard reflects on DMT, memory, and the importance of speaking about the experience soon after revelry. 45:18 — Cody shares that after his DMT experience, he attended a meet-and-greet with local politician Joe Reagan and asked about psychedelics, veterans, PTSD, and disinformation. 46:53 — Oracle Richard honors Cody's willingness to bring good change wherever he is. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a spiritual community centered on healing, sacred entheogens, revelry, and meaningful connection. Through sermons, sacrament, ceremonies, open hours, and community gatherings, the church creates space for people to reconnect with themselves, with each other, and with the divine in ways that are personal, grounded, and communal. The church emphasizes PACK Life: Protection, Acceptance, Communication, and Kairos. Contact Us Website: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Find the Discord link, event information, podcast updates, and more at the bottom of the website.

In this sermon, Teopixqui Dez opens with gratitude for the community and reminds everyone that community does not happen passively… it happens when people choose to show up, step out of isolation, and create the "divine us" together. Dez shares excitement about the church's upcoming new space, with a planned grand opening around June 1st, possible pre-opening lounge night, updates coming to the website, and opportunities for the congregation to help prepare the building. The heart of the sermon focuses on PACK Life, beginning with the first letter: Protection. Dez explains that protection is not only about standing between someone and danger. It is also about sustainability, care, healing, boundaries, and noticing when someone is wounded before they even realize they are bleeding. Protection comes from both within and around us… through self-reverence, trusted kin, and a community willing to show up when things get hard. Dez connects protection to the Guardian and the Warden from the Seven Psyches: the shield and the sword, the healer and the fighter, the one who tends wounds and the one who fights malice where it stands. He also speaks vulnerably about childhood bullying, trauma, and how lack of protection can become vengefulness… while true healing can become peace, strength, and a life well lived. The sermon closes with encouragement to actively protect something this week, whether that means protecting your own peace, someone else's peace, or simply brightening a stranger's day. Dez also shares updates about sacrament gummies, chocolate microdoses, the upcoming church space, opportunities to help, and the new cannabis sacrament blends from the GrowBros. Timeline 00:00 – Opening and Community as Motion Teopixqui Dez welcomes the congregation and reminds everyone that community is created through active participation. 01:00 – New Space Updates Dez shares excitement about the upcoming new space, possible pre-opening gathering, June 1st grand opening plans, and website updates. 03:00 – Introducing PACK Life The sermon shifts from last month's Seven Psyches series into PAC Life: Protection, Acceptance, Communication, and Kairos. 05:00 – Protection from Within and Without Dez explains that protection includes threats outside the community as well as wounds, isolation, and harm growing within us. 07:30 – Protection as Love in Action Protection is framed as caring enough to notice when someone is hurting and showing up when it is inconvenient. 09:30 – Guardian and Warden Energy Dez connects protection to the Guardian and Warden: the shield that heals and fortifies, and the sword that confronts malice directly. 11:00 – Protecting the Inner Child Dez discusses trauma, wounded younger selves, and how naming those wounds helps us protect and heal them. 15:00 – Revere the Self as Protection The first universal truth becomes a call to fortify yourself, name your wounds, and take healing seriously. 17:00 – Childhood Bullying and Vengefulness Dez shares how a lack of protection in childhood can create a desire for revenge, and how healing redirects that fire. 20:00 – Healing as Resistance The congregation reflects on wounds they once thought they would simply have to live with, and Dez celebrates the healing happening in the community. 23:00 – Homework: Protect Something Dez invites everyone to actively protect someone's peace, their own peace, or something meaningful during the week. 26:00 – Reviews, Sacrament, and Feedback Dez asks listeners and congregants to leave honest reviews, sample new gummies and chocolates, and give feedback before the June 1st opening. 30:00 – Building the New Space Together Dez invites congregants to help prepare the new location and sign a tapestry that will mark everyone who helped make the dream real. 34:00 – Cannabis Sacrament Update The GrowBros have created cannabis sacrament blends, including clergy-inspired blends, available as five half-gram sacrament joints for donation or art cards. 36:00 – Closing Gratitude Dez closes by thanking the congregation for sharing their time, the community's most precious resource. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a community centered on sacred entheogens, spiritual growth, harm reduction, and meaningful connection. The church teaches that healing happens through reverence for the self, communal experience, and trusting that the universe provides. Contact Us Learn more, join the Discord, see upcoming events, or connect with the community at: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com

Teopixqui Dez and Threadkeeper Sara sit down in the communal space while folding educational pamphlets and talk candidly about something every real community eventually faces… criticism, misunderstanding, and the need to protect what's being built. What starts as a conversation about online reviews turns into a bigger reflection on boundaries, generosity, access, and the difference between a movement built on healing and an industry built on profit. Dez and Sara speak openly about a hostile online comment that showed up in response to one of the church's public event posts, and use it as a springboard to talk about what the Colorado Psychedelic Church is actually trying to create. They explore the idea of energy exchange in the community… why volunteer work, art cards, mutual aid, and shared effort matter… and why access does not have to be purely financial to be meaningful. They also talk about the ethics of leadership, the importance of creating multiple paths into healing, and the reality that when you're doing visible good, not everyone will celebrate it. This conversation is a reminder that meaningful community is not passive. Gardens do not stay healthy on their own. They are tended. Protected. Nourished. And sometimes that means refusing to let weeds take root. At the heart of it all is a simple truth: the church is not here to compete, to exploit, or to cash in. It is here to create access, support healing, and build a space where people can show up as they are and grow into who they're becoming.   Timeline 00:02 – Welcome from the communal space Teopixqui Dez and Threadkeeper Sara introduce the conversation while working on community pamphlets. 00:48 – Reviews, visibility, and why public voices matter Sara shares how she discovered the church had online reviews and why they help people find the community. 01:51 – A rough start to the morning Dez explains the hostile online comment that sparked the conversation. 02:24 – Good work attracts criticism Why healing-centered spaces often provoke backlash from profit-driven or exclusionary mindsets. 03:07 – Gardens, weeds, and boundaries The importance of protecting the community from malice while remaining open to growth. 04:30 – Reddit, outreach, and visibility How people discover the church and why showing up publicly matters. 05:17 – Vitriol vs. real feedback Distinguishing between bad-faith attacks and meaningful critique. 07:17 – What "energy exchange" really means Sara explains volunteerism, art cards, and non-financial ways of contributing. 08:18 – Investment creates transformation Why having "skin in the game" often leads to deeper healing. 09:19 – Access for everyone Dez makes clear that financial struggle is never a barrier to receiving support. 10:16 – The reality of sustaining the mission Balancing altruism with the practical need to keep the community running. 11:22 – Time, labor, and clergy support The real investment behind ceremonies and holding space. 14:02 – Movement vs. industry Why the church focuses on access and healing instead of profit. 14:54 – Different paths into healing Retreats, communal experiences, and meeting people where they are. 16:29 – Why your voice matters Encouraging listeners to share honest experiences to counter misinformation. 17:51 – Communication over assumption The importance of direct conversation within community. 19:33 – Standing firm without arguing Dez shares the principle: "Never argue when you're right." 20:20 – Closing reflections A reminder that the work continues, and the focus remains on healing.   Contact Us To learn more about the Colorado Psychedelic Church, upcoming events, open hours, and ways to connect: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com If you've attended an event or been impacted by the community, consider sharing your experience. Your voice helps others find a place to heal and belong.

