Rain Brings Growth Podcast

Matthew Wyatt’s story is one of addiction, destruction, faith, redemption, and what can happen when a man finally reaches the point of complete surrender.In this episode of Rain Brings Growth, Matthew shares the brutally honest story behind the man people see today.Growing up in a deeply rooted LDS/Mormon family in small-town Washington, Matthew was raised around faith but eventually began questioning what he had been taught. His search for truth led him to study different religions, wrestle with the identity of Jesus, and eventually develop a completely different understanding of Christianity and his relationship with God.But Matthew’s spiritual journey was only part of the battle.After being prescribed pain medication, what began as legitimate use slowly developed into a devastating prescription drug addiction. His addiction escalated into stealing, prescription fraud, multiple dealers, arrests, felony charges, jail, job loss, alcoholism, broken trust, and a marriage hanging by a thread.At one of the lowest points of his life, Matthew’s wife discovered dozens of empty vodka bottles he had hidden from his family. Divorce papers were on the table, and Matthew believed his wife and daughter would be better off without him.On July 20, 2009, he decided to take his own life.But in the final moments, something changed.Matthew cried out to God and surrendered everything. The next morning, he and his wife began calling rehab facilities. The only facility that called him back was a faith-based treatment center.What was supposed to be 30 days became 90 days.Matthew says that season became less about simply overcoming addiction and more about falling in love with Jesus.From there, his life began rebuilding piece by piece.His marriage survived. His relationship with his daughter was restored. He entered ministry, became a youth pastor, family care pastor, and eventually returned to the same small Washington town where his addiction and arrest had once become public knowledge — this time as a lead pastor.Matthew also shares the powerful story of using the same Bible that once held his suicide note to eventually preach, minister to others, and even lead his father-in-law to Christ before his death.Years later, Matthew would earn multiple degrees, including a doctorate in ministry, while continuing to follow what he believed God was calling him to do. After leaving pastoral ministry, moving to Idaho, and spending nearly 10 months driving DoorDash despite his education and ministry experience, another door eventually opened.Today, Matthew serves as Church Engagement Director for the Idaho Family Policy Center, working with pastors and churches across Idaho while continuing his ministry outside of the traditional pastor role.This conversation goes far beyond addiction recovery.Matt and Matthew talk about:• Growing up LDS/Mormon and beginning to question his beliefs• Searching for truth and discovering Christianity for himself• LDS doctrine, Mormon culture, Joseph Smith, and the Book of Mormon• Prescription painkiller addiction• Prescription fraud, theft, felony charges, and jail• Alcoholism and hiding addiction from his wife• Losing jobs and destroying trust within his family• The moment his wife was ready to leave• His July 20, 2009 suicide attempt• Crying out to God and completely surrendering• Spending 90 days in a faith-based rehab• Rebuilding his marriage after addiction• Becoming the father and husband he wanted to be• Transitioning from addiction and incarceration into ministry• Returning to his hometown as a pastor• Forgiveness, grace, and redemption• Marriage, leadership, prayer, and reading Scripture• Leaving pastoral ministry and entering a season of uncertainty• Going from earning a doctorate to driving DoorDash• Following God when the next step doesn’t make sense• His current work with the Idaho Family Policy Center• Why your past doesn’t have to determine what God can do with your futureThis is a story about what people don’t see behind the phrase “must be nice.”The pastor, husband, father, and leader people see today came through addiction, jail, broken relationships, suicidal despair, rehab, and years of rebuilding.If you’re struggling with addiction, questioning your faith, rebuilding your marriage, trying to overcome your past, or wondering whether your life can still have purpose after your worst decisions, this conversation is for you.Follow Matthew Wyatt on Facebook to keep up with his work and ministry.Subscribe to Rain Brings Growth for more real conversations about faith, addiction recovery, mental health, fatherhood, marriage, adversity, personal growth, and the stories behind successful people.#RainBringsGrowth #MatthewWyatt #AddictionRecovery #ChristianTestimony #Faith #JesusChrist #RecoveryStory #Mormonism #LDS #ExMormon #ChristianPodcast #SuicideSurvivor #Rehab #Redemption #MarriageRestoration #MensMentalHealth #Pastor #Idaho

