Cross My Heart with Hannah Beck

Chloe is here for episode 10! This week we talked about homoerotic friendships, turning 25, “Cry Thursdays”  at church camp, chosen family over blood family, ASMR, and all-time favorite albums. .Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Chapter: 0:00 – Hannah’s birthday party11:21 – Confessional: are you gay?17:42 – God is a woman (and we worship her)25:19 – Embarrassing middle school stories (the refrigerator box)31:00 – Homoerotic friendships35:21 – Starting a cult for: Midwestern ways of showing love & full albums45:00 – Forgive me but: put your dog on a leash & write letters48:06 – Roses & ThornsHannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #ComingOut #MidwestLGBTQ #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #ChristianDeconstruction #ChosenFamily #MentalHealth #ComfortCreator #StandUpComedy #QueerTikTok #PodcastKeywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcastCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

My friend Kaitlin is here! This week we talked about lesbian fanfics, the youtubers that raised us (and the ones that were cancelled), Alexander Hamilton, miniskirts, and a DM from a lady named Paula that I feel weird about! Follow Kaitlin @k.aitlin.joi on IGCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.#HannahBeck #CrossMyHeartPodcast #GayPodcast #LesbianPodcast #QueerComedy #TikTokComedian #DearDaddyGod #ChicagoComedy #ComingOut #MidwestLGBTQ #ExEvangelical #ReligiousTrauma #ChristianDeconstruction #ChosenFamily #MentalHealth #ComfortCreator #StandUpComedy #QueerTikTok #PodcastKeywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcastCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

here’s another edible-induced Q&A episode!  I'm answering your questions about growing up queer, leaving the church, and why I called God "Daddy." I discuss some heavier topics today so take extra care while listening <3Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany Broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launchCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

My straightest friend is here and I have so many questions. Olyvia is a Chicago stand-up comedian, fantastic friend, and the only person I know who is not even a little bit gay. We talk about my recent social faux pas with a celebrity,  why evil boyfriends don't deserve to go to Europe, medication shame, writing a TV show, and why lesbians will survive the end times. Follow Olyvia @olyviadibsie on Instagram and @im.lyving on TikTok!Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch, hannah beck gay best friend, straight ally, queer best friend, female friendship, women in comedy, Chicago stand-up, Olyvia DibsieChapters: 0:00 Lesbians Will Survive the End Times0:36 Intro + Evil Boyfriends Don't Deserve to Go to Europe3:11 Roses & Thorns5:30 Thorns: Doom Scrolling, Lesbians Will Survive & the Steak 'n Shake Incident14:43 Bud: Comedy Goals & New York 15:24 What Are You Starting a Cult For? (Flowers for Everyone)19:13 What Are You Starting a Cult For? (I'm Writing a TV Show)25:31 Forgive Me, But: Medication = Mario Kart29:27 Forgive Me, But: Pink Whitney & Dating Athletes32:52 Studying the Straight Experience34:50 ConfessionalCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

My most requested guest is finally here. Matthew is my best friend, my high school “beard”, my roommate, and the man who knew I was gay before I did! Watch us yap on our living room couch sort of like we do every day : ) Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch, hannah beck gay best friend0:00 — Teaser0:30 — Meet Matthew0:51 — Hannah is hungover1:26 — Drunk college stories4:37 — Karaoke & Matthew's Voice Lessons8:05 — Roses & Thorns11:20 — Reddit & Health Anxiety12:34 — Thorns of the Week14:17 — Line Dancing15:15 — Prom Memories16:22 — Starting a Cult: Trying Things You're Bad At17:31 — How I Started Stand-Up Comedy18:40 — Bombing in Springfield20:21 — Bombing in Chicago22:26 — Starting a Cult: Thursday Nights Out23:17 — The 45-Minute Thursday Date24:26 — Why I Yap Through Movies25:35 — Starting a Cult: Reflecting on Media You Consume28:23 — How We Met: Queer Kids Finding Each Other30:26 — My Last Ditch Effort at Finding a Man32:41 — Sneaking Around in High School35:19 — Getting Doxed on TikTok38:17 — Confessional: What You Used to Believe39:47 — Glaring Signs You Were Gay41:52 — The DoorDash Sex Candle 43:45 — Matthew's Personal EGOT Goals47:06 — Goodbye & Thank YouCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

My college roommate Avery is on the pod! We talk about how she basically turned me gay, our wattpad fan fiction eras, seeing God on an edible, getting sketchy tattoos in New Orleans, hiding Aldi wine in Hydro Flasks, and why our big gay friend group is basically a commune. Plus: manifesting with Brad, decoy journals, and why you should put your phone down.Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch0:00 How We Met0:50 Voting1:23 Our Radicalization Journeys2:20 Growing Up Conservative3:06 Fan Fiction Era5:18 Who Turned Hannah Gay?5:59 The Gift of Prophecy 7:19 Manifesting & Tapping13:59 Gay Awakenings 20:11 What Are You Starting a Cult For?27:04 Forgive Me, But: Friend Riders27:57 Forgive Me, But: Put Your Phone Down29:49 Confessional33:14 That Time We Saw God 38:21 Avery meeting my Parents40:12 Matching Tattoos48:26 What's Next for Avery49:09 Goals & Parting WisdomCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

