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Feeling Loudly: Astrology + Divination
by Jana of Feeling Loudly
Feeling Loudly is a podcast about the power of emotion, hosted by astrologer and diviner Jana of Feeling Loudly. We explore what it means to be a sentient being in a loud, wild, flailing world, and how mystical practices can support us in finding our center.Jana is an Akashic Records reader, evolutionary astrologer, and tarot reader based in the Pacific Northwest. Their practice is rooted in queer, abolitionist, anti-capitalist values. You can learn more about their work and book a reading at feelingloudly.com, or find them on social at @feelingloudly.
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April 27 - May 3: New Moon in Taurus + Venus conjunct Neptune in Aries
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of April 27 - May 3, 2025.It’s a very quiet week compared to the last several. The highlights are our New Moon in Taurus and Venus’s ingress into Aries, which is quickly followed by Venus conjunct Neptune. The week might feel slow, sleepy, and a bit dissociative at times.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODENew Moon in Taurus audio readingTaurus Suns, take 20% live readings through May 19 with code TAURUS2025HOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Instagram, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEModern Witch Tarot by Lisa Sterle“Moonshine” by Prigida: https://uppbeat.io/track/prigida/moonshineTIME STAMPS00:00 Intro02:18 Horoscope02:19 Sunday, April 2702:40 Moon enters Taurus04:14 New Moon in Taurus08:06 Moon enters Gemini09:41 Venus enters Aries11:53 Venus conjunct Neptune17:27 Tarotscope17:35 The Anchor: Three of Swords Rx21:24 The Challenge: Ace of Cups23:52 The Gift: The Chariot Rx30:53 OutroHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, April 2701:17 - Moon enters Taurus13:30 - New Moon 7°46 TaurusTuesday, April 2900:35 - Moon enters GeminiWednesday, April 3011:16 - Venus enters AriesFriday, May 211:06 - Venus conjunct Neptune 01°08 AriesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Three of Swords Rx – recovering from pain; intentionally pulling the swords from our heart/mind🏋️♀️ The Challenge: Ace of Cups – the rebirth of love; healing and connection; self-love and love for other💐 The Gift: The Chariot Rx – revisiting the past; pausing before leaping forward; slowing down
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April 20 - April 26: Sun, Mars & Pluto square off + Saturn & Venus meet the North Node in Pisces
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of April 20 - April 26, 2025.This week brings challenges — and opportunities for growth. Every fixed season will feel a bit more tense when the luminaries interact with Pluto in Aquarius, and this first stretch of Taurus Season begins/ends with some extra heft, as Mars in Leo joins the fixed party once more to stir up trouble.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODETaurus Suns, take 20% live readings with code TAURUS2025HOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Instagram, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEModern Witch Tarot by Lisa Sterle“Moonshine” by Prigida: https://uppbeat.io/track/prigida/moonshineTIME STAMPS00:00 Intro02:17 Horoscope02:25 Sunday, April 2003:03 Venus sextile Uranus03:36 Mercury sextile Pluto04:43 Moon enters Aquarius05:35 Sun square Mars06:35 First Quarter Moon in Aquarius07:35 Tuesday, April 2207:46 Saturn conjunct North Node09:03 Moon enters Pisces09:48 Wednesday, April 2309:49 Sun square Pluto10:58 Thursday, April 2411:00 Venus conjunct North Node & Saturn12:01 Friday, April 2512:03 Moon enters Aries12:31 Saturday, April 2612:33 Mars opposite Pluto14:44 Tarotscope15:20 The Anchor: Four of Wands17:08 The Challenge: Five of Cups Rx19:42 The Gift: Knight of Wands Rx27:31 OutroHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, April 2012:20 - Venus 25°45 Pisces sextile Uranus 25°45 Taurus15:39 - Mercury 03°46 Aries sextile Pluto 03°46 Aquarius17:22 - Moon enters Aquarius19:33 - Sun 01°12 Taurus square Mars 01°12 Leo19:36 - Last Quarter Moon 01°12 AquariusTuesday, April 2201:09 - Saturn conjunct North Node 26°56 Pisces23:07 - Moon enters PiscesWednesday, April 2311:10 - Sun 03°47 Taurus square Pluto 03°47 AquariusThursday, April 2403:25 - Venus conjunct North Node 26°58 Pisces18:01 - Venus conjunct Saturn 27°13 PiscesFriday, April 2501:24 - Moon enters AriesSaturday, April 2619:05 - Mars 03°48 Leo opposite Pluto 03°48 AquariusTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Four of Wands – gathering with beloveds; spiritual connection; a sense of home🏋️♀️ The Challenge: Five of Cups Rx – melancholy and disappointment; stuck emotion💐 The Gift: Knight of Wands Rx – taking a valiant risk; or, being halted from recklessness
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April 13 - April 19: Mercury enters Aries, Mars enters Leo & Taurus season begins
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of April 13 - April 19, 2025.Three ingresses this week! Mercury enters Aries and quickly forms a conjunction to Neptune in Aries. Mars enters Leo, reinvigorating lessons from November 4 - January 6. And the Sun enters Taurus, carrying us into the season of fixed earth.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODEMy Full Moon in Libra audio readingHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEThe Cosmic Slumber Tarot by Tillie Walden“Moonshine” by Prigida: https://uppbeat.io/track/prigida/moonshineTIME STAMPS00:00 Intro00:40 Horoscope02:11 Moon enters Scorpio04:30 Moon enters Sagittarius05:20 Mercury enters Aries06:03 Mercury conjunct Neptune10:08 Mars enters Leo13:37 Moon enters Capricorn15:33 Sun enters Taurus17:04 Mars trine Neptune19:03 Tarotscope19:07 The Anchor: Queen of Cups Rx21:12 The Challenge: Knight of Swords24:07 The Gift: The Morning Rx27:31 OutroHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, April 1307:54 - Moon enters ScorpioTuesday, April 1520:37 - Moon enters SagittariusWednesday, April 1600:25 - Mercury enters Aries22:10 - Mercury conjunct Neptune 00°38 AriesThursday, April 1722:21 - Mars enters LeoFriday, April 1808:12 - Moon enters CapricornSaturday, April 1913:56 - Sun enters Taurus16:32 - Mars 00°44 Leo trine Neptune 00°44 AriesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Queen of Cups Rx – gushing emotion; overwhelm; need for energetic boundaries🏋️♀️ The Challenge: Knight of Swords – shady motivations; someone who's callous or reckless💐 The Gift: The Morning Rx – exploring the dream space; shifts to morning routine