Teopixqui Dez opens by grounding the community in gratitude, momentum, and the ongoing growth of the Colorado Psychedelic Church. As the church moves closer to major expansion, Dez reminds the congregation that community is not passive… it is built through action, care, and shared responsibility. This sermon continues the teaching series on the Seven Psyches, the personality traits that allow a community to flourish across time… from the first pack to the future. Bondsmith Rich speaks on the Steward, the one who tends to the rhythms, needs, and wellness of the community. Drawing from examples like Adam, medieval stewards, flight attendants, and Mr. Rogers, Rich reflects on care as an active responsibility. Then the community breaks into discussions on the Alchemist. Thaumaturgist Julian explores the Alchemist through DMT, describing integration, intention, and the work of turning overwhelming insight into healing wisdom. Padre speaks on the Alchemist through cannabis, showing how simple plant medicine, when prepared and shared with care, can become connection, relief, and sacred experience. Together, this sermon asks: How do we care for the community, and how do we help transform what people carry into something that can heal? Timeline 00:00 – Opening Gratitude Teopixqui Dez welcomes the community and reflects on community as an active force. 01:00 – Church Growth Updates Dez shares cautious excitement about potential new space and asks for skilled help with future build-out projects. 03:00 – Sacrament & Community Feedback Updates on chocolate microdoses, sacrament options, and how congregants can share ideas through Discord. 04:30 – Seven Psyches Recap A review of the Sojourner, Guardian, Warden, and Weaver. 07:15 – Introducing the Alchemist and Steward Dez explains that the Alchemist is not simply the maker of medicine, but the one who helps transform experience into wisdom. 09:30 – Bondsmith Rich on the Steward Rich explores stewardship as care, continuity, and responsibility for the flow of community. 11:00 – Historical and Spiritual Examples of Stewardship Adam, medieval estate stewards, and flight attendants as examples of caretaking authority. 14:00 – Mr. Rogers as Steward Rich reflects on Mr. Rogers' radical kindness, inclusion, and quiet cultural impact. 18:45 – Stewardship Beyond the Church A call to practice care not only inside safe community, but with strangers and the wider world. 20:00 – Transition to Breakouts Dez reflects on platform, influence, and the responsibility to use what we have for good. 21:40 – Thaumaturgist Julian on the Alchemist and DMT Julian explains alchemy as the transformation of raw experience into spiritual gold. 24:00 – Intention, Integration, and Asking Why Julian discusses helping people clarify what they are truly seeking before engaging DMT. 25:30 – DMT, Closure, and Healing A story of someone seeking to quit smoking, only to discover the deeper need was closure with their mother. 28:45 – Congregant Reflections on DMT Participants share experiences with NN-DMT, 5-MeO-DMT, mood shifts, openness, and insight. 38:00 – Padre on the Alchemist and Cannabis Padre reflects on cannabis as sacred plant medicine that can turn an ordinary Friday night into connection, relaxation, and community. 40:30 – Alchemy as Shared Experience Cannabis, psilocybin, anime nights, and good communal energy as examples of transforming the simple into the meaningful. 45:50 – Closing Words Dez reminds listeners to find the clergy whose message speaks to them and thanks the community for sharing their time. Contact / Get Involved Learn more, join the Discord, see upcoming events, and connect with the community at: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com Come to a gathering, ask questions, meet the clergy, and find the part of the community that speaks to you.

Oracle Richard and Threadkeeper Sarah sit down for a deeply personal conversation about growing up in two very different Christian traditions… Sarah in a culturally and religiously Catholic world on the East Coast, and Richard in a homeschooled evangelical Pentecostal environment that functioned almost like a complete social bubble. What unfolds is a thoughtful, funny, and at times heavy reflection on what it means to be shaped by religion long before you ever choose it for yourself. They talk about the stark differences between Catholicism and Protestant evangelicalism… from authority, prayer, and iconography to gender roles, shame, social control, and what it meant to live inside traditions that often looked similar from the outside but felt entirely different on the inside. They also explore how deconstruction happened long before either of them found entheogens… and how psychedelic experiences did not pull them back into old dogma so much as help them recognize deeper truths about themselves, suffering, divinity, and healing. Along the way, they reflect on what religion gave them, what it took from them, and what pieces still remain worth carrying forward. This is a conversation about religious trauma, longing, symbolism, community, and the difference between inherited belief and chosen practice. It is also a reminder that two people can come from "Christian" backgrounds and still feel like they were raised in entirely different worlds.   Timeline 00:01 – Welcome and setup Oracle Richard and Threadkeeper Sarah introduce the conversation and the contrast between their Christian upbringings. 00:35 – Catholic vs. Pentecostal worlds Sarah describes growing up in a deeply Catholic New Jersey culture, while Richard reflects on his evangelical Pentecostal upbringing and homeschooling. 02:51 – Deconstruction before psychedelics Both share how questioning faith began long before entheogens entered the picture. 04:43 – Searching for faith vs. searching for peace Sarah talks about studying religion formally while trying to understand why faith never came naturally to her. 06:00 – Early psychedelic experiences and old faith Richard reflects on how prior deconstruction shaped his first mushroom experiences. 08:00 – Religious imagery in revelry Sarah shares a powerful mushroom experience that brought up the phrase "child of God," and how she continues to interpret it. 12:21 – Fear, danger, and stepping outside religion Both discuss the fear built into their traditions… and what it meant to question or leave them. 15:00 – Mental health and prayer culture A look at how anxiety, depression, and suffering were often answered with "pray more" instead of real support. 19:53 – Direct prayer vs. mediated prayer A striking contrast between evangelical personal relationship with God and Catholic priest-mediated access to scripture and meaning. 23:16 – Favorite religious holidays growing up Richard and Sarah compare Easter traditions, symbolism, and the emotional weight of ritual and pageantry. 29:23 – Female imagery and Mary Sarah reflects on how Mary gave her an early feminine point of spiritual contact… and later became a source of tension too. 35:34 – What they still carry forward Richard shares the principle of "eat the meat, spit out the bones." Sarah reflects on service, action, and the value of faith in motion. 38:23 – Closing reflections A final appreciation for the conversation, the learning, and the chance to revisit old foundations with honesty.   Key Themes Catholic and evangelical Pentecostal upbringings are not interchangeable Deconstruction can begin long before psychedelics Religious trauma often hides under duty, shame, and obedience Psychedelic experiences do not always reinforce inherited religion Prayer, faith, and service can be redefined outside old systems Symbolism can remain meaningful even after belief changes Community matters… especially after leaving rigid traditions   Contact Us To learn more about the Colorado Psychedelic Church, upcoming gatherings, sermons, ceremonies, and community events, visit: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com You can also use the website to reach out directly, ask questions, and find ways to connect with the community.

Community doesn't sustain itself… people do. In this week's continuation of the Seven Psyches series, Teopixqui Dez opens with powerful updates—celebrating a packed 420 event and sharing momentum toward a new, larger church space—before turning the focus to two essential roles within any thriving community. Through the voices of clergy: Farmacist Castle explores the Guardian — the one who protects, supports, and steps in when harm is near… not always through confrontation, but through presence, awareness, and action when it matters most. Bahn Fasa Maya brings forward the Weaver — the one who heals relationships through both love and boundaries… reminding us that real care means having the hard conversations. This sermon challenges a simple but powerful question: Where do you fit… and more importantly… where are you willing to act?   Timeline 00:00 – Opening & Gratitude Dez welcomes the community… grounding the idea that community exists because we choose it 01:00 – 420 Reflection & Growth Momentum Celebrating a powerful event… and sharing early news of a potential new 3,500 sq ft space 02:30 – Leadership & Accessibility Dez reinforces his availability… encouraging direct connection and communication 03:30 – The Seven Psyches Framework Why no one is just one psyche… and how all seven are needed for a thriving community 05:30 – Recap: Sojourner, Sage, Warden Quick grounding in previous teachings 08:00 – The Guardian (Farmacist Castle) Guardian vs Warden… protection vs confrontation Supporting others in moments of vulnerability Real-world examples of stepping in and standing up The emotional weight of protection… and why Guardians need each other Challenge: Be a guardian for someone this week 18:20 – Reflection on the Guardian Dez explores the overlap between defense and action… and how each of us defines our role 20:00 – The Weaver (Bahn Fasa Maya) Love is easy… boundaries are hard Healing relationships through honest communication Boundaries as an act of care, not rejection Personal stories of marriage, parenting, and growth The truth: Love requires hard conversations 25:30 – The Weaver in Practice Dez reflects on maintaining relationships before they break… not just repairing them after 27:00 – Continuing the Psyches Series Preview of upcoming teachings and clergy perspectives 28:30 – Community Connection Encouragement to meet someone new… recognizing the space is evolving 29:30 – Sacrament & Community Updates Offerings, cannabis sacrament launch, and upcoming events 30:00 – Activism & Voting with Your Dollar Call to action… engaging beyond elections through daily choices 33:30 – Earth Day Cleanup Event Invitation to serve the local environment and community 34:30 – Closing & Gratitude A reminder that community is built together… moment by moment   Contact / Get Involved If this message resonates… Come experience the space in person Connect with clergy who speak to you Ask questions… this is a living faith Share your experience so others can find their way You're not just witnessing community… you're part of building it. Check us out online: https://www.coloradopsychedelicchurch.com/

