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Colorinchaos
by Colorinchaos
No matter who you are, what you believe, or where you live, chaos and difficulty finds us all; however, is there beauty that can be found in the pain? The Colorinchaos Podcast is an honest conversation for those who seek growth through the difficulty and awkwardness of life while not ignoring the pain, uncomfortably, questions, brokenness, restlessness, and the unknown that comes with it.
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Sometimes Things Will Not Change (When God Seems Silent)
Episode 160 (03/30/22): “God… please…” When our heart cries out in desperation, yet is met with what could only be explained as silence, where is God in the messiness of life when we cry out in our lacking to God while everything stays the same…? Heavy heart, in those moments of our brokenness…
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Nests & Fog
Episode 159 (3/16/22): When the chaos of life feels like a heavy fog…. and the needs within, and the needs around, weigh heavy on you; may we not forget that there is no fog that can completely hide a light. May the ambience produced in the fog capture our attentention in a way that we may have...
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help us.
Episode 158 (3/02/22): Father, we come to You in weakness, recognizing the children that we truly are… Holy Spirit, bring us to a depth of love and obedience to You never experienced before... Jesus, in our questions, hurts, and fears, may we feel the depth of our true need for You and Your love...
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Even At Our Lowest...
Episode 157 (2/23/22): There’s a depth to love that can only be understood when we are at our lowest. Despite the dark nights our feet may wander through… or the terror of the open seas that we find ourselves lost in… or the haunting voices and sirens of our unrelenting regrets and shames… heavy...
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Heavy Heart, Rest Easy. (Anchor)
Episode 156 (2/9/22): Feeling overwhelmed? Feeling weak? No matter where today finds you, heavy heart, our wounds and weaknesses point toward something greater. YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Media Referenced In Today’s Episode: Provoke & Inspire Podcast: Episode 417 International House of Prayer Kansas City...
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Frankincense
Episode 155 (1/27/22): "... And when He took the scroll, the four living beings and the twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb. Each one had a harp, and they held gold bowls filled with incense, which are the prayers of God’s people. And they sang a new song..."- Revelation 5: 8-9 No matter...
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Siloam (Sanctuary, Pt. 2)
Episode 154 (1/19/22): There’s something about water. From the dependence that each of us have to it, to the peace and solace that it provides… each and every one of us can not go long without it. Continuing from Episode 152, join us as we look at Ezekiel’s vision found in Ezekiel 47 of a river...
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Innocent & Dependent
Episode 153 (1/12/22): Regardless of our upbringing, there was someone in our lives who clothed and fed us when we were not able to. From the fragility and dependence that a child naturally has for their caretaker or parent… to the prideful refusal of the same Creator, Savior, and Sustainer who…
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Sanctuary
Episode 152 (1/05/22): There are times in our lives when we long for, more than anything, to run away from the messiness of our overwhelmed emotions and thoughts... and we long to get away… get alone… and to find distance from the noise and relentlessness of our restlessness. In the moments of…
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Blank Check (Feat. Scott Blanchard)
Episode 151 (12/29/21): At times, surrender and trust can feel as if it is impossible. For some, the new day may great you with warmth and hope… and for others, painful hurts, needs, and questions may weigh heavy on the heart. No matter where the day has greeted you, heavy heart, may we never be...
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From Where We Are...
Episode 150 (12/15/21): When we travel where we have never been before, each and every one of us will find ourselves face to face with fears and anxieties of various kinds. Though there are numerous reminders for us to not fear, and for us to not be anxious, how can we quiet our fears and…
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Light Thoughts. (Dark Thoughts, Part 2)
Episode 149 (12/8/21): How do we bring the parts of us that we hide and ignore to the Light? Regardless of where today finds you, heavy heart, our God is stronger than any demon and any lie that we entertain in our weakness. As we continue the discussion from Episode 148, may we never forget this...
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Dark Thoughts.
Episode 148 (12/1/21): On November 30th, 2021, a 15 year old student opened fire upon his classmates and teachers at nearby Oxford High School. In the aftermath and tunnel vision of our grief, pain, mourning, questions, fears, hurt, and anger… when dark thoughts come into our mind from the...
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Bradley Michael Hawkins
Episode 147 (11/17/21): No matter who you are, there is nothing that can prepare you for the death of a loved one. Born in Kharkov, Ukraine, Bradley Michael Hawkins was adopted at 15 months old by his parents Sharon and Scott Hawkins. 21 years later, Bradley’s life was cut short by a tragic...
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Loose Change
Episode 146 (11/10/21): So much of our life is spent searching for worth and value. In the moments where we feel stepped over, stepped on, or overlooked; heavy heart, rest easy… you are worth so much more than you may feel and the value of your life is so much more than what you can see right…
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Fat Flies
Episode 145 (10/27/21): Living in the midst of “The Information Age”, each and every one of us are daily bombarded by overwhelming amounts of information. Though we have more podcasts, songs, movies, potential for relationships, messages, technology, and resources then we could EVER utilize in…
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The Magnitude is Real, Yet You Are Loved.