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April 6 - April 12: Mercury & Venus Station Direct + Full Moon in Libra
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of April 6 - April 12, 2025.This week closes out both Mercury and Venus retrograde, and features a Libra Full Moon that further emphasizes the lessons of the Aries-Libra nodal era, which were activated in a big way during last week's Solar Eclipse in Aries. Take note of what comes up, how you're feeling, and how much you've grown. 😘For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODEVenus Rx & Relational Rewinds – my guide to Venus retrogradeAll Things Pisces – guest appearance on the Aquarian Spirals Podcast with Amanda MorenoHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEWild Unknown Tarot by Kim Krans“Moonshine” by PrigidaHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, April 603:44 - Sun 16°50 Aries sextile Jupiter 16°50 Gemini06:13 - Venus Rx 25°29 Pisces trine Mars 25°29 CancerMonday, April 705:00 - Venus Rx 25°15 Pisces conjunct Saturn 25°15 Pisces05:08 - Mercury stations direct 25°49 Pisces22:47 - Venus Rx 25°05 Pisces sextile Uranus 25°05 TaurusTuesday, April 807:40 - Moon enters VirgoThursday, April 1019:12 - Moon enters LibraFriday, April 1103:42 - Mars 27°18 Cancer trine North Node 27°18 PiscesSaturday, April 1209:59 - Sun 22°59 Aries conjunct Chiron 22°59 Aries18:21 - Full Moon 23°19 Libra19:02 - Venus stations direct 24°37 PiscesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Five of Cups Rx – letting go of past hurt; deciding it's time to move forward; alternatively, denying painful feelings🏋️♀️ The Challenge: The World – finding closure; learning our lessons; integrating recent experiences; preparing for a new beginning💐 The Gift: Page of Pentacles Rx – admitting our inexperience; welcoming help; rooting in humility; opening up to starting over again
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March 30 - April 5: Neptune enters Aries + Venus conjunct North Node
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of March 30 - April 5, 2025. The standout transits of the week are Neptune's ingress into Aries and Venus retrograde conjunct the North Node in Pisces. But later in the week, we have some delicious sextile + trine action to help guide us forward and gain momentum.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODESolar Eclipse in Aries – my audio reading (start a free Patreon trial or purchase it for $3.33)Hooked: Piscean Intoxication – my article on the February 1 Venus, Neptune, North Node conjunction in Pisces (still relevant!)Venus Rx & Relational Rewinds – my guide to Venus retrogradeAll Things Pisces – guest appearance on the Aquarian Spirals Podcast with Amanda MorenoHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODERosebud Tarot by Diana Rose Harper“Moonshine” by PrigidaHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, March 3006:01 - Neptune enters Aries14:16 - Moon enters TaurusTuesday, April 106:15 - Venus conjunct North Node 27°17 Pisces14:25 - Moon enters GeminiThursday, April 316:50 - Moon enters CancerFriday, April 410:20 - Saturn 24°55 Pisces sextile Uranus 24°55 Taurus17:04 - Mars 24°56 Cancer sextile Uranus 24°56 Taurus19:07 - Mars 24°58 Cancer trine Saturn 24°58 Pisces20:15 - First Quarter Moon 15°33 CancerSaturday, April 522:34 - Moon enters LeoTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: The Empress – generativity & sensuality; opening up to receiving pleasure; caring for self and other🏋️♀️ The Challenge: Knight of Pentacles – committing to the work; finding our momentum; procrastination/lethargy💐 The Gift: The Magician – rooting in our power; leveraging our skills; working our strengths; sharpening our focus
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March 23 - March 29: Mercury Rx Cazimi + Solar Eclipse in Aries
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of March 23 - March 29, 2025.With major transits every single day, it's bound to be a full week. Fresh off the heels of our Venus cazimi, we begin with some Plutonian action — the Sun, Moon, and Mercury all coming into contact with Pluto in Aquarius. Later, Venus and Mercury both retrograde back into Pisces, and then we experience a North Node Solar Eclipse in Aries.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODEVenus Rx & Relational Rewinds – my guide to Venus retrogradeAll Things Pisces – guest appearance on the Aquarian Spirals Podcast with Amanda MorenoHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEThoth Tarot“Moonshine” by PrigidaHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, March 2313:31 - Sun 3°24 Aries sextile Pluto 3°24 AquariusMonday, March 2409:25 - Moon enters Aquarius13:48 - Sun conjunct Mercury 4°24 AriesTuesday, March 2516:02 - Mercury 3°27 Aries sextile Pluto 3°27 AquariusWednesday, March 2613:32 - Moon enters Pisces14:13 - Mars 21°59 Cancer square Chiron 21°59 Aries18:30 - Black Moon Lilith enters ScorpioThursday, March 2702:41 - Venus Rx re-enters Pisces07:13 - Venus Rx conjunct Neptune 29°53 PiscesFriday, March 2814:36 - Moon enters AriesSaturday, March 2904:48 - Solar Eclipse 8°53 Aries04:57 - New Moon 8°59 Aries20:18 - Mercury Rx re-enters PiscesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Queen of Swords — making clear decisions; setting boundaries; stepping into rational mode 🏋️♀️ The Challenge: The Lovers Rx — disruptive relational dynamics; struggling to make a choice; questioning ourselves💐 The Gift: Wheel of Fortune Rx — surrendering control; making necessary sacrifices; opening up to new possibilities
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March 16 - March 22: Neptune Cazimi + Venus Cazimi