After speaking at PsyCon in Denver, Teopixqui Dez brings that message back home and expands on a subject that sits at the heart of the Colorado Psychedelic Church… how do we build modern spirituality around timeless entheogens and sacred compounds in a way that is sincere, ethical, and healing? This talk explores the idea of perennialism… the belief that the world's religions and spiritual traditions share recurring universal truths. From there, Teopixqui Dez walks through what many traditions already seem to agree on: that we are more than our bodies… that these medicines are not merely substances but kin… that intention and integration matter… that healing is communal… and that none of this can be approached responsibly without honoring those who paid the price before us. At the center of this message is a challenge: carry the history, not the culture. That means learning who suffered, who was displaced, who was criminalized, and who was pushed out of their own traditions… without stealing their ceremonies, aesthetics, or identities. It means building something honest where you are, with reverence, intention, and accountability. Teopixqui Dez also lays out practical foundations for creating sacred space… from acknowledgment and sacrifice to intention, setting, support, and integration. The result is both philosophical and deeply grounded: a reminder that sacred healing does not require spectacle… but it does require responsibility. And maybe most powerfully… this message insists that sacred space is not limited to temples, churches, or forests. It can be created in a basement. Around a fire. In a bathroom mirror before ceremony. In a living room where people are finally honest with one another. If healing is real, then the sacred can be made real too. This is a conversation about ethics, history, community, healing… and the possibility that you, too, can become a lighthouse for someone else.   Streamlined Timeline 00:00 – Opening and PsyCon reflection Teopixqui Dez shares what it meant to finally speak at PsyCon after once attending with the hope of doing exactly that. 02:00 – Why this topic matters A look at why building modern spirituality around entheogens deserves careful, honest reflection. 03:00 – Perennialism Introducing the idea that many religious and spiritual traditions point toward recurring universal truths. 05:00 – Universal truths across traditions How shared ideas like reverence, community, and provision show up again and again. 06:30 – Honor the people who came before us Why it is a responsibility to know who suffered, bled, and died for these medicines to be discussed openly today. 08:00 – Carry the history, not the culture A distinction between honoring lineage and appropriating ceremony. 10:00 – The "who" inside the "what" The idea that we are a soul or self inhabiting a body… and how that belief echoes across traditions. 12:00 – The medicines as kin Examples from different cultures that treat these plants and compounds not as objects, but as family. 15:00 – Intention and integration before they had names How sacrifice, preparation, and post-ceremony integration have always been part of meaningful healing. 18:00 – Why casual use and sacred use are not the same A look at how these medicines can be used casually… but are not inherently casual in nature. 20:00 – Community as a necessary part of healing Why so many traditions center healing in shared experience rather than isolation. 22:00 – Healing current pain and generational harm How entheogenic practice can support both personal healing and healing that ripples outward through community. 24:00 – Appropriation as poisoned medicine Why copying rituals, aesthetics, and cultural forms without permission damages what should be sacred. 27:00 – Can something sacred be created anywhere? Teopixqui Dez answers the challenge directly… yes, sacred space can be created in a basement, a home, or anywhere healing is made possible. 30:00 – Making your own space sacred Simple, personal examples of how intention, gratitude, and reverence can transform an ordinary place. 33:00 – How to build bigger, shared sacred space Moving from personal ritual to meaningful group healing. 35:00 – Five foundations for creating sacred practice Acknowledgment, sacrifice, intention, adaptable setting, and integration. 42:00 – Support matters Why people do not need to go through these experiences alone… even if they are physically by themselves. 45:00 – Integration as an ethical responsibility If someone offers sacrament without time, care, or support for integration… something essential is missing. 48:00 – A call to create healing where you are Teopixqui Dez offers encouragement to listeners who feel called to make healing more possible for the people around them. 51:00 – Closing: become the lighthouse A final reminder that shared time, shared intention, and shared courage can save lives.   Contact Us To learn more about the Colorado Psychedelic Church, upcoming gatherings, ceremonies, and community offerings, visit: ColoradoPsychedelicChurch.com You can also use the website to reach out directly, explore the church's teachings, and find ways to connect with the community in Colorado Springs.

What does a healthy community actually require to survive… not just in theory, but in real life? In this message, Teopixqui Dez continues the series on The Seven Psyches… the core personality archetypes that allow any community to function, grow, and protect itself. After introducing the Sojourner last week, this gathering expands into two more essential roles: The Sage — the one who listens, studies, and translates truth across many "languages" of understanding The Warden — the one who recognizes harm and stands against it… protecting the community from malice Through teachings from Oracle Richard and Threadkeeper Sarah, this sermon explores how wisdom is gathered… and how that wisdom must ultimately be defended. This isn't just philosophy. It's deeply practical. What does it look like to stay open-minded in a world that rewards certainty? What does it take to stand up when something feels wrong… even when it's uncomfortable? And how do these roles already live inside each of us? Alongside these teachings, Teopixqui Dez shares updates on the church's growth, upcoming celebrations like Bicycle Day and 4/20, and the continued evolution from a personal vision… into a living, breathing community. This is what it looks like when a community doesn't just talk about values… but actively learns them, lives them, and protects them.   Streamlined Timeline 00:00 – Opening: Community in motion Teopixqui Dez grounds the room in what's been built over two years… a real, living community. 01:30 – Growth and expansion updates Searching for a larger permanent space while maintaining the current location for retreats and intimacy. 03:00 – Sacrament and community announcements Psilocybin offerings, clergy meetings, and evolving traditions within the church. 04:00 – Establishing community holidays Bicycle Day (April 19) and 4/20 introduced as core celebrations of sacred compounds and entheogens. 04:20 – GroBros Haze Day announcement (Padre) Details for a community-focused 4/20 gathering… honoring cannabis as sacrament. 06:00 – Cannabis as sacrament Reframing cannabis from product to sacred tool for connection and divinity. 07:00 – The Seven Psyches series continues Recap of the Sojourner… and invitation to engage with the evolving Book of Pac Life. 08:30 – Introduction of the Sage (Oracle Richard) The universe speaks in many languages… science, spirituality, psychology, tradition. 09:30 – The role of the Sage Learning across disciplines, recognizing patterns, and sharing wisdom with the community. 11:00 – Practicing the Sage in everyday life Staying curious, embracing contradiction, and continuing to learn without rigidity. 12:00 – Closing challenge from the Sage Step outside your comfort zone… learn from something unfamiliar. 13:10 – Introduction of the Warden (Threadkeeper Sarah) A shift from learning… to protecting. 14:00 – Defining the Warden The one who recognizes intentional harm and confronts it directly. 15:00 – Historical examples of Wardens Simón Bolívar and Boudica as protectors of their people. 17:00 – The Warden within the community Recognizing this role in leadership… and within ourselves. 18:30 – Everyday embodiment of the Warden Standing up for others in real-life situations… even small ones. 20:00 – Anger, love, and courage Reframing anger as protection rooted in care, not destruction. 21:30 – A call to action Use your position, privilege, and voice to protect those around you… including yourself. 23:00 – Closing reflections (Teopixqui Dez) These archetypes weren't created… they were recognized. The power comes from understanding them together. 24:00 – Final community reminders Sacrament availability, continued teachings, and invitation to explore which psyche resonates most.   How to Contact Us To learn more about the Colorado Psychedelic Church, upcoming events, ceremonies, or to explore the Book of Pack Life, visit: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com You can also connect with the community through Discord for event updates, announcements, and ongoing conversation.

What does it look like to go from agoraphobia… panic attacks… and years inside the mental health system… …to finding a place where you feel safe enough to stay? In this conversation, Oracle Richard sits down with community member Cartag, whose journey into the Colorado Psychedelic Church began not with curiosity… …but necessity. After years of struggling with treatment-resistant depression, anxiety, and what he later recognized as autistic burnout, Cartag reached a point where something had to change. Traditional approaches weren't working. Progress had stalled. So he searched. What he found was a community — not built on dogma or pressure — but on acceptance, accessibility, and shared healing. Cartag shares what it was like to walk through the doors for the first time… physically shaking from anxiety… unsure of what he had just stepped into. And what happened next changed everything. From a powerful first DMT experience where he connected with his younger self… to slowly learning he didn't need to stay in a constant state of defense… …to something as simple — and profound — as realizing: he didn't need to keep his shoes by the door anymore. This conversation isn't just about psychedelics. It's about: feeling safe in your own body finding people who meet you where you are and rediscovering what "community" actually means Even for someone who never thought they'd be part of a "church."   ⏱ Timeline of Topics 00:01 – Introduction Richard introduces Cartag and sets the stage 00:30 – Leaving Kansas & Starting Over Loss, job changes, and moving to Colorado 01:30 – Career & Mental Health Journey Call center problem-solving → peer support specialist Autistic burnout and repeated breakdowns 02:30 – Being Replaced by AI Career disruption and transition into new paths 03:30 – Childhood & Neurodivergence Small-town upbringing Pressure, masking, and early struggles 04:40 – Agoraphobia & Isolation Difficulty leaving home and engaging socially 05:30 – Discovering the Church Interest in psychedelics for depression Finding the church through Google 07:00 – First Visit (Pre-Ceremony) Severe anxiety… but immediate sense of safety 08:00 – First DMT Experience Conversation with "Child Self" Letting go of lifelong defense mechanisms 09:00 – Breaking Assumptions From "this might be a cult" → genuine community 10:20 – Accessibility & Inclusion Neurodivergent-friendly spiritual text Small details… big impact 11:50 – Beginning a Relationship with Psychedelics Scientific curiosity + reverence Microdosing vs traditional medications 13:30 – Rapid Growth (In 9 Months) From panic and stimming… to confidence and presence 15:20 – What Makes This Community Different Intentional acceptance Community for its own sake — not utility 17:00 – Redefining "Church" Atheism + spirituality Finding meaning without dogma 18:40 – Defining "Divinity" Personally Star Trek/Data analogy Personhood as sacredness 19:50 – Practical Integration Prayer as action Directing energy into meaningful change 21:40 – A Defining Moment Feeling safe enough to have a panic attack… and stay 23:30 – Growth Indicators No fidget toys… shoes away from the door Less need for escape strategies 24:00 – Open Reflections Geek identity, belonging, and shared curiosity 25:00 – Message to Listeners "If you're on the fence… just come." 26:00 – Finding Your Place Not every event is for everyone — and that's okay 27:00 – Closing Reflections Growth, future potential, and gratitude ⛪ About the Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a community focused on healing, growth, and connection through: Psychedelic-assisted self-exploration Open, judgment-free discussion Peer support and shared experience What stands out: Deep emphasis on accessibility (including neurodivergent-friendly materials) No pressure to participate in sacrament Pluralistic environment — atheists, spiritual seekers, and everyone in between Real-world integration — applying insights to everyday life   At its core, this is a place where people don't just come to experience something… They come to change… and be supported while doing it.   📬 Contact & Community Info Interested in checking it out for yourself?   🌐 Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com 📍 Location: Colorado Springs, CO (shared after connecting) 📅 Weekly Gathering: Tuesday evenings 🎟 Additional Events: 20+ monthly gatherings (classes, socials, discussions) If you're unsure… you don't have to jump in.   Come sit. Come observe. Come meet people.   That's where most people start.

