Frantic Purpose

Amanda and I decided that for our next date we'd go to San Francisco's Castro district, well known as being the "Gay Capital of the World", a thriving LGBTQ+ community.However, hours before our date we started to discuss that we both felt a little off about going.  We both felt like as straight, heterosexual breeders (something I've been called by members of the LGBTQ+ community), that we don't belong there, and we want to respect that.Witness Amanda and I discuss this dilemma in real time.

Amanda and I talk about a moral dilemma from the movie "The Drama", an A24 production.  We talk about the worst things we've done, some family drama, and the bi-stander effect.  How some people have some dark things they need help with, and it isn't good to be compelled to ignore those things.

I have my wife on the pod to chat while we listen to records.  The audio isn't great because these microphones are cheap pieces of doo doo.  Enjoy

I check in for a current Frantic Purpose episode.  I discuss what I've been up to this year creatively, as well as my thoughts on AI in creative fields.  Can this new advanced tool help create new human lead hits?

In the spirit of re-releasing some of my older podcast episodes from my history of recording myself talking into a microphone all by myself in a room and uploading it for whomever to hear...this is the second episode of Honesty Straw.  And honestly it is more of the same, most of my podcasts have different names, they were always just me talking about things on my mind, enjoy.

In the spirit of re-releasing some of my older podcast episodes from my history of recording myself talking into a microphone all by myself in a room and uploading it for whomever to hear...this is one of two episodes of Honesty Straw.  And honestly it is more of the same, most of my podcasts have different names, they were always just me talking about things on my mind, enjoy.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.The last memory meat episode

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I talk about how breaking up is hard.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I talk about how social media effects people.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I discuss the american government.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.How people misuse statistics to project bias.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I discuss the new thing of Gender Fluidity, and get into the pointless detail to ask the real questions.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.Colin (49ers) uses his protest of the anthem, to sell sneakers.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.Creating positive structures for your every day life.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.Equality, inequality, un-equality, I let my mouth run about it all.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I talk about the straight man's fear of being perceived as maybe being gay.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to createI talk about my ongoing belief that we need to eat far less than we are made to think.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.Yes, I talk about sex robots, and the inevitable future.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to createI discuss my life dealing with social anxiety, and depression.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.Feelings about the president, an objective opinion.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I talk about the usage of boss, girl boss, and the obsession with these things.  Why do we need to gender things?

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.I talk about how it is to be a white American straight man, and questions about new views on that.

I will be reposting some old 2018 episodes of memory meat, my podcast that I did while I was in Denver.  It was 8 years ago.  So who I am now, is quite different than who I was then, I was 30 and in one of the most depressed states of my life.  Memory meat was an attempt to keep doing my best to be positive and continue to create.This episode talks about the Iron Giant, a cartoon from my childhood, I talk about how it was a big influence on me, and something my mom said and continues to say.

This series, "My Ongoing Affair with Lady Luck", is about adventure in gambling.  How a cluster of days in December 2019 sparked a question, "Is gambling really for suckers?".Listen to the spark that turned into a fire that turned a deep love and respect, as I dazzle you with the tale of my Ongoing Affair with Lady Luck.I'll share my thoughts, theories, methods, and hard rules to make gambling a nice enjoyable holiday for any Tom, Dick or Harriet.  I promise you will get something out of it, and who knows, maybe you will discover how kind Lady Luck can be.  As long as you remember, she owes you nothing.

18-30 year olds are a bunch of self-obsessed, cowards, and if we had WW3 today all of them would run of way.  I am being dramatic of course, but on this episode I talk about how tiktok/ai/social media will continue to ruin humanity.

Finishing up the series, hope you enjoyed it.

Lots of people tell you how bad, or sucky, or terrible it is going to be.  I'm going to tell you it isn't all that bad, and how we've kept it together.

You hopefully want to be the most supportive, these are my thoughts, and what I've done in my experience as a new dad.