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of March 16 - March 22, 2025.How’s your eclipse come-down? The Moon is waning all week, and with it we might feel a bit tired and frazzled, especially when we reach our mid-week Sun-Neptune conjunction and, later, our First Quarter Moon in Capricorn. But this week's highlights are Venusian. We're inspecting our desires and limitations and getting honest with ourselves about what we really want. For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.HOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Monday, March 1701:31 - Moon enters Scorpio14:21 - Sun conjunction North Node 27°28 PiscesWednesday, March 1914:17 - Moon enters Sagittarius17:24 - Sun conjunct Neptune 29°36 PiscesThursday, March 2003:02 - Sun enters AriesFriday, March 2115:31 - Venus 03°22 Aries sextile Pluto 03°22 AquariusSaturday, March 2201:29 - Moon enters Capricorn05:30 - Last Quarter Moon 02°05 Capricorn19:07 - Sun conjunct Venus 02°39 AriesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Strength — courageous vulnerability; exploring ego drives; putting ourselves out there🏋️♀️ The Challenge: The Lovers — wrestling with options; choosing a new way of relating; appreciating duality💐 The Gift: Two of Pentacles — carrying our responsibilities well; delegating as needed; making practical choicesMENTIONED IN THIS EPISODEVenus Rx & Relational Rewinds – my guide to Venus retrogradeFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEPersonal Space Tarot by Emilee Graverson“Moonshine” by PrigidaHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack
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March 9 - March 15: Lunar Eclipse in Virgo + Mercury Retrograde in Aries
This is your astrological and tarot forecast for the week of March 9 - March 15, 2025.The headliner is Friday's Full Moon South Node Lunar Eclipse in Virgo, which is quickly followed by Mercury stationing retrograde in Aries on Saturday. We'll be feeling the build-up to both transits all week. In this episode, I get into it + share a three-card spread to help you ground.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.TIME STAMPS00:00 Intro00:44 Horoscope03:29 Moon enters Leo04:47 Mercury conjunct Venus Rx07:19 Moon enters Virgo09:16 Sun conjunct Saturn11:00 Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Virgo15:36 Sun sextile Uranus16:052 Moon enters Libra18:30 Mercury stations retrograde22:51 Tarotscope22:57 The Anchor: Page of Wands22:27 The Challenge: Six of Pentacles26:49 The Gift: Page of Cups Rx29:13 OutroHOROSCOPEAll transits are listed in Mountain Time.Sunday, March 922:59 - Moon enters LeoTuesday, March 1122:54 - Mercury conjunct Venus Rx 8°47 AriesWednesday, March 1207:56 - Moon enters Virgo10:28 - Sun conjunct Saturn 22°05 PiscesFriday, March 1406:54 - Full Moon 23°56 Virgo06:59 - Lunar South Node Eclipse 23°58 Virgo09:16 - Sun 24°02 Pisces sextile Uranus 24°02 Taurus18:59 - Moon enters LibraSaturday, March 1506:46 - Mercury stations retrograde 09°35 AriesTAROTSCOPE⚓️ The Anchor: Page of Wands – embarking on an adventure; waiting for a sign; setting our sights on what we want; opening up to new possibilities🏋️♀️ The Challenge: Six of Pentacles – patterns of martyrdom or over-giving; generosity as a form of manipulation; imbalanced power dynamics💐 The Gift: Page of Cups Rx – inner child healing; opening up to imaginative possibilities; allowing ourselves to dream againMENTIONED IN THIS EPISODEVenus Rx & Relational Rewinds – my guide to Venus retrogradeFEATURED IN THIS EPISODEModern Witch Tarot by Lisa Sterle“Moonshine” by PrigidaHOW TO WORK WITH MEBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWHERE TO FIND MEFollow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack
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Resist Despair with the Knight of Swords
The podcast is back from break! And now featuring video! In our return episode, I talk about despair and how to combat it with courageous action, à la the Knight of Swords.Sometimes you've just gotta rip the bandaid off and do it — stop thinking, start moving. The Knight of Swords knows this. They have the gumption to cut through the noise of the naysaying mind and push forward against all odds. While they're often described as reckless or cavalier (and both can be true), at their core, the Knight of Swords is bold, daring,and rebellious. They're willing to put themselves out there, risking failure, rejection, and loss, if it means achieving their goals.In this time of collective uncertainty, when it's so easy to fall into dejection, we need deep hope and gritty resilience to guide us through— plus a hefty dash of rebellious swag. I talk about connecting with deep hope in generative ways, and turning away from shallow hope that feeds denial and disillusionment.For more collective and personal readings at accessible costs, become a patron. It's the easiest way to support this podcast. You can also buy me a coffee.How to work with me:Become a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Check out my links for moreWhere to find me:Follow me on Bluesky, Substack & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackMentioned in this episode:Hooked: Piscean Intoxication by me! (featuring contemplations on deep hope vs shallow hope)perilous magical object you got there! 📱🔮 by Jo O'Neill (featuring a delicious LOTR parallel)Featured in this episode:Lilifer Tarot by Little DarknessReclaim Oracle by Little Darkness"Time of the Season" by The Zombies“Moonshine” by Prigida
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Pluto in Aquarius Mini Reading
Surprise! A little break from our usual format. Pluto leaves Capricorn for the last time of our lives and enters Aquarius for a 20-year stay on November 19. In this episode, I do a little three-card tarot reading to help you ground and find the gold in the midst of chaos and uncertainty.Show Notes: Register for Meeting the Minors Next World Tarot by Cristy C. Road “Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more
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Two of Pentacles + Closure