What does it take to build a community that can hold you steady when the world feels like it's burning down? In this message, Teopixqui Dez opens a new monthly theme centered on the Seven Psyches… recurring roles that help real community thrive. The first of those is the Sojourner: the person who goes out, has the experience, finds the lesson, and brings that wisdom back for the benefit of others. Drawing from psychology, spirituality, community-building, and lived experience, Teopixqui Dez explores what it means to become someone who doesn't just survive hard lessons… but transforms them into guidance, healing, and strength for the people around them. This is also a reminder that divine wisdom is not reserved for prophets, saints, or spiritual leaders. It lives in ordinary people willing to learn deeply and share honestly. That means the role of the Sojourner is not just some ancient archetype… It's available to each of us. Along the way, Teopixqui Dez shares community updates, reflects on staying grounded in overwhelming times, and challenges the congregation to think seriously about what lessons they've gathered from their own pain, healing, and revelation.   Streamlined Timeline 00:00 – Community as an anchor Teopixqui Dez opens by reflecting on community as a lighthouse… something that holds people steady through chaos. 01:00 – Introducing the Seven Psyches This month's theme begins: exploring recurring personality roles that help community flourish. 02:15 – Community updates Sacrament offerings, community growth, expansion hopes, conventions, and upcoming opportunities. 05:30 – Surviving overwhelming times A reminder not to let social media and nonstop bad news erode resilience. 07:00 – Why patterns matter From psychology to astrology, humans have always looked for frameworks that explain personality and behavior. 10:00 – Community vs. civilization Teopixqui Dez distinguishes between large systems and actual community… the kind built on real contribution and shared care. 12:30 – The Sojourner defined The first psyche is introduced: the one who leaves, learns, returns, and shares wisdom. 15:00 – Wisdom is not reserved for the chosen few This role shows up across traditions, but Teopixqui Dez makes it personal: ordinary people can embody it too. 17:00 – Psychedelics, revelation, and insight Entheogens and sacred compounds can help reveal truth, but so can hard-won life experience. 19:00 – Your lessons matter The room is challenged to consider what wisdom they've gained that could spare someone else pain. 21:00 – Living the role of the Sojourner Being a Sojourner is not about status… it's about bringing something meaningful back to your people. 22:30 – Closing challenge Find how you embody this role, and share what you've learned so the whole community grows stronger.   How to Contact Us To learn more about the Colorado Psychedelic Church, schedule a ceremony, explore events, or reach out directly, visit: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com You can also connect through the church's Discord and check the site for current gatherings, sacrament information, and community updates.

What happens when someone who identifies as an atheist… and someone who leads a psychedelic church… sit down and actually listen to each other? In this conversation, ThreadKeeper Sarah is joined by community member Rob K., who shares his journey from isolation, anxiety, and persistent shame… into something quieter, lighter, and more grounded. Before finding the Colorado Psychedelic Church, Rob describes living in a constant mental loop — replaying guilt, anticipating conflict, and feeling stuck in what he calls "ruts" of thought. Despite years of self-study and introspection, relief felt just out of reach. That began to shift when he stepped — cautiously — into community. What he found wasn't pressure, dogma, or forced belief… but something simpler: people, presence, and permission to explore. Rob shares his first powerful DMT experience — a moment of panic that turned into support… and ultimately into a realization that would stick: the weight he carried wasn't who he was… it was something he could set down. They explore how psychedelics can help people: create distance from anxious thoughts recognize patterns that no longer serve them and develop new ways of responding — even without substances   Along the way, the conversation highlights something deeper than psychedelics themselves: community without conformity. Rob remains firmly anti-theist… and fully welcomed. Sarah leads within a spiritual framework… and embraces pluralism. And somehow, that works. Because at its core, this space isn't about agreement — it's about growth, safety, and shared humanity.   ⏱ Timeline of Topics 00:02 – Introduction Sarah introduces Rob K. and the setting before a weekly gathering 00:45 – Life Before the Community Atheism, self-study, and harsh self-judgment Persistent guilt, anxiety, and isolation 03:00 – The Need for Connection Recognizing depression and the need for community 04:00 – Finding the Church (via Reddit) Initial hesitation… fear of what it might be 06:30 – From Escaping to Healing Reframing psychedelics as tools for growth 07:00 – First DMT Experience Overwhelming intensity… panic… and support 08:45 – Aftereffects Quiet mind… reduced anxiety… presence 10:00 – "The Backpack" Insight Realizing anxiety isn't identity… it's something you carry 11:00 – Integration Tools Grounding techniques and staying present 12:00 – Mental Ruts Breaking repetitive thought patterns 13:40 – A Physicalist Perspective Benefits without needing spiritual belief 14:30 – Who Is This For? Not for escapism… but for honest self-work 16:30 – Why We're Wired for Anxiety Evolution, pattern recognition, and fear 17:30 – Who Might Not Fit Rigid belief systems vs. openness 18:00 – Pluralism in Action Different beliefs… shared space 20:30 – Community Culture Relaxed, human, connection-focused 21:00 – First-Time Visitors No pressure… come observe… build trust 22:00 – Closing Connection over conformity   ⛪ About the Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a community-centered space exploring healing, connection, and personal growth through entheogenic practices and open dialogue. No pressure to believe anything No requirement to participate in sacrament Strong emphasis on safety, consent, and integration Welcomes people from all belief systems — including none   This is a space for curiosity… not conformity.   📬 Contact & Community Info Interested in learning more or attending a gathering?   🌐 Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com 📍 Location: Colorado Springs, CO (shared upon connection) 📅 Weekly Gatherings: Tuesday evenings   You're welcome to come, observe, ask questions… or simply sit and listen. No pressure. No expectations. Just community.

With Dez out sick, ThreadKeeper Sarah steps in to lead a very different kind of Tuesday night gathering… one built not around teaching, but around testimony. Instead of defining sacrament in abstract terms, the community turns toward story. Why do people keep showing up on Tuesday nights? Why does sacrament matter enough to build a spiritual practice around it? What happened in these journeys that could not have happened any other way? Sarah opens the evening by inviting everyone to reflect on the moments that changed them… the visions, memories, emotional breakthroughs, releases, and recognitions that only became possible through sacred medicine. From there, the community branches into breakout conversations on mushrooms, cannabis, and DMT.   The mushroom discussion becomes especially intimate and powerful. Sarah shares a story from her own first journey, where she was able to revisit a childhood memory of fear and abuse—not to relive it helplessly, but to return as her adult self and offer compassion, validation, and safety to the child she had once been. Others respond with stories of memory walks, grief, fear, self-worth, healing, death anxiety, and the slow, real work of integration. The DMT recap conversation carries a different tone… one of awe, silence, ego-dissolution, emotional relief, and the quieting of mental noise. Again and again, people describe the medicine as something that brings stillness, perspective, acceptance, and relief from the constant internal chatter that defines so much of daily life. Taken together, this episode becomes exactly what Sarah intended it to be: a room full of people reminding one another that the transformations they've experienced are real… and that they don't have to carry those stories alone.   Timeline of Topics 00:10 – 03:45 ThreadKeeper Sarah opens the evening, lights the candle of community, explains Dez's absence, and shares announcements about sacrament, chocolates, and upcoming gatherings including Otherworldly Encounters, Sisters of the Sacred Root, Lounge Night, and the Full Moon talisman event. 04:12 – 06:35 Sarah reframes the night around group participation and shared experience. Rather than talk about sacrament, the community is invited to talk about what sacrament has actually done in their lives. 06:36 – 10:40 In the mushroom circle, Sarah shares a deeply personal story about her first journey… revisiting a childhood memory of fear, entering it as her adult self, and offering comfort and validation to the child version of herself that had once been silenced. 11:20 – 13:12 A participant describes seeing the spirit of the mushroom itself… as a real presence carrying healing and essence. 13:13 – 16:05 Oracle Richard shares a memory-walk through the church of his childhood, revisiting religious trauma and coming to understand the work of reparenting his younger self. 16:05 – 20:01 Another congregant shares a difficult Burning Man mushroom experience that brought a near-death perspective and led to reconnection, gratitude, and a deeper appreciation for life. 20:02 – 29:39 The mushroom group explores emotionally intense journeys, how people revisit painful memories, the role of integration, and what happens when sacrament helps people finally feel their own anger, boundaries, and self-worth. 29:40 – 33:00 Sarah reflects on finding her own "spark" through mushrooms… discovering that beneath emptiness and self-erasure there was actually life, fire, and value. 33:07 – 36:45 The DMT recap begins with Thaumaturgist Julian and Bahn Fasa Maya describing their own most profound experiences with 5-MeO-DMT and NN-DMT… including ego dissolution, peace, wordlessness, and contact with a more expansive reality. 36:46 – 55:35 Additional community members share how DMT gave them acceptance, relief from anxiety, emotional quiet, release from depression, and a clearer relationship to anger, self-worth, and mortality. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado Springs-based spiritual community built around two central ideas: that people are transformed through sacred medicine, and that healing is strengthened through community. Rather than treating psychedelics as recreational novelties, the church approaches them as sacrament… substances that can help people reconnect with the self, revisit pain with support, and rediscover a sense of meaning, belonging, and inner divinity. The church's spiritual framework is built around the Three Universal Truths: Revere the self Embrace the communal experience The universe provides Weekly and monthly offerings include sermons, lounge nights, demographic-specific gatherings, art events, magical workings, sacrament discussions, and harm-reduction-focused guidance for people engaging with these medicines in a spiritual context. This episode highlights that core mission beautifully: not just providing access to medicine, but creating a place where people can tell the truth about what happened to them… and be understood.   Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado   Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com From the website, you can: Learn about the community Find upcoming events Reach out to clergy Join the Discord Explore ways to get involved Subscribe & Share If this conversation moved you, share it with someone who needs to hear that transformation is possible… and that there are spaces where those stories can be held with care. Sometimes the most powerful part of a journey isn't only what happened in it… It's finally having a room where you can say it out loud.