One of the most important things you can do to prepare to become a father, is let the old you die, to make room for a new you to be born.

What will the future of A.I be?  Will it be used to convince us that taking away our rights, and freedoms is a good idea?  To topple our global communication infrastructure?  To enable us to work less, get paid more, and live peacefully?  Lets talk about it.  I explore where I think A.I will take us, where do you think it will go? 

What does it mean to be a dad? A father?  A Papa?  Is it just making sure the child doesn't die?  Is it supporting your significant other as well?  Is it just making sure there is food on the table and money in your pocket?I talk a bit about my opinion on what it means to me, to be a dad.  What I want to accomplish as a father and husband.  Things to aim for.

From the moment you find out, here are my thoughts on the feelings, and generally what you should focus on to sort out the chaos of feelings you may have.I share what I did with you in hopes it helps you in your pending fatherhood journey.  We will do this together.

I just became a dad, and like I've done my whole life, I decided to share the experience so far.  From finding out, to delivery, here is my input on what I think being a father is, being prepared, schedules, and more.  I hope you enjoy the rest of the chapters which are:- You're going to be a father- What fatherhood means- Ego Death- Postpartum Pro Support- De-Mystifying Child Care- Wrapping UpI'm just a man, and this is my experience and opinions.  My goal is to help future fathers prepare, get excited, and love being a dad.

Frantic Purpose is live on tiktok for the first time ever, I talk about growing up as a millennial and how we are the last generation to know about life without cellphones or internet.  I go on and on about other things as well.

I go on about working for a living since I was 16, and the American grind culture.  I talk a bit about the new administration and the auditing of government, and auditing in general.  However, I mostly talk about facing the fear, looking inward, and also challenging yourself to be honest with your loved ones.

It is the end of January, and it has been a wild one.  I talk about my new song, and how you should go ahead and listen to it.  Also, I talk about my upcoming project of recording my Star Wars story as an audio adventure that I'll be posting here on Frantic Purpose.  Beyond that just some general life events, and a light encouragement to challenge your day to day routines.  I also discuss my January goals, how I was sober for 15 days and what that was like, then my team came in from all over the world so I had to have some drinks with them.  STILL STUCK TO MY DIET THOUGH!

It is that time of year, that resolutions you made at the end of year may not be going as well as you'd hoped.  In this episode of franticpurpose I talk about negotiating a successful goal with yourself, by using more intentional phrasing.  Instead of saying "I will try not door dashing this month" you say "I won't door dash this month".  Changing the way you talk about goals with yourself and others, also making your goals and failures known, and more.

FranticPurpose-S02-Ep1The Brandification of SelfI'm back baby, here to discuss my thoughts on the new year, some thoughts about the last.  Mostly I talk about the next generation of young people growing up in the age of brandification, monetizing oneself, and a healthy warning to guard your precious time from the increasing, incredibly strong Time Vortexes in 2025.

I talk about the cruise Amanda and I went on, and a bunch of other things I don't really remember hahaha, mexico, catalina, and more.  First big cruise ever.

I talk about sex, drugs, and drinking....what could be better?

I've been haunted by visions of the future, join me on my very down to earth summary on why we should never have integrated a relatively unknown and dynamic technology into everything.  I also talk about politics a little, and loving your family.

I talk about a bunch, primarily about how hard it is to ACTUALLY audit yourself, I also talk about the sure fire way to lose weight.  Join me in the analog old school way to lose weight, and to own your life.

I talk about marriage, why relationships are difficult, and little demons.

I talk about Kanye West, The Weeknd, Vegas and America from the comfort of my couch.  

I talk about the American Religion of worshiping celebrities, the reality that all entertainment releases are going to be pushed because of the strikes, traveling, and saying no to things.  Also I accidentally say the "S" word one time, sue me.

It has been an insane 7 months since the last episode, none of the other episodes exist anymore, but hey, that's on me.  I tell you about the last 7 months and the future of the podcast.