There’s a lot of modern talk about how closure is only truly found within. And TBH? I disagree. I think this is a reaction to a relational culture that’s still pretty averse to deep & honest closure conversations. I think we’ve grown so used to the lack of collaborative closure that we’ve convinced ourselves the need or desire is negligible.“I never get that, so I don’t need it anyway” might just soften the pain of having a consistently unmet need. But is it really true?In this episode, I explore what it means to find closure when we can't seem to get it from someone else — and how the grief of heartbreak and loss is more of a spiral than a straight line. I discuss the Two of Pentacles and its connection to balance & burden, and, as always, I unravel the lyrics of a song that capture the essence of this episode's energy.Show Notes:Lilifer Tarot by Little DarknessReclaim Oracle by Little Darkness"Promise" by Ben Howard (channeled song)My article for The Astrophile: "On Longing"Feeling Loudly Podcast Spotify Playlist“Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links:View all my links in one placeBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Buy me a coffee to show your supportFollow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackSubscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackVisit my website for more
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Eight of Cups + Injustice
As we approach our South Node Solar Eclipse in Libra on October 2, relationships are center stage, and so are relational dynamics. What or who are you ready to leave behind in this nodal era?Our tarot card, the Eight of Cups, is inviting us to get honest. And our oracle cards, Injustice and Lust, are pointing us toward the freedom and passion on the other side of honesty. When we recognize the imbalance and inauthenticity in our connections, we can choose to stay in denial, to willfully shift that dynamic (when possible), or to leave it behind entirely.Surrendering to the truth isn’t easy, but it is life-changing. And this season promises to bring necessary change that opens us up to delicious new possibilities.Show Notes:Lilifer Tarot by Little DarknessReclaim Oracle by Little DarknessDiana (You Don’t Even Know) by Fred again… (channeled song)Feeling Loudly Podcast Spotify Playlist“Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links:View all my links in one placeBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Buy me a coffee to show your supportFollow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackSubscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackVisit my website for more
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The Magician + Appreciation
The Magician is a card of manifestation, creativity, and willpower. But what does that mean outside the lens of patriarchy and capitalism, which teach us to over-power and exploit?In this episode, I explore Magician work through the lens of working with rather than working on — collaborating rather than dominating. Whether we’re embarking on a creative process, a magical working, or a connection with another being, appreciating their unique gifts and nature is essential if we want to build a healthy, cooperative, generative relationship. Understanding how our tools, ingredients, and collaborators operate is key. And understanding our own nature and power is too.In this way, Magician work becomes a conversation with elements, ingredients, creatures, and environments, and a divine process that allows us all to express our truth and realize our potential.Show Notes: Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness “Lush” by Four Tet (channeled song) Feeling Loudly Podcast Spotify Playlist “Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more
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Nine of Wands + Power
What does it mean to carry power responsibly? And what does grounded power look like? In this episode, I explore the 9 of Wands and its relationship to struggle. A card of resilience, grit, determination, and courage, this card evokes the image of the warrior — a traditional depiction of power. It’s visceral and intense. But like fire itself, power can become dangerous and contagious when unchecked, burning out of control and leaving a trail of destruction in its wake.Ethically wielding power means rooting in compassion and grounding ourselves. It’s like having water nearby, and constructing a fire pit out of rocks to contain the flames before we strike the match. Those measures allow us to burn safely, and to harness the creative power seeded our sacred rage.Show Notes: Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness “CLOUDS” by Park Hye Jin & Nosaj Thing (Channeled Song) Feeling Loudly Podcast Spotify Playlist “Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more
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Temperance + Insecurity
Welcome to Season Six. In our first episode, I explore the relationship between (in)security and Temperance — a Major Arcana card that teaches us about moderation, patience, and healing.When our foundation is rocked or we’re feeling unsteady, it’s natural to seek an escape from our pain. But sometimes short-term gratification pushes us further into the abyss. We can bypass our emotions temporarily, but not forever. Eventually they’ll come knocking.Staying present with tough emotions helps us increase our capacity for discomfort and pleasure. It gives us greater access our full range of emotion. It’s not necessarily fun work, but it’s life-changing. By pausing and getting present, we can interrupt the cycle of escapism and find new, more empowering ways to soothe our fears.Show Notes: Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness “Solstice” by Yeek (Channeled Song) “Moonshine” by Prigida (Intro & Outro Music)My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more
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Closure
Welcome to the final episode of Season 5. I’ll be taking a monthlong break from the podcast to chill out and process all the *~feels~* we explored in this season. You can find me on Patreon, Discord, and Instagram, and sign up for my newsletter, if you want to keep in touch in the meantime.This week, appropriately, our card is Closure, complemented by the 8 of Swords. I talk about how recognizing our agency and taking accountability is often a key step in achieving closure. And I share a couple personal stories about navigating the confusion and overwhelm of heartbreak and finding closure when you don’t have all the answers you desire.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Beach Baby" by Bon Iver S5 Spotify playlist