What happens when 20 years in law enforcement, years of SWAT operations, accumulated trauma, and the pressure to always be the strong one finally become too much?In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Dave Vargas shares his journey from Division I football and a career in law enforcement to SWAT, leadership, faith, fatherhood, and ultimately confronting the trauma he spent years carrying.Dave grew up believing toughness meant pushing through, staying in control, and handling whatever life put in front of him. That mentality served him throughout athletics and law enforcement, but over time, the things he experienced on the job began adding up. Like many men, instead of dealing with the weight, he learned to bury it and keep moving.This conversation goes far beyond police work.Dave opens up about masculinity, PTSD and trauma in law enforcement, marriage, fatherhood, anger, vulnerability, faith in Jesus, and the difficulty men have surrendering control. We talk about the difference between being a dangerous man and an uncontrolled man, why strength and vulnerability can coexist, and what it really means to become the man your family can depend on.Dave also shares the story behind The Forge, a Christian men's gym and brotherhood built to give men a place to train physically while strengthening themselves mentally and spiritually. What started with a desire to help one man has grown into something much bigger: a community where men can be honest about their struggles without judgment while challenging each other to become better husbands, fathers, leaders, and followers of Christ.In this episode, we dive into:• Dave's journey from Division I football into law enforcement• Nearly 20 years of police and SWAT experience• The cumulative effects of trauma and PTSD• Why law enforcement officers often struggle in silence• Suppressing emotions and what happens when they eventually surface• Anger, emotional control, and learning to "be the thermostat"• Biblical masculinity and what it means to be a strong man• Protecting and providing for your family• Marriage, fatherhood, leadership, and generational patterns• Walking away from faith and eventually finding his way back to Jesus• The difference between religion and a relationship with God• Faith versus fear and learning to surrender control• Why vulnerability doesn't make a man weak• Brotherhood and the importance of men having other men in their corner• The mission behind The Forge• Turning pain and past experiences into purposeThis is a conversation for police officers, first responders, veterans, fathers, husbands, and any man who has spent years telling himself to suck it up, bury what happened, and keep moving.Sometimes strength isn't carrying everything forever.Sometimes strength is finally being willing to put it down.If Dave's story resonates with you, send this episode to a man who needs to hear it.Subscribe to Rain Brings Growth for more conversations about adversity, faith, personal growth, mental health, fatherhood, leadership, recovery, fitness, and the stories behind the struggles that shaped people into who they are today.#RainBringsGrowth #DaveVargas #LawEnforcement #SWAT #PolicePTSD #FirstResponderMentalHealth #PTSD #MensMentalHealth #ChristianMen #BiblicalManhood #Faith #Jesus #MensMinistry #Fatherhood #Leadership #TraumaRecovery #PoliceOfficer #FirstResponders

In Episode 71 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Victor Villarreal for one of the most raw and powerful stories shared on the show.Victor grew up in Caldwell, Idaho with six sisters, a single mom, and a childhood marked by domestic violence, drug abuse, alcoholism, sexual abuse, and the pressure of becoming a protector far too young. From an early age, he felt responsible for protecting his sisters while trying to survive chaos inside the home.At 13, Victor was jumped into a gang.By 14, he was walking around with a sawed-off shotgun.By 16, he was a father.And before he ever had the chance to fully understand who he was, Victor was already caught in street life, survival mode, violence, drugs, and a distorted idea of love, loyalty, and manhood.Victor opens up about being sexually abused, watching domestic violence at home, being labeled as the problem, being placed on medications instead of being asked what was happening behind closed doors, and how abuse shaped the way he viewed love, family, masculinity, and protection.He also shares how gang life gave him a sense of brotherhood that felt familiar because violence followed by acceptance was already normalized in his home.This episode dives into Victor’s journey through gang life, becoming a teen father, a drive-by shooting at his family’s home, leaving Caldwell to try to build a better life, getting involved in the drug trade, being shot, going to juvenile prison, spending years away from his daughter and family, and eventually entering the adult prison system.Victor does not tell his story to glorify the streets.He tells it to show how much pain, trauma, and brokenness can sit underneath the choices people make.Throughout the conversation, Victor talks about ownership, accountability, and the hard truth that hurt people often keep hurting people until someone finally decides the cycle stops with them. He shares how prison stripped everything away and forced him to ask who he really was without the image, the reputation, the money, the women, the drugs, or the street identity.While incarcerated, Victor found escape through fitness, drawing, and eventually barbering. A simple prison haircut became a turning point that showed him how much confidence and dignity could be restored through his hands. That moment helped lead him into barbering, scalp micropigmentation, tattooing, and eventually building Realtime Results LLC.Today, Victor is a successful business owner, father, mentor, and community leader using his past to help others find a different path.He talks about walking back into the same prison system he once hated, now sitting with wardens, parole officers, residents, and community leaders to help build better programs, better conversations, and better outcomes for people trying to re-enter society.Victor also shares his work with Connect Correct, a nonprofit focused on bridging the gap between prison and society’s resources, targeting trauma, addiction, re-entry, mentorship, accountability, and helping people build a clearer plan when they come home.This conversation covers gang culture, childhood trauma, fatherhood, prison reform, addiction, domestic violence, faith, baptism, mentoring, re-entry programs, accountability, and what it means to become the man your younger self needed.Victor’s story is a reminder that God does not waste a hurt.The same pain that almost destroyed him is now being used to help others heal, grow, and break the cycles that have been passed down for generations.Topics discussed:Victor Villarreal’s childhood in Caldwell, IdahoGrowing up with six sistersDomestic violence, addiction, and sexual abuseBecoming the protector of his familyGetting jumped into a gang at 13Walking around with a sawed-off shotgun as a kidHow gang life distorted love and brotherhoodBecoming a teen father at 16Drive-by shootings and street violence in CaldwellSelling drugs and survival modeBeing shot multiple timesJuvenile prison and adult prisonFeeling abandoned while locked upFinding father figures inside the systemAddiction, heroin, meth, and methadoneWorking out in prisonFinding purpose through barberingScalp micropigmentation and restoring confidenceBuilding Realtime Results LLCTaking ownership instead of blaming othersBreaking generational traumaFatherhood and supervised visitsWalking back into prison as a mentorConnect Correct nonprofitPrison re-entry and rehabilitationPrograms like RISE, Restoring Promise, and Just for UsWorking with law enforcement and community leadersDomestic violence awarenessFaith, baptism, and God’s role in Victor’s lifeUsing pain to help the next man, woman, and childRain Brings Growth PodcastReal stories. Real adversity. Real growth.Subscribe for more conversations about faith, fitness, fatherhood, addiction recovery, prison reform, trauma, redemption, accountability, and breaking generational cycles.