In this deeply personal conversation, Bahn Fasa Maya sits down with Olaz, Chief Mycologist of the Colorado Psychedelic Church, to trace the long and painful road that brought him to the medicine. What begins as a story about curiosity and early psychedelic exploration quickly becomes something much heavier. Olaz shares how LSD first opened the door to wonder, how mushrooms remained elusive for years, and how a single catastrophic high-dose mushroom experience changed everything. What he expected to be enlightenment became terror, confusion, trauma, and years of fear around the medicine that had once shown him beauty. But that is not where the story ends. After years of struggling, searching, and trying to make sense of what happened, Olaz eventually found the right support… a therapist who understood both trauma and psychedelics, and who helped him rebuild a safe relationship with mushrooms. That healing process did more than restore trust. It gave him purpose. Today, he grows sacrament with extraordinary care, reverence, and intention… not just to produce mushrooms, but to help ensure others never have to go through what he went through alone. This is a story about danger, survival, reverence, and calling. It is also a reminder that these medicines are powerful, sacred, and deserving of preparation, support, and respect.   Timeline of Topics 00:01 – 01:27 Bahn Fasa Maya introduces Olaz, Chief Mycologist of the Colorado Psychedelic Church, and asks what drew him so deeply into mycology over the last year. 01:28 – 03:25 Olaz shares his early psychedelic history… beginning with alcohol, then LSD, and the sense of wonder and expanded perception that first drew him in. 03:26 – 04:48 His first mushroom experiences were beautiful, affirming, and self-loving… but mushrooms were hard to find, and early attempts to grow them were frustrating and unsuccessful. 04:49 – 07:06 After becoming fascinated with the idea of "ego death," Olaz prepared for a major mushroom journey without truly understanding how different mushrooms were from LSD. 07:07 – 12:29 He describes taking an initial 5 grams, then impulsively consuming another 9 grams as the trip intensified… leading to panic, disorientation, and complete loss of control. 12:30 – 21:52 The experience spiraled into a full traumatic event: running for miles, reliving past trauma, and entering what he describes as his own personal hell… followed by a profound, maternal, loving presence that shifted everything. 21:53 – 29:32 Coming back from the trip without proper support made the aftermath even harder. Shame, misunderstanding, and judgment compounded the trauma, and his relationship with mushrooms was damaged for years. 29:33 – 37:50 A later car accident and resulting crisis became the turning point that led him toward real healing. Through acupuncture, somatic therapy, and eventually a guided mushroom session with the right practitioner, he began to repair what had been broken. 37:51 – 43:55 Olaz explains how mushrooms became medicine again… and how that healing eventually led him to growing sacrament with skill, devotion, and spiritual intention. 43:56 – 50:40 He reflects on what it means to serve the community now: using mountain water, premium grains, music, affirmations, crystals, and conscious care in the cultivation process. The conversation closes with the Universal Truth that speaks most strongly to him: The Universe Provides.   About the Colorado Psychedelic Church The Colorado Psychedelic Church is a Colorado Springs-based spiritual community centered on two core forms of resonance: connection with sacred medicines and connection with one another. The church teaches that healing is not meant to happen in isolation, and that community itself is part of the sacrament. The church's spiritual framework includes the Three Universal Truths: Revere the self Embrace the communal experience The universe provides Gatherings include sermons, lounge nights, community conversations, art-based events, demographic-specific groups, and guided opportunities to approach natural medicine with intention, safety, and reverence. The church also emphasizes harm reduction, spiritual responsibility, and building a real-world community where people can find support, belonging, and meaningful healing. Olaz serves as Chief Mycologist, helping cultivate sacrament for the community with an emphasis on quality, consistency, and spiritual intention.   Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado   Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com   Through the website, you can: Learn more about the church View upcoming events Reach out with questions Connect through the Discord community   Subscribe & Share If this conversation resonated with you, share it with someone who needs a more honest view of what these medicines can be… not just the beauty, but the responsibility. And if you've ever struggled to make sense of a difficult experience, this story is a powerful reminder that the right support can change everything.

What actually makes something… sacred?   In this sermon and follow-up conversation, we explore the difference between casual use and true sacrament… and why intention, acknowledgment, and relationship change everything.   This episode brings together three perspectives from within the Colorado Psychedelic Church:   A sermon on the nature of entheogens and sacred compounds A breakout teaching on mushrooms and intentional practice A recap conversation with clergy on cannabis and DMT     Together, they point toward one central idea:   These substances were never "just drugs." They were always sacred… we just didn't treat them that way.   From cannabis to mushrooms to DMT, each carries its own presence, its own intelligence, and its own way of communicating. But the experience you have depends on how you show up.   Reverence changes the outcome. Intention shapes the journey. And respect… is not optional.       Key Themes & Moments       The Divine "Us"     Community as a spiritual force that cannot be replicated Each person contributing something unique to the shared experience The importance of physically gathering to create something greater together       From Use to Sacrament     The difference between casual consumption and sacred engagement Why acknowledgment is the missing piece in healing Respect vs. reverence… and why they are not the same       The "Who" vs the "What"     The body of the plant vs. the "soul" within it (psilocybin, DMT, THC) Understanding entheogens as carriers of something deeper Building a relationship with the "who," not just consuming the "what"       Mushrooms as Work     Why mushrooms often require effort, intention, and integration The idea that healing is a collaboration… not something done for you Setting intention before ingestion as a form of active prayer       Speaking to the Medicine     Why vocalizing intention changes the experience The psychological and spiritual power of "thinking out loud" Treating the moment of ingestion as ceremony       Cannabis as Connection     Cannabis as a grounding, regulating, and emotionally opening sacrament Its role in mental health, presence, and spiritual awareness The difference between recreational use and intentional connection       DMT as Intelligence     The belief that DMT carries its own form of consciousness Experiences of being "accepted" or "rejected" based on intention The idea that DMT demands respect in a way that feels personal       Letting Go     The shared lesson across all entheogens: surrender Why resistance creates difficulty in experiences How trust transforms the journey         A Note on the Recording     Due to technical issues, the original breakout group recordings were not captured.   The final portion of this episode is a follow-up conversation with clergy members to share their perspectives on:   The spiritual nature of DMT The role of cannabis as sacrament How different entheogens communicate in different ways         Upcoming Events & Community     The Colorado Psychedelic Church continues to host weekly gatherings, discussions, and events focused on community, healing, and spiritual growth.   Highlights mentioned in this episode:   Bicycle Day (April 19) 4/20 community celebration Shroom Ski Convention PsyCon in Denver Ongoing weekly gatherings and sacrament offerings         Contact & Learn More     To learn more, attend a gathering, or connect with the community:   Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com   You can also join the Discord through the website to stay connected and get involved.       Final Thought     If there's one takeaway from this episode, it's this:   You don't just take the medicine. You meet it.   And how you show up… determines what meets you back.