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Seven of Pentacles + Trust
This week’s tarot card, the 7 of Pentacles, brings us a message about trust, patience, and living in harmony with our environment. A Saturn in Taurus card, its medicine is slow and deliberate. It calls on us to ground our intentions in the 3D and to place faith in ourselves and the unseen forces that support us in bringing our dreams into reality. In this episode, I talk about the magic of the mundane and the power of simple ritual.Note: The first half of this episode was really quiet because my microphone was a whole foot from my facing and pointing in the wrong direction. 😆 Maybe that’s a message unto itself about getting grounded and taking care of the basics — lol. Enjoy.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "The Bay" by Metronomy S5 Spotify playlist
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Betrayal
This week’s feel is betrayal, complemented by The Tower. What a vibe, eh? 💀I thought this week’s episode might be lighter but I thought wrong!! I explored all sorts of betrayals in this episode and talked about how we often (not always) see and feel little b betrayals on the way to capital B betrayals in relationships. And, often, betrayal is a mechanism that frees us or someone we love from a connection that’s run its course — or an exit strategy that helps us avoid intimacy.P.S. Here's the Thom Yorke quote I mentioned but forgot to read aloud in the episode:"I grew up under Thatcher. I grew up believing that I was fundamentally powerless. Then gradually over the years it occurred to me that this was actually a very convenient myth for the state."My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Nude" by Radiohead S5 Spotify playlist
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Ten of Swords + Death
In today’s episode, I explore yet another swords card. This time it’s the oft-feared 10 of Swords — a card of endings, betrayals, losses, and, sometimes, deaths (usually metaphorical).With the Death oracle card appearing alongside it this week, we’re reminded of the apparent finality of this tarot archetype. It’s an ending that makes way for a new beginning. But in order to get there, we need to surrender. And, often, we need to set our sights on what’s possible instead of lingering in what was and allowing it to break us down all over again.I talk about how exploring literal death can help us more easefully navigate the metaphorical deaths we experience throughout our lives. Content warning: This episode does have some semi-graphic (but short) mentions of a recent death that happened close to me.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Entering the Zodiacal Classroom: A Mercurial Guide to Jupiter in Gemini Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "The Night We Met" by Lord Huron S5 Spotify playlist
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Criticism
Welcome to our feel of the week: Criticism. We all have an inner critic. But for some of us, the critic becomes so loud that we mistake it as the voice of truth, or even intuition. Often, that voice comes from a fear of intimacy and a feeling of inadequacy that was taught to us by our caregivers, peers, and culture.We might criticize the ones we love too, because criticism acts as a separating force — a way to keep them at arm’s length so it’s less painful if we lose them. Of course, it can be a form of control and abuse too. But for many of us, it’s a self-protective behavior meant to shield us from vulnerability. By reaching toward perfection in ourselves and others, we shut ourselves off to love and intimacy.Criticism is complemented by the 10 of Cups, a Mars in Pisces card, reminding me of how criticism can fracture community, leaving us lonely and isolated from the ones we need most. It also brings me into the Pisces-Virgo axis — one that has a lot to teach us about self-sacrifice, acceptance, compassion, and reciprocity.P.S. This episode was meant to be an AMA but I didn’t get any questions this month! Reminder that you can submit questions for future episodes via the Spotify episode page, the voice message link, or the contact form on my website.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Coming Alive" by Two Another S5 Spotify playlist
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Nine of Swords + Ideation
Trigger warning: This episodes includes mentions of self-harm, psychosis, and trauma.The 9 of Swords is a tricky card. Massive understatement. It draws us into some of the most shadowy corners of our mind, often triggering fear, paranoia, shame, self-loathing, and obsession.In this episode, I talk about a bit about an acute mental health episode I experienced, and share some thoughts about the connection between our family of origin and the family of voices that live within us (AKA our parts, à la Internal Family Systems). I hope it offers support and perspective to folks who need it.Here is a list of non-carceral mental health resources from Project LETS, an abolitionist, grassroots mental health org that supports people in crisis. This list includes crisis lines that do not work with the police and will not lead to involuntary hospitalization. I hope this supports you or someone you love, should you ever need it.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Just for Now" by Imogen Heap S5 Spotify playlist
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Attachment
This week’s feel: Attachment. Ouch. This was a very vulnerable episode and I hope it reaches the hearts that need it. I talk about my own history of enmeshed, unsafe relationships, and how I navigate the sticky feelings that come up when I feel attachment wounds rearing.Our clarifying tarot card is The Chariot (our tarot card of the week!). The focus and intention of this archetype offers us some bonus understanding about the nature of attachment — and how we may always carry the scars of loss and trauma, but we have a choice in how we act on them. We have agency.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "I Don't Want Love" by The Antlers S5 Spotify playlist