Episode 144 (10/20/21): At times, this world can reduce us to feeling so small, so forgotten. In the moments when we see the state of our fragility, regardless of how small we may feel, we have a God who upholds… cares… and sees us no matter how small we may feel that we are. When your thoughts,...
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Everything is Grace
Episode 143 (10/06/21): Pain, difficulty, confusion, and chaos has a way of blinding us from the sobering reality that we are not entitled to anything in this life. When we struggle to see God’s goodness in the midst of all that swirls in our head and heart, may we lean into the chaos seeking…
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We Are Right Where We Need To Be
Episode 142 (09/22/21): “God, where are You…!? “God, what are You doing…!? “God, why am I going through this…!?” When life doesn’t seem to make sense… underlying, uncomfortable, questions such as these, will find us all. On todays episode, join us as we look at three separate stories in the Bible...
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... emptied (where all else flow).
Episode 141 (09/18/21): Growing up, my grandmother used to put together big diners for our big family gatherings. As I look back on these dinners, I remember many, many times, where my dad would PLEED with her that instead of feeling the need to constantly serve, for her to instead just be…
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Where The Wind Rages On Our Anxieties...
Episode 140 (09/08/21): Each breath is a fragile gift… yet so much of my time is spent fantasizing about the future that does not exist. When anxieties run wild, and emotions and expectations fail us, a sobering reality looms over us... On the day that we breathe our last, nothing else will…
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Your Life is a Song, Today is the Canvas.
Episode 139 (09/01/21): Each day that we are alive, countless opportunities to be present, disengaged, or lost in the countless notes of emotions in between, will find us. In the moments where it is so easy to get lost in what awaits tomorrow, what has occurred yesterday, and that which we can…
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...fade.
Episode 138 (08/25/21): I recently had a dream, where the most beautiful of skies turned into a sky full of fire and terror. I don’t know why that as quick as a snap of a finger, we can go from being FULL of hope, joy, purpose, identity, confidence and strength... to EVERY color in our life…
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There is a Vineyard.
Episode 137 (08/18/21): For every heavy heart. For those who feel overwhelmed by darkness. For those who need a reminder that you are NOT alone. For those who are struggling to see the Lord’s faithfulness in the midst of darkness. May this episode meet you wherever today finds you. There is a...
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Freedom Today
Episode 136 (07/07/21): When war is all you’ve known, it’s hard to understand what freedom is. When we struggle, fight, and war against ourselves/others… does it mean that we are not free…? Join us as we seek to find what the Bible teaches about the freedom that each of us deeply long for and...
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The Shadow of Weakness, At The Foot of The Cross.
Episode 135 (06/28/21): In a world of celebrities, and pedestals, we often hide away our messes; Yet through it all, every mess highlights something so much greater than ourselves… Heavy heart, the shadow proves the sunshine. May this episode meet to you wherever you are... Music referenced in…
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Lessons in The Divine Curriculum of Depression, Grace, & Faith (Feat. Dr. Terry Powell)
Episode 134 (06/16/21): Heavy heart, depression will NOT have the final word. The influence of Dr. Terry Powell in my life can not be stressed enough. I met Dr. Powell during my years of undergrad at Columbia International University, and I can say with confidence that he's had one of the biggest...
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Crawling, While Learning To Walk.
Episode 133 (06/09/21): "So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free.” - Jesus (John 8:36) Quotes such as this sounds nice, but where is freedom in the constant moments where our brokenness finds us day after day? On today’s episode, join us as we continue from Epsiode 132 and ask ourselves,...
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Jesus.
Episode 132 (06/09/21): June 2011, on the floor of my bedroom, my life changed forever. 10 years later? I’m just as overwhelmed and overcome as in that moment. Heavy heart, Jesus is so much more than what we can wrap our heads around…. This how I met Jesus. Music referenced in this episode: The...
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it's all sensory...
Episode 131 (05/26/21): When we don’t know what’s going on… When our emotions and thoughts are deceptive… When our senses fail us… When we feel at the end of our rope… All feelings are valid, yet feelings are temporary. And at the end of the day… our emotions are just sensory. Heavy heart, there…
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The Things Not Shared On Social Media
Episode 130 (05/19/21): Words can’t express how much social media has changed the way we live our lives. In our attempts to express ourselves, often we take on the role of the “director” of the narrative of our life… cropping and editing each moment so that it aligns with what we desire our lives...
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Help Me Look Past, & See Your Freedom.
Episode 129 (05/12/21): For those who desire to look past themselves, in order to see the true freedom that is longed for... Music referenced in this episode: Josh Gauton, "Time’s Not Wasted" (From the album: O Peace)
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... in transition.
Episode 128 (05/05/21): Regardless of where today finds you, each and every one of us will go through the different seasons of life aware/unaware… prepared/unprepared… rejoicing/lamenting. In the moments where we feel insufficient to address the changes that life brings, is there anything...
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Keep It Clear. (Featuring: Judah Smith)
Episode 127 (04/28/21): Sometimes the book of Revelation can be so overwhelming that it is avoided; however, there is so much in what John writes in the book of Revelation that brings clarity to our day to day life in light of eternity. Back in 2013, I heard sermon by the pastor Judah Smith...