This conversation with Ash… also known as Maskiss… is about far more than art. It's about what happens when someone pours spirit into color, character, music, and creation… and then finds a community that actually sees it. Ash shares the long arc of being an artist from the very beginning of life, the strange and beautiful influences that shaped their style, and the way their inner world became populated with vivid beings, protectors, singers, painters, and living symbols of connection. That energy now lives inside the Colorado Psychedelic Church's art cards… not just as decoration, but as something intentional, relational, and deeply alive. The conversation also moves into Ash's healing journey. Cannabis became an early doorway to feeling, clarity, and self-recognition in the middle of abuse, fear, and isolation. Mushrooms later opened a different kind of space… one filled with overwhelming sensation, vision, vulnerability, and artistic fuel. Throughout it all, art remained the thread… the place where pain could become meaning, where confusion could become character, and where spirit could become visible. There's also a beautiful truth running underneath everything Ash says: Being seen matters. Being welcomed matters. And sometimes the first step toward healing is simply finding a space where your gifts are not only accepted… but needed. Key Themes & Moments Ash's lifelong relationship with drawing and visual storytelling A style shaped by vibrant color, creatures, fantasy, horror, and worldbuilding Pokémon, Silent Hill, and other early influences How Ash found the church while looking for a safe way to connect with mushrooms Why the website, Discord, and art channel immediately felt right Becoming the community's resident artist through the art card project The meaning behind Maskiss, Art the Painter, and Sample the Singer Creating art as a spiritual act… and characters as living companions Why physical creative space matters so much Painting With a Trip as a place of shared focus, energy, and belonging Cannabis as an early medicine for clarity, feeling, and survival The role cannabis played in helping Ash recognize and leave abuse Mushrooms as overwhelming, transformative, and creatively catalytic Art as the place where difficult experiences get metabolized and transformed The importance of being heard, being seen, and letting people prove they care   About Ash Ash uses they/them pronouns and also goes by Maskiss. They are the Colorado Psychedelic Church's resident artist and the creator behind the current art card series used within the community. Their work blends color, creature design, painterly energy, spiritual symbolism, and deep emotional intention Ash also helps lead the creative spirit of the community through Painting With a Trip, where congregants gather to make art together in a shared, welcoming space. Contact & Learn More To see Ash's work, learn more about the church, or get connected with the community: Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com You can also join the Discord through the website to connect with the community and explore the art channel. If you're interested in Ash's work, commissions, or future art collaborations through the church, reaching out through the website is the best place to start. Subscribe & Share If this conversation stirred something in you… especially if you're an artist, a creator, or someone who has been waiting for a space where your sensitivity is a strength… share it with someone who needs to hear it. And if you've been looking for a place where your voice, your vision, and your weirdness might actually belong… This might be it.

What happens when you stop looking up… and realize the divine is already within you? That shift changes everything—including prayer. Dez opens with a challenge to rethink what prayer actually is. Not begging. Not empty words. Not something directed at a distant force. If you are divine, then prayer isn't about asking—it's about acting. It's the way you care for yourself. The way you show up for others. The way you move through the world with intention. Prayer becomes something lived. From there, Farmacist Castle takes it deeper in a breakout discussion… stripping prayer down to something real, something grounded. Not "thoughts and prayers"… but effort. Tangible effort. Showing up. Helping someone when they need it. Taking responsibility for your own growth instead of outsourcing it to something outside yourself. Because if your actions don't change anything… what was the prayer for? Together, this conversation reframes prayer as something simple and powerful: Prayer isn't what you say. It's what you do. And once you start seeing it that way… you realize you've been praying all along. Key Themes & Moments Why "thoughts and prayers" feels empty—and what's missing Letting go of prayer as begging or submission Reframing prayer as faith in motion Self-care as a form of prayer Creating personal rituals that reinforce identity and intention Blessing as an act of focus and energy—not tradition Farmacist Castle's Breakout: Prayer as effort… not words Showing up for others as the highest form of prayer The difference between passive intention and active change Internal prayer: preparing your future self Everyday discipline (like food prep, habits, and mindset) as spiritual practice Talking to the universe… and learning to listen Get Connected If you're feeling called to explore this for yourself… or just want to be around people who are asking the same questions… You're welcome here. You can learn more, reach out, or schedule time with our clergy at: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Whether you're curious, skeptical, or ready to dive deeper… there's a place for you in the conversation. Closing Reflection If prayer isn't something you say… but something you live… Then the real question becomes: What does your prayer look like today?

This conversation unfolds in two powerful movements… first, a behind-the-scenes look at Thaumaturgist Julian's journey into DMT work, and second, a firsthand account of the kind of healing that can emerge when someone steps fully into the experience. Dez sits down with Julian to explore how an intense and overwhelming early encounter with DMT became a turning point—not just personally, but in shaping how he now supports others. What began as disorientation and ego dissolution evolved into clarity, discipline, and a deep respect for the responsibility of facilitation. From there, the perspective shifts. Julian steps into the interviewer role as Sam shares a deeply emotional breakthrough following a multi-day journey. What starts as curiosity turns into something far more personal… an unexpected reunion with his late mother, offering closure, forgiveness, and a sense of peace that had been missing for over a year. Together, these two conversations reveal both sides of the work… the one who guides, and the one who receives. And in both cases, the same truth emerges: You don't always get what you're looking for… but you might get exactly what you need.   Key Themes & Moments Part 1 — Dez & Thaumaturgist Julian Julian's first overwhelming DMT experience and ego dissolution How "too much" became an essential teacher Learning dosage, safety, and responsibility as a facilitator The difference between NN-DMT and 5-MeO-DMT Visual experiences vs. internal knowing Why DMT can feel more familiar than everyday reality Letting go of expectations before entering a journey Supporting others through unpredictable experiences Part 2 — Julian & Sam A three-day progression: reintroduction, deep immersion, breakthrough Comparing ayahuasca with smokable DMT experiences The shift from visual exploration to emotional healing A profound encounter with Sam's late mother Processing grief, forgiveness, and missed goodbyes The emotional weight of unexpected closure Why psychedelic experiences often deliver what's needed—not requested Integration and the lasting impact of a single moment Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com   Subscribe & Share If this conversation gave you a new perspective on healing, grief, or the nature of consciousness… Share it with someone who's exploring their own path—or someone who might need to hear that healing can come in unexpected ways. Follow the podcast for more conversations with clergy and real stories from within the community. Because sometimes the most important journeys… are the ones you never planned to take.

In this sermon, Teopixqui Dez explores a powerful idea at the heart of the Colorado Psychedelic Church's philosophy: the creation of a "divine us." While each individual carries their own divinity, something extraordinary happens when people come together in community. The collective energy, care, responsibility, and time shared among individuals can create something larger than any one person — a force capable of healing, strengthening, and even saving lives. But Dez also reminds the congregation that divinity requires humility. Passion without grounding can become destructive, and even leaders must remain accountable to the community they serve. Through stories, reflection, and a moment of transparency about leadership decisions, this sermon invites listeners to consider the giants they build through their relationships — and whether those giants truly serve them. Because every relationship, every gathering, and every moment spent together contributes to the divine presence we create as a community. And the question becomes: Do the giants you create nurture you… or harm you?   In This Sermon Why recognizing our own divinity must include humility The danger of passion without direction A transparent look into leadership decisions behind the pulpit How community accountability strengthens spiritual leadership The concept of the "divine us" created through shared time and intention Why relationships shape the spiritual forces around us How community can heal in ways individuals cannot The responsibility each person carries in shaping collective energy The impact of toxic relationships and "toxic giants" Why tending to our relationships is part of revering the self Real stories of healing and life-changing support found in community How shared time creates the most powerful form of spiritual connection   Community Announcements The Colorado Psychedelic Church will be participating in Colorado Springs Pride this year. Volunteers are welcome to help build the float and represent the community. The church will also participate in the Manitou Springs Coffin Races later this year, with build events planned for community members. Work is underway to transform the backyard into a communal outdoor space, and volunteers are needed for everything from landscaping to organizing. Parents' Night Out events will be hosted monthly by Threadkeeper Sarah to provide parents with an evening of rest and connection. Artists in the community are invited to contribute designs to expand the church's art card program, which supports artists while building community currency.   Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Subscribe & Share If this message about the power of community resonated with you, share this episode with someone who might need a reminder that they don't have to face life alone. Subscribe to the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for weekly sermons, clergy interviews, community stories, and conversations about spiritual growth through entheogens. And as always — The universe provides, and we revel within.