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The Chariot + Intuition
Our tarot card of the week is The Chariot, and it’s complemented by the Intuition oracle card, shedding light on the lunar energy of this tarot archetype. Chariot moments often involve decisions and preparations — we set our sights on the path ahead and then gear up to lurch forward.That process is often a very intuitive one. “What path should I take?” And, nodding to Cancer, it often calls for an inner check-in. “Do I have the emotional capacity to make this take this path? Am I resourced enough to face the potential consequences of this decision?"Asking these questions and can prepare us for aligned action if we're connected to our intuition. But if we're facing self-doubt and fear, we might get stuck in analysis paralysis and avoid taking action at all. I talk about my own relationship to intuitive decision-making, divining for myself, and waffling when I'm facing a scary choice.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Symmetry" by SYML S5 Spotify playlist
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Security
Our card of the week is Security, and it’s complemented by the King of Wands, here to show us the meaning of quiet power. In this episode, I explore the idea of rooted confidence and we do an experiential exercise to help you ground and empower yourself.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Feels Right" by Biig Piig S5 Spotify playlist
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Full Moon in Sagittarius 2024
It’s our last lunation episode! These Full Moon/New Moon readings are moving over to Patreon starting on June 6, with our New Moon in Gemini. You can become a “Community” supporter for just $4/month to access them + my weekly Patreon-only episodes, AKA the Four of Wands podcast.In this episode, I cover the themes of today’s Full Moon in Sagittarius, which is buoyed by a beautiful cradle, featuring big-hitters Neptune in Pisces and Pluto in Aquarius. After I talk astro, I get into our usual three-card tarot spread for this lunation.Note: I recorded today’s reading thinking it would be for patrons only, so I framed many of my statements that way. Hope it’s not too confusing! Enjoy.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes PORTALS Tarot by Taylor Ursula of That's So Pisces "I Should Go - Solo Version" by James Vincent McMorrow S5 Spotify playlist
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King of Swords + Peace
In this week’s Tarot Tuesday episode, I talk about returning the heart to the King of Swords, a figure that’s often described as heart-less. They don’t have to be! And our oracle card, Peace, shows us why. The sword can be wielded to shield our hearts and protect our peace, like setting a boundary with a loved one or performing a cord-cutting to release a connection, as I did today. And it can be used to fight for justice and love, as Palestinians and protestors around the world are demonstrating. How will you use your sword?My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes The Aquarian Spirals Podcast Appearance Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness Prism Oracle by Nicole Pivirotto "We Will Always Love You" by Avalanches + Blood Orange S5 Spotify playlist
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Limitation
This week’s feel is Limitation — the experiencing of holding yourself back from what or who you desire for fear of not being enough. Our accompanying tarot card is the Nine of Pentacles, which is oh so appropriate. A card of independence and self-reliance, it can represent an abundant but lonely life. In this episode, I talk about how self-limiting beliefs and fears of all kinds can prevent us from choosing the road less traveled.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Road" by Nick Drake S5 Spotify playlist
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Four of Swords + Happiness
Our card of the week is the Four of Swords, connected to Jupiter in Libra. A card of rest, reflection, and (often) solitude, it’s got me thinking about breakups, and an old phrase my mom would say to me whenever I was grieving a loss: “People enter our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime.” The Four of Swords can teach us about impermanence, and the beauty in loss. When we lose someone, we often gain a whole lot of self-knowledge that we can carry with us on our journey toward deeper fulfillment and joy.My Links:View all my links in one placeBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Buy me a coffee to show your supportFollow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackSubscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackVisit my website for more Show NotesLilifer Tarot by Little DarknessPrism Oracle by Nicole Pivirotto"Summer Love" by bLAck pARtyS5 Spotify playlist
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Appreciation
In this week’s episode, I explore the power of gratitude and presence, and talk about how appreciation is a force that can both preserve and deepen our love for one another (and ourselves).My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Heartbeats" by José González S5 Spotify playlist "I would rather be ashes than dust..." [Jack London quote]
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Full Moon in Scorpio 2024
Tonight’s Full Moon in Scorpio in exact at 5:38 PM MT at 4°17 Scorpio. With the Sun and Moon forming a T-square to Pluto in Aquarius, this is a whopper of a lunation that is likely to stir up deep-seated fears and emotions, and potentially cause us (and others) to grasp for control, when we really need to surrender. In this episode, I talk through the astrological energies and then share our usual three-card tarot spread for grounding advice.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Modern Witch Tarot by Lisa Sterle "Otomo" by Bonobo, O'Flynn [channeled song] S5 Spotify playlist
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Inhibition