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Holy Spirit, Help Me Not Fight You... (Feat. Karen Blanchard)
Episode 126 (04/31/21): “We can be a good person and still be outside of what God wants us to do.” - Karen Blanchard In John 10:10, Jesus speaks about the abundant life that only be found in Him… yet so often it can feel like there is a disconnect between the promises of Scripture, and the…
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The Cry In Our Heart
Episode 125 (03/31/21): Heavy heart, YOU ARE NOT ALONE! You were made for so much MORE then all of this... Music referenced in this episode: Hillsong Worship, "Beautiful Exchange" (From the album: A Beautiful Exchange)
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Kingdom.
Episode 124 (03/24/21): Each day greets us with various needs, longings and anxieties that will find us no matter where we are. When we are so desperate for a solution to the many needs, longings and anxieties that weigh heavy on our heart and mind… we can often fail to see the things that really...
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Vapors. (Being Present, Pt. 3)
Episode 123 (03/17/21): “What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes.”- James 4:14 Time is deceptive… for it’s so easy to believe that we have plenty of it, until we don’t. No matter who we are, or what we do, death will catch up to us all… however, is…
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Complete Confidence. (Being Present, Pt. 2)
Episode 122 (03/10/21): Each day, we encounter hurt, heartbreaks, insecurities, and fears… In our fear? We fight. In the fight? We doubt. In our doubt? We run. We all long to have a confidence that our days & pursuits are not in vain. May we not run away from our Creator, Savior, and Sustainer…...
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Seasons & Souvenirs (Being Present, Pt. 1)
Episode 121 (03/03/21): As humans, we struggle with change... and often, we spend our days trying to relive our yesterdays or fantasizing over what changes tomorrow may bring. When we find ourselves stuck between the days gone by, and what lies over the horizon of our tomorrows, how can we be...
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The Kindness of God In Our Confusion & Brokenness
Episode 120 (02/24/21): The Summer of 2014 found my head leaned up against a trash can, completely at a lost for words. In the moments where the plans that we once held so tightly blows away with the wind… when we find ourselves exhausted & numb… in the moments where confusion & brokenness...
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In Loneliness & Longings... (Nomad)
Episode 119 (02/17/2021): Have you ever felt as if you were in a funk? In the moments and seasons where we find ourselves overwhelmed and overcome; our loneliness, longings, and lies can begin to become the loudest voices in the private chamber of our heart and mind. Where do we go when we don’t...
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Why Can't I See What Others See? (The Veil)
Episode 118 (02/10/2021): All of us have had times in our lives where we have felt lost reading the Bible, times where we felt lost sitting in church, and moments where we question the relevancy of Jesus concerning our lives today. We all have times where we feel as if we going through the…
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Yet...(Can I Be Honest?)
Episode 117 (02/03/21): Have you ever felt as if there was a dark cloud of hurt, doubt, questions, and confusion that hangs over your heart and mind? In the moments where it’s difficult to “snap out of it”, can we be honest to the Lord with the overwhelming pain that feels like it can swallow us...
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Wrapping Our Head Around The Church
Episode 116 (01/27/21): Church. This one word can bring so many thoughts, emotions, and memories to our mind; however, what is the church and why does it matter? In today’s episode, join us as we look at the unity that can be found despite our age, flag, background, job, social class, baggage…
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Weakness
Episode 115 (01/20/21): Heavy heart, there is a strength to be found in weakness. There is a strength to be found in weakness. Music referenced in this episode: Blue October, “Only Lost Is Found” (From the album: This Is What I Live For)
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The Evening Glow (Have I Been Abandoned?)
Episode 114 (01/13/21): No matter who we are, all of us will have moments in our lives where we feel abandoned... when the beautiful sunsets of life give way to harshest of nights. When our world crashes down around our feet, and our dreams & hopes feel distant, have we been abandoned? Whether we...
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Mountain
Episode 113 (12/28/20): In Psalm 18, David writes of how the Lord has made his feet “as surefooted as a deer”, yet if I’m being honest, I know that I often do not feel as surefooted as a deer on this mountain of life… and I’m sure I’m not the only one. As we stand together at the end of a year…
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Rest Easy My Child... You're Going To Be Okay. (Featuring: Jason Fullum)
Episode 112 (12/16/20): There are certain individuals in our lives whose presence brings peace and perspective, and to me, Jason Fullum is one of those rare gifts. Growing up in Detroit as a kid, all that Jason ever wanted was a true friend and the certainty that everything would be okay. Today,...
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Rust.
Episode 111 (12/09/20): In each and every breath, we all hold longings near to our heart. From the longings for restoration, longings for fulfillment, and longings to escape the frailty & insecurities of life, in every heartbeat… in every sigh that life brings… our hearts cry out for more. In...
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No matter who you are, what you believe, or where you live, chaos and difficulty finds us all; however, is there beauty that can be found in the pain? The Colorinchaos Podcast is an honest conversation for those who seek growth through the difficulty and awkwardness of life while not ignoring the pain, uncomfortably, questions, brokenness, restlessness, and the unknown that comes with it.
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