In this special episode of the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast, Teopixqui Dez and Bondsmith Rich sit down with three rising leaders in the community — Bahn Fasa Maya, Bondsmith Rich, and Pa'Dré — to explore what brought them to the church, what healing they found here, and what it means to step into clergy. From depression and isolation to belonging and purpose, each story reveals a different path into the PACK Life community. Maya shares how mushrooms brought her through the door, but people brought her back. Rich reflects on finding safety, self-reverence, and home in community. Pa'Dré speaks about anxiety, cannabis, Brotherhood, and finally finding his place after years of searching. The episode also includes live audio from their ordinations at the church's two-year anniversary celebration, where each is formally recognized in the light of one of the Universal Truths. This is an episode about recognition, healing, and what happens when people stop trying to fit in — and start realizing they already have a seat at the table. In This Episode Bahn Fasa Maya Bringing mushrooms to the church as her first introduction Instantly recognizing she had found her tribe Living with major depressive disorder for decades Finding real relief through ketamine, then psilocybin Why community matters just as much as medicine Stepping into a clergy role as a steady, wise, gentle presence Helping lead Golden Teachers and Sisterhood Bringing momentum through projects like composting, gardening, and Pride outreach Bondsmith Rich Finding home the moment he fell asleep safely on the couch during lounge night Moving from introversion and social anxiety into real connection Discovering spirituality through the church community Healing through mushrooms after divorce Learning to revere the self and recognize his own divinity Becoming a steady, protective presence for the community Pa'Dré Finding the church through Brotherhood and Psychedelics after moving from Arizona Looking for connection, healing, and an alternative to antidepressants and anxiety meds Using cannabis to quiet anxiety and function socially Building deep friendship and chosen family through the church Helping start the Grow Bros cultivation work Embracing the third Universal Truth: the universe provides Included in This Episode Bahn Fasa Maya's ordination in the light of the Second Universal Truth Bondsmith Rich's ordination in the light of the First Universal Truth Pa'Dré's ordination in the light of the Third Universal Truth A glimpse into the church's second anniversary celebration Cake. Obviously.   Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Subscribe & Share If this episode moved you, share it with someone who needs to be reminded that healing doesn't have to happen alone. Subscribe to the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for sermons, clergy interviews, ordinations, and PACK Life stories from the community. And as always — The universe provides, and we revel within.

In this opening sermon of the March series, Teopixqui Dez begins a month-long exploration into the question: Where does the divine exist? At the Colorado Psychedelic Church, one of the foundational truths is that each person carries divinity within themselves. But if that's true, Dez asks a deeper question — how far does that divinity extend? Through a thought experiment centered on animism, the belief that all things possess a soul, the community explores whether divinity might exist not only within humans, but also within animals, insects, mountains, rivers, and even stones. Rather than presenting rigid doctrine, this sermon invites curiosity and reflection. By examining what we personally recognize as divine — and what we struggle to see that way — we deepen our understanding of the sacred world around us. From pets to parks to the quiet moments of resonance we feel with nature, this conversation asks listeners to consider whether those moments might be more than simple enjoyment — perhaps they are moments of divine recognition.   In This Sermon Introducing the March theme: expanding the concept of divinity What animism is and how it differs from pantheism Why the church teaches that you are divine How entheogens allow us to resonate with our own soul Considering whether animals possess divinity The ethical difference between survival and cruelty Exploring whether insects or ecosystems might also carry a soul The question: Does the Earth itself have divinity? Resonance as a possible sign of shared divinity Why moments in nature sometimes feel spiritually powerful How recognizing divinity changes how we treat the world Honoring the sacred relationships we already have with animals The importance of acknowledging the divine through attention and care Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Subscribe & Share If this conversation sparked curiosity about where divinity might exist in the world around you, consider sharing this episode with someone who enjoys exploring spirituality from new perspectives. Subscribe to the podcast for weekly sermons, clergy conversations, and stories from the PACK Life community. And as always — The universe provides, and we revel within.

In this deeply personal episode, Oracle Richard sits down with Teopixqui Dez, spiritual director of the Colorado Psychedelic Church, to explore the story behind the person who helped build the community. From growing up gay in Texas with fiercely supportive parents, to struggles with depression and burnout, to discovering healing through entheogens, Dez shares the life experiences that ultimately shaped the creation of the church. This conversation dives into family, identity, polyamory, psychology, spirituality, and the moment that transformed curiosity into calling. Along the way, Dez reflects on the people who shaped his path — including veteran and early church member Harry Tuff, whose belief in the mission continues to influence the community today. More than just a biography, this episode explores the philosophy behind PACK Life: revering the self, embracing the communal experience, and recognizing the divinity within every person. If you've ever wondered who Dez is, where the church came from, or what fuels its momentum — this is the story. In This Episode Growing up queer in Texas with supportive parents The influence of Jewish and Mexican heritage School struggles, bullying, and formative family moments Life with siblings and discovering hidden family history Living polyamorously and redefining love Studying psychology and working in mental health Why the mental health system burned him out Life as a gig worker and traveling across the country The unexpected path through tea, chocolate, and entrepreneurship Discovering healing through psilocybin mushrooms The moment that sparked the creation of the church The powerful influence of veteran community member Harry Tuff The meaning behind the title Teopixqui Why the church emphasizes community over hierarchy The difference between sacred and recreational entheogen use Preventing ego and power from corrupting spiritual leadership How clergy are recognized and ordained within the church The hopes and fears for the church's future Why momentum — not buildings — is what truly sustains the mission Contact & Learn More Colorado Psychedelic Church Colorado Springs, Colorado Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Subscribe & Share If this episode helped you understand the heart behind the Colorado Psychedelic Church, consider sharing it with someone who might be curious about the community. Subscribe to the podcast to hear sermons, clergy interviews, and stories from the PACK Life community. And as always — The universe provides, and we revel within.

This is not a standard episode. In this special message, Teopixqui Dez steps away from sermons and clergy interviews to speak personally — not only as spiritual director of the Colorado Psychedelic Church, but as a citizen, a member of the Jewish diaspora, and a man of faith. In light of the United States entering war with Iran alongside Israel, Dez addresses the moral responsibility of faith communities in moments of violence and political upheaval. This is not a geopolitical breakdown. It is a call from the heart: when people are harmed, faith cannot remain silent. "Our faith is people." This episode challenges the idea that pastors and churches must "stay in their lane" when politics affect human lives. It calls for accountability, civic engagement, and action over empty rhetoric. It asks listeners to examine fear, propaganda, distraction, and the weaponization of division — and to respond not with apathy, but with participation. This is not about party loyalty. It is about humanity. It is about refusing malice. It is about choosing momentum toward justice. In This Episode Why faith cannot separate itself from the protection of people Speaking at anti-war protests as a spiritual leader Responding to criticism that clergy should "stay out of politics" The moral weight of civilian casualties and war rhetoric How distraction and division are weaponized Why silence is not neutrality Accountability without dehumanization Welcoming those who are reconsidering their positions "Thoughts and prayers" versus meaningful civic action Why voting and local political engagement matter The Second Universal Truth: Embracing the communal experience Borrowing strength when you feel overwhelmed Faith as both beacon and resistance About the Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Location: Colorado Springs A faith community rooted in entheogenic sacrament, communal accountability, and lived spirituality. Subscribe & Share If this message resonates, share it with someone wrestling with fear, confusion, or political fatigue. Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for sermons, clergy stories, and PACK Life conversations. Your time is powerful. Your voice is powerful. Use both. And as always… may the universe provide.

What does love actually mean? In this sermon, Teopixqui Dez reframes love as something far more accessible — and far more powerful — than romance or sentimentality. Love isn't rare. It isn't fragile. It isn't something to hoard. It's normal. It's active. It's thinking of someone when you have no reason to. It's protecting yourself from your own self-criticism. It's choosing to love yourself on the hard days, not just the easy ones. This episode also includes breakout group audio led by Bondsmith Rich and Threadkeeper Sara, where members of the community share raw stories of healing, forgiveness, addiction recovery, suicidal ideation, and learning what it truly means to revere the self. In This Episode: Sermon with Teopixqui Dez Creating safety by physically showing up for community  "Love is thinking about you when I have no reason to"  Why we pedestalize love and make it inaccessible  Love as something meant to be shared, not hoarded  Loving yourself on hard days — not just easy ones  Divine intervention through everyday action  Love beyond romance — intimacy within community  Does your faith come from love?  Breakout Audio: Bondsmith Rich (The Veil) Bondsmith Rich shares his journey from divorce, depression, and deep resentment to forgiveness and self-love through sacrament and community. The group explores: Healing emotional pain that traditional therapy couldn't fully resolve Alcohol recovery and breaking addiction cycles Letting go of suicidal ideation Rebuilding identity after loss Finding safety in community Speaking up and claiming space How sacrament helped reduce fear of death Raw, unfiltered testimony about transformation and resilience. Breakout Audio: Threadkeeper Sara (The Green Room) Threadkeeper Sara leads a powerful conversation on revering the self beyond surface-level self-care. Letting go of self-punishment disguised as morality Releasing perfectionism and unrealistic standards Learning to love yourself the way you love others Understanding that you are not "different" — you are human Everyday acts of embodied self-love Choosing intentional practices of reverence Homework: select an act of self-love and tell someone This discussion moves self-love from theory into daily practice. About the Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Location: Colorado Springs Weekly sermons with Teopixqui Dez, clergy-led discussions, lounge nights, sacramental gatherings, and integration-centered community. Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for sermons, clergy stories, and PACK Life conversations. If this message resonated — especially if you're learning to love yourself on the hard days — share it with someone who needs to hear that love is not scarce… and it isn't reserved for romance. Love is normal. Practice it.