Welcome to Friday Feels — a weekly series where I go deep on a single emotion or felt experience with the help of divination.This week’s feel is Inhibition. And it’s clarified by the Eight of Wands, a card about momentum, truth, and progress — perhaps the antidote to inhibition? Sometimes when we’re shy and insecure, it’s time to rip the bandaid off and do something that makes us uncomfortable, if only to prove to ourselves that we can. In this episode, I talked about how I overcame my camera-shyness (and mic-shyness) through good old fashioned exposure.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness The Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Everything In Its Right Place" by Radiohead [channeled song] S5 Spotify playlist
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The Empress + Sweetness
In today’s Tarot Tuesday episode, I explore the archetype of The Empress, and its beautiful embodiment of receptivity, generosity, gratitude, and reciprocity. I talk about how mother wounds + scarcity + trauma + toxic beauty standards can manifest in a fear or aversion to care. And I describe the beauty and possibility of an Empress-oriented world.P.S. You can listen to my Empress episode from the 22 Days of Tarot series if you want more insight on this luscious card.My Links:View all my links in one placeBecome a patron for exclusive contentBook a reading (code POD10 for 10% off)Buy me a coffee to show your supportFollow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTubeJoin the Feeling Loudly Discord serverSign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter)Subscribe to The Astrophile SubstackSubscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackVisit my website for more Show NotesThe Lilifer Tarot by Little DarknessThe Prism Oracle by Nicole Pivirotto"Impurities" by Arlo Parks [channeled song]S5 Spotify playlist
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Trust
Welcome to our second Friday Feels episode — a new weekly series, where I go deep on a single emotion or felt experience with the help of divination.In today's episode, we explore trust, first through the absence of it. I talk about hypervigilance, and how hard it can be to trust when you live with the side effects of trauma (the Five of Swords experience). Then, I talk about the presence of trust, and the somatic experience of it — how that calm knowing often comes through consistency and stability (the King of Pentacles experience).Trust is a spectrum, not a binary, and it's something we can work toward over time through slow and steady commitment to ourselves, our guides, and each other. Learning to decode your body’s signals of safety versus danger is a big part of that.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly Substack Visit my website for more Show Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness The Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "U&ME" by Alt-J [channeled song] S5 Spotify playlist
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Three of Swords + Isolation
Welcome to Tarot Tuesday — a weekly series where I focus on a single tarot card and explore its meaning through my own lived experience and bonus oracular insights. Our first episode in this series is starting off ouch-y with the 3 of Swords — a card of heartbreak, grief, loss, and, often, betrayal. I talk about how painful experiences can create psychic & emotional patterns that we might re-encounter throughout our lives (maybe two more times!) in new forms as we unconsciously yearn to heal from the original heartbreak. I also share a bit about my experience with abusive relationships, victim mentality, the drama triangle, and more.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackShow Notes Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness The Prism Oracle by Nicole Pivirotto "Hot Blooded" by New Constellations [channeled song] Spotify playlist of podcast songs
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Aries New Moon Solar Eclipse 2024
In this episode, I cover the astrology of our April 8 New Moon Solar Eclipse in Aries and share a three-card tarot reading to dig deeper into the themes of the moment.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackShow Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness The Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness
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Lust
Welcome to our first Friday Feels episode — a new weekly series, where I go deep on a single emotion or felt experience with the help of divination.In today's episode, we explore lust, desire, sexuality, and love. The complexity of wanting and not wanting. The complexity of both loving and hating someone, and expressing that through our bodies.CONTENT WARNING: This episode includes brief mentions of sexual trauma.My Links: View all my links in one place Become a patron for exclusive content Book a reading (code POD10 for 10% off) Buy me a coffee to show your support Follow me on Instagram, Substack, TikTok & YouTube Join the Feeling Loudly Discord server Sign up for The Moonletter (my newsletter) Subscribe to The Astrophile Substack Subscribe to the Feeling Loudly SubstackShow Notes Reclaim Oracle by Little Darkness The Lilifer Tarot by Little Darkness "Someone New" by Banks [channeled song] S5 Spotify playlist
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The World [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 22 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The World (21). I talk about spiritual initiations, friend breakups, and finding closure amidst the mess of it all.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Symbol" by Adrianne Lenker The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Judgement [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 21 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is Judgement. I talk about heart-opening, hope, happiness, and direction.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Always This Late" by ODESZA The Modern Nirvana Oracle Deck "Happiness" by Laura Van Prooyen Radical Hope: Letters of Love and Dissent in Dangerous Times by Carolina De RobertisIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Sun [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 20 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Sun (19). I talk about the 12th house, and how the absence of joy can teach us about joy too.