In Episode 69 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with  @TAYLOR.THRASHER   for a powerful conversation about fitness, weight loss, money, mindset, entrepreneurship, fatherhood, faith, and completely changing your life.Taylor shares the story of how he went from being five figures in debt, drinking regularly, unhappy with his career, and struggling to provide for his family to transforming his body, building a successful fitness coaching business, and discovering a deeper sense of purpose.After realizing he needed to change, Taylor committed to waking up at 3 AM, training, quitting alcohol, and taking control of his life. He eventually hired a mentor, lost 40 pounds in roughly five months, and learned how powerful the right mindset, environment, accountability, and discipline can be.Taylor also reveals why he didn't initially hire a coach to get fit — he hired a coach to make money. That decision helped lead to nearly $10,000 in his first month of fitness coaching and eventually changed the direction of his career.But the biggest transformation wasn't physical or financial.Taylor opens up about fatherhood and breaking generational cycles, including the moment he realized his own habits could eventually become his children's habits. He talks about wanting to give his kids a better life and refusing to pass destructive patterns down to the next generation.This episode dives deep into:• How to change your mindset when you're stuck• Losing weight and transforming your body• Overcoming alcohol and unhealthy habits• Why investing in yourself can change your life• The connection between fitness and mental strength• Money, financial freedom, and changing your relationship with money• Building a fitness coaching business• Entrepreneurship and taking calculated risks• Fatherhood and becoming a better example for your children• Breaking generational cycles• Discipline, accountability, and personal responsibility• Finding your emotional motivation• Faith, purpose, and discovering what truly mattersOne of the biggest lessons from this conversation is that changing your body, career, finances, or circumstances isn't always enough. Taylor explains how he eventually reached a point where he had transformed his life but still felt like something was missing — until he found faith and a deeper sense of purpose.If you're struggling with motivation, weight loss, addiction, finances, fitness, discipline, fatherhood, or finding your purpose, this episode is for you.Sometimes the life you want is on the other side of the decisions you're afraid to make.Watch Episode 69 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast and hear Taylor's story of transformation, discipline, business, family, and faith.LIKE, COMMENT & SUBSCRIBE if this conversation helped you.Turn on notifications so you don't miss the next episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast.#RainBringsGrowth #RainBringsGrowthPodcast #Fitness #WeightLoss #Mindset #PersonalGrowth #SelfImprovement #Entrepreneurship #FitnessCoach #Discipline #Fatherhood #Faith #Motivation #FinancialFreedom #Transformation