In this roundtable conversation, Teopixqui Dez sits down with the "GrowBros" — the clergy team behind the cultivation of the church's cannabis sacrament: Bondsmith Rich, Pa'Dré, and Farmacist Castle. Together, they unpack how cannabis moved from "just a way to relax" into something sacred… supporting pain relief, easing anxiety, strengthening community connection, and creating a spiritual container around a plant that's often treated as ordinary. They also share how their cultivation work became devotional — sacrament from the seed — and why cannabis, when used with intention and in community, can become a profound doorway into healing and faith.   In This Episode How the GrowBros first linked up as the "last ones standing" during volcano sessions Cannabis for anxiety relief and quieting the inner critic Pain management without NSAIDs or opioids Why cannabis often replaces alcohol without the regret and fallout The shift from "weed" to sacrament through intention, community, and doctrine How cannabis kept people connected when other sacrament was temporarily limited What "greening out" looks like…and how the clergy help people through it safely When high-dose THC turns psychoactive — and unexpectedly spiritual The "seed story" and the moment community energy changed the outcome Why cannabis is more profound with others than alone Stepping into clergy as a natural extension of leadership and service A question for listeners: is cannabis just "weed"… or can it be sacred?   Contact Info Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Discord: link available on the website   Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for sermons, clergy stories, and PACK Life conversations.   If this episode gave you a new lens on cannabis — or helped you rethink what "sacrament" can look like — share it with a friend who's curious but skeptical. Your time is the most precious thing you can offer… and it's felt.

In this sermon, Teopixqui Dez introduces the newly published Book of PACK Life and explores what it means to move from personal spirituality into shared religion. Built on the foundation of the Universal Truths, this message unpacks the seven psyches that allow a community to thrive ... especially the difference between the Guardian and the Warden. Through humor, conviction, and clarity, this sermon challenges the idea of empty cooperation and calls for something stronger: love with a backbone, kindness with teeth, and a community rooted in both protection and accountability.   In This Sermon: Why showing up matters — community is lived Introducing The Book of PACK Life as doctrine Spirituality leading into religion (not the other way around) The Three Universal Truths:   Revere the self Embrace the communal experience The universe provides Why cooperation must be meaningful — not kumbaya complacency Naming harm without becoming hateful The origins of the "First Pack" The seven psyches that help communities thrive Guardian vs. Warden — passive and active protection Sword and shield as complementary roles Why personality traits matter in spiritual growth The danger of becoming the very thing we oppose Building strength without becoming warmongers About the Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Location: Colorado Springs Weekly sermons, Full Moon gatherings, clergy-led discussions, and ceremonies The Book of PACK Life is now available on the website. Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for weekly sermons, clergy interviews, and PACK Life teachings. If this message resonated with you, share it with someone interested in community-building, spiritual growth, or understanding their role within a larger movement. Community is lived. Keep showing up.

In this powerful and deeply human conversation, Teopixqui Dez sits down with Threadkeeper Sara: clergy member, mother of two, substitute teacher, and self-described "soccer mom unicorn." Sara shares her journey through treatment-resistant depression, the trauma that shaped it, and the moment she realized her children were learning to accept sadness because she had. Through psychedelic-assisted therapy and intentional community integration, she reclaimed her joy, her purpose, and her role as the mother her daughters deserved. This episode is an honest exploration of healing, parenting, transparency, and the power of community to carry what feels unbearable alone. In This Episode: Sara's 10-year battle with treatment-resistant depression The realization that her children were modeling her despair Why she says psychedelic therapy was "cheaper than a coffin" Healing trauma by revisiting memories without emotional charge The four-month gap between therapy and finding community Why integration is just as important as the journey itself Experiencing anxiety differently through shared support Parenting and entheogens — safety, boundaries, and honesty Talking to children about psychedelics in age-appropriate ways Returning to work and choosing transparency about her faith Losing extended family members who could not accept her healing Hosting family events in a psychedelic church space Parenting from joy instead of desperation Why children deserve a healed version of us About Threadkeeper Sara Clergy member at Colorado Psychedelic Church Co-leads Sisterhood gatherings Hosts family events Mother of two daughters (ages 9 and 11) Advocate for safe, responsible entheogen use and community integration About the Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Location: Colorado Springs Weekly sermons, Sisterhood, clergy-led gatherings, family events, and integration-focused community. Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for sermons, clergy interviews, and PACK Life teachings. If you're a parent navigating mental health, share this episode with someone who needs to hear that healing is possible — and that joy is not selfish. And as always… may the universe provide.

In this post–Super Bowl sermon, Teopixqui Dez reflects on division, growth, and what it truly means to stand on the right side of history. As cultural tensions rise and loud voices attempt to define who belongs, this message calls the community to something deeper: fortified boundaries without building an echo chamber, grace without blind acceptance, and the courage to rebuild bridges when — and only when — real growth has taken place. This sermon explores accountability, authenticity, and how revering the self creates space for healthier relationships and stronger community. In This Sermon: Why community requires effort — and why your time matters The difference between boundaries and isolation Standing on the "right side of history" without creating an echo chamber The danger of loud voices pretending to be the majority Cultural division and the Super Bowl controversy Why America has no national language — and why that matters Growth as one of the true miracles of healing work Grace vs. blind forgiveness Rebuilding bridges instead of pretending nothing happened Why discomfort is part of authentic growth Recognizing ownership and accountability as signs of real change Trusting your instincts when deciding who belongs in your life The First Universal Truth: Revering the self as an active effort Surrounding yourself with authentic people who bring you joy   About the Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Location: Colorado Springs Community gatherings and events held weekly Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast for weekly sermons, clergy interviews, and PACK Life conversations. If this message resonated with you, share it with someone navigating growth, boundaries, or rebuilding relationships in a divided world. And as always — keep showing up. Community is lived.

In this PACK Life clergy interview, Teopixqui Dez sits down with Oracle Richard (one of the first ordained clergy of the Colorado Psychedelic Church) to explore his journey from congregant to spiritual guide. Richard shares how he first found the church, transformed its Discord into a thriving community hub, and stepped into his calling under the Third Universal Truth: The Universe Provides. From tarot and divination to "Lucky Girl Syndrome," neurodivergent authenticity, and Full Moon rituals, this conversation reveals how magic becomes real when intention meets action. In This Episode: How Richard discovered the church and why he read every word of the website The early days of rebuilding the community Discord What it felt like to step into clergy leadership Being ordained in the Third Universal Truth: The Universe Provides How tarot became his primary metaphysical language What "Lucky Girl Syndrome" teaches about neuroplasticity and perspective The connection between microdosing and mindset shifts Why authenticity creates real connection ("put the mask down") The structure of Full Moon Gatherings: meditation, creation, reflection Mystical Languages of the Universe gatherings Why magic is 30% intention, 20% spell work, and 50% what you do after The power of physical reminders and "spicy psychology" A message for anyone hesitant to explore metaphysics     Contact Information Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com   Oracle Richard Email: [email protected]   Events Led by Oracle Richard: Full Moon Gatherings Mystical Languages of the Universe Private Ceremonies (by request) Subscribe & Share Follow the Colorado Psychedelic Church Podcast to hear more clergy and member stories from within the PACK Life community. If this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who's exploring spirituality, metaphysics, or looking for authentic community. And as always — feedback is welcome. We're growing this together.

What does it mean to build a church rooted in intention, empowerment, and communal strength? In this introduction, Oracle Richard and Threadkeeper Sara interview Teopixqui Dez to share the vision behind the Colorado Psychedelic Church ... a community dedicated to moving people from isolation into meaningful connection. This episode lays the spiritual and practical foundation for a faith discovered together.   In this episode: The mission behind the Colorado Psychedelic Church Why structure and accountability matter The deeper meaning behind chosen clergy titles Revering the self as an active effort Embracing communal resonance Integrating ego and embracing "what if?" Living the PACK Life How communication transforms community Recognizing and acting within moments of Kairos   Contact Information: Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Join the Discord community (link on website) Based in Colorado Springs 20+ events monthly   Subscribe & Share: Subscribe and follow to stay part of the conversation. If this episode sparked curiosity or resonance, share it with someone who might benefit from finding their pack.

What does it actually mean to be a psychedelic church? In this introduction, Teopixqui Dez shares the philosophy, structure, and heart behind the Colorado Psychedelic Church. This is not about cults or escapism ... it's about building a resilient, intentional community rooted in shared growth. From Universal Truths to the principles of PACK Life, this episode explains the foundation of a movement designed to help people reconnect with themselves and each other.   In this episode: Addressing misconceptions head-on Why we describe ourselves as an ecclesiastical government How clergy choose their own titles Revering the self as an active practice The importance of communal resonance The role of entheogenic plants in spiritual connection What Kairos means — and why timing matters Why feedback and participation are essential   Connect with Us: Colorado Psychedelic Church Website: coloradopsychedelicchurch.com Join our Discord community (link on website) Based in Colorado Springs 20+ monthly events, including social lounges, Full Moon gatherings, and demographic-specific nights Subscribe & Share: Subscribe and follow to stay connected as we explore community, faith, and cultural moments together. If this episode speaks to you, share it with someone who might benefit from being part of a pack.