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Sweet Holy Honey" by Sango & Xavier Omär The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Moon [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 19 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Moon (18). I talk about self-trust, intuition, and getting weird at my altar.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "It Rains Love" by Lee Fields & The Expressions The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Star [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 18 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Star (17). I talk about the power of hope and vision, and how identifying our desires helps us craft a new reality.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Rain Makes the River" by Jazzanova The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Tower [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 2 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Tower (16). I talk about the beauty in destruction, the trauma of separation, and the value of Venusian medicine during Tower times.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "White Gloves" by Khruanghin The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Devil [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 2 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Devil (15). In this episode, I talk about my relationship to rigidity and the necessity of self-compassion in healing from addiction.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Podcast: "A Problem Well Stated Is Half Solved" Podcast: "Devotional Nourishment with Astrologer & Diviner Jana Barrett" Today's song: "Lose Control" by Amaria The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Temperance [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 2 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is Temperance (14). I talk about returning to life after death experiences, ancestral connection, and the power of vision.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot The Emerald: "For the Intuitives (Part 1)" Today's song: "Come Back Home" by Szymon Offerings Oracle by Kaitlyn Graña The Modern Nirvana Oracle Deck Oracle of the 7 Energies by Collette Baron-ReidIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Death [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 14 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is Death (13). I talk about my aching desire for permanence, psychedelic purges, and how Scorpionic the bathroom is.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot "Nothing Lasts" by Bedroom "an impromptu post on death" by Marta Elise My Threads post about permanence Today's song: "Sea, Swallow Me" by Cocteau Twins Offerings Oracle by Kaitlyn Graña The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Hanged One [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 13 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Hanged One (12). In this episode, I talk about the power of feeling stuck, the illusion of nostalgia, and my favorite t-shirt of all time — "Sluts R People Too" (may she rest in peace).Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Somebody That I Used to Know" by Gotye The Modern Nirvana Oracle DeckIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Justice [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 12 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is Justice (11). I speak on the power of truth, the toxicity of denial, and the necessity of humble leadership. Plus, I share my personal story of living in denial — and the painful but freeing experience of coming out of it.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Lullaby" by Atlas Bound Offerings Oracle by Kaitlyn Graña The Wild Unknown Archetypes Deck by Kim KransIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Wheel of Fortune [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 11 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Wheel of Fortune (10). In this episode, I talk about fate versus free will, the power of choice, and the magic of synchronicity.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot The Modern Nirvana Oracle "I Forgot My Skin Was Ruin" by Eileen R. Tabios "The Soul selects her own Society (303)" by Emily Dickinson Today's song: "Mirrored in Reverse" by White DenimIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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The Hermit [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 10 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is The Hermit (9). I talk about the healing power of solitude, energetic hygiene, and falling in love as an initiatory journey that brings us back home.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Moon Song" by Phoebe BridgersIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Strength [22 Days of Tarot]
Today’s episode is Day 9 of a 22-day series focused on the Major Arcana of the tarot. I’ll be sharing daily reflections as I journey through them day by day, from The Fool to The World. Our Card of the Day today is Strength (8). I talk about compassion, courage, and befriending our sticky tricky parts. Plus… OBSESSION.Explore My Work Sign up for my newsletter, The Moonletter Join the Feeling Loudly Discord Become a supporter on Patreon See my current offerings via LinktreeShow Notes Taylor Ursula’s PORTALS Tarot Today's song: "Pink Moon" by Nick Drake Tarot Soul Card CalculationIf you loved this episode, please consider giving me a 5-star review and/or becoming a Patron. It makes a big difference.
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Feeling Loudly is a podcast about the power of emotion, hosted by astrologer and diviner Jana of Feeling Loudly. We explore what it means to be a sentient being in a loud, wild, flailing world, and how mystical practices can support us in finding our center.Jana is an Akashic Records reader, evolutionary astrologer, and tarot reader based in the Pacific Northwest. Their practice is rooted in queer, abolitionist, anti-capitalist values. You can learn more about their work and book a reading at feelingloudly.com, or find them on social at @feelingloudly.
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