In this solo Q&A episode, I'm answering ALL your questions about my Dear Daddy God diary series! From "why did you say Daddy God?" to "where is Chloe now?" fair warning: I took an edible before filming this, so buckle up for some rambling about fidget toys, bicep curls, and the prohibition movement. Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Comment, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launch0:00 - Questions Answered Today0:45 - Welcome to the Episode1:51 - Fidget Toy Review (I Took an Edible)4:32 - Why Did You Say "Daddy God"?6:34 - Where Is Chloe Now?8:20 - The Jason/Matthew Arc9:58 - Is Chloe With a Woman Now? 10:07 - Are You Still Religious?11:53 - Did You Lose Friendships After Deconstructing?13:23 - The Apostolic Christian Church Explained14:16 - Boys = Men 17:37 - Craziest Church / Cult Story?29:07 - I Joined the Prohibition Movement 31:10 - Do You Still Talk to Your Parents?31:59 - Are you the tube top girl? 33:25 - Future Plans: TV Show, Book, Live Comedy35:48 - Where to See Me Do Standup35:44 - What's your dating life like? Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

Join Hannah Beck and guest Sam Rocha (@samhandleyrocha) for a hilarious and heartfelt conversation about religion, queerness, and freaking out at the airport.CHAPTERS:0:00 - INTRO0:28 - Welcome & Roses and Thorns4:44 - First Communion10:49 - Sam and the Lion King 13:55 - Playing Games18:08 - Karaoke / Amazing Grace21:36 - Hannah's Daddy God Diaries23:32 - Sam's Gender as it Relates to Golf25:35 - Queer Role Models30:55 - Starting a Cult: Eurythmics & Hillary Duff35:25 - Ozempic37:27 - Sam's Airport Series & TSA Stories43:09 - The JFK Conspiracy44:03 - Where to Find SamKnown for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launchCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤Follow Sam Rocha:Instagram & TikTok: @samhandleyrocha#CrossMyHeartPodcast #HannahBeck #SamRocha #ReligiousTrauma #StandupComedy #ViralComedian #LGBTQPodcast #ExVangelical  #ChicagoComedy #podcastclips  Cross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

Hannah Beck sits down with viral comedian Claire Sundbye (@lilshrimpsnack) for the most unhinged episode yet.Hannah and Claire bond over religious trauma, leaving high-control religion, and setting boundaries with toxic parents. FOLLOW HANNAH: @hannahbeckcomedyNew episodes of Cross My Heart every week!#CrossMyHeartPodcast #HannahBeck #ClaireSundbye #ReligiousTrauma #StandupComedy #ViralComedian #LGBTQPodcast #ExVangelical #DogBedGirl #ChicagoComedy #podcastclips  #FirstDateHorrorStories 0:00 - Teaser: Dog Bed Girl0:33 - Meet Claire Sundbye1:30 - Westboro Baptist Church2:39 - Going Viral5:21 - Content Creators in Standup6:04 - Roses & Thorns9:34 - Worst First Date12:02 - Unanswered Messages13:54 - Starting a Cult For16:34 - Forgive Me, But20:43 - Anxiety & Screens25:20 - Freedom After Religion32:04 - Confessional40:24 - Where to Find ClaireKeywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Claire Sundbye, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, dog bed girl, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Westboro Baptist Church, Midwest LGBTQ, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, lesbian dating, first date horror stories, Cheesecake Factory, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, Christian deconstruction, LGBTQ stories, queer podcast, Caleb Hearon, Caleb Hearon fans, So True Podcast, Brittany Broski, Broski ReportCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤

Chicago stand-up comedian and social media personality Hannah Beck launches her new podcast Cross My Heart in this hilarious and heartfelt debut episode. Known for her viral "Tube top" video and "Dear Daddy God" diary series on TikTok, Hannah dives deep into the messy but beautiful reality of growing up queer in the Midwest.Keywords: Hannah Beck, Cross My Heart podcast, Chicago comedy, gay podcast, lesbian podcast, TikTok comedian, Dear Daddy God, religious trauma, ex-evangelical, queer comedy, Midwest LGBTQ, Caleb Hearon fans, So true Podcast Brittany Broski, Broski Report with Brittany broski, comfort creator, coming out stories, Christian deconstruction, mental health, therapy podcast, chosen family, lesbian dating, stand-up comedy, viral TikTok, queer, podcast launchCross My Heart is hosted by Hannah Beck. Follow @hannahbeckcomedy on TikTok and Instagram. New episodes every Monday. Rate, review, and tell your gay friends 🖤