In Episode 68 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Taylor Donaldson for a raw conversation about the Marine Corps, bodybuilding, toxic relationships, identity, trauma, death, discipline, and rebuilding yourself from the inside out.Taylor grew up in Minnesota, played sports year-round, and eventually enlisted in the Marine Corps behind her mom’s back. The Marines forced her to grow up fast, taught her discipline, and gave her the mental toughness she would later carry into bodybuilding prep, blue-collar work, and life after trauma.She opens up about Marine Corps boot camp, working as a diesel operator, driving semi, paving asphalt and concrete, delivering appliances, and becoming the first woman hired in multiple male-dominated jobs.Taylor also shares the darker side of her story, including a toxic marriage, trauma bonding, emotional abuse, losing herself in a masculine identity, and eventually finding her feminine side again after moving to Idaho. She talks about meeting her husband, becoming a stay-at-home wife, building a relationship with her stepson, and learning what healthy love and support actually feels like.One of the heaviest parts of this episode is Taylor’s time working in a funeral home. She shares why becoming a mortician was once her dream, what it was like working with dead bodies, and how seeing a 12-year-old who had taken her own life on her first day changed the way she viewed death, grief, and life itself.Taylor also dives deep into her bodybuilding journey. After missing her Boise show because of a live stream delay, she owned the mistake, made a viral video about it, and came back one week later to compete in Salt Lake City. That decision helped her qualify for nationals and continue chasing a version of herself she once thought was impossible.This episode covers bodybuilding prep, reverse dieting, post-show blues, coach red flags, health risks in the sport, female bodybuilding, body image, food fear, posing, discipline, and why no trophy is worth losing yourself over.Taylor’s story is about survival, self-awareness, discipline, and healing. She went from 210 pounds, toxic relationships, and not recognizing herself in the mirror to rebuilding her body, finding her confidence, and learning to love the woman she used to be.Topics discussed:Taylor Donaldson’s childhood in MinnesotaJoining the Marine CorpsMarine Corps boot camp and mental toughnessBlue-collar work as a femaleToxic relationships and emotional abuseRediscovering femininityMeeting her husbandBecoming a stay-at-home wife and stepmomWorking in a funeral homeDeath, grief, suicide, and baby casketsMissing her Boise bodybuilding showGoing viral and competing one week laterQualifying for nationalsFemale bodybuilding and figure competitionBodybuilding prep and peak weekReverse dieting and post-show bluesCoach red flags and health risksGoing from 210 pounds to the national stageBody image, food fear, and healingRain Brings Growth PodcastReal stories. Real adversity. Real growth.Subscribe for more conversations about faith, fitness, bodybuilding, trauma, military life, marriage, mindset, healing, discipline, and becoming the person you were meant to be.

Kevino is BACK on the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, and somehow this conversation gets even crazier than the first one.From getting arrested in the military with a loaded gun in his car to street culture, racism, loyalty, ego, relationships, aliens, Waffle House at 2 AM, bad DoorDash drivers, and the split-second decisions that can completely change the direction of your life... nothing was off limits.But underneath all the wild stories and laughs is a deeper conversation about something we all face:Who are you going to be when that moment comes?The old you?Or the person you're trying to become?We talk about the difference between protecting yourself and protecting your ego, why loyalty can sometimes cost you everything, learning to accept the consequences of your own decisions, being judged by people who don't know your full story, and why you can learn from your mistakes without living with regret.Kevino opens up about being arrested while serving in the military, eventually getting out, and refusing to let that chapter define the rest of his life.He also shares his perspective on racism, stereotypes, police interactions, street culture, gun ownership, cancel culture, comedy, conspiracy theories, and one unexplained late-night experience that had him wondering if aliens had finally arrived.This episode is chaotic.It's honest.It's hilarious.And somehow, between all the crazy stories, there are some powerful lessons about growth, accountability, loyalty, consequences, and becoming honest about who you really are.Because growth doesn't mean pretending your past never happened.It means owning it, learning from it, and deciding who you're going to be moving forward.Watch the full episode and let us know your biggest takeaway in the comments.SUBSCRIBE for more real conversations about adversity, growth, mindset, faith, recovery, and the stories behind the success people often look at and say, "Must be nice."Rain Brings Growth PodcastAvailable on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.#RainBringsGrowth #Podcast #MilitaryStories #PersonalGrowth #Mindset #Accountability #LifeLessons #Veteran #OvercomingAdversity #MensMentalHealth #GrowthMindset #RealConversations

In Episode 65 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Kevin Bravo and Cody Fernley for the first three-person episode in the history of the show and a raw conversation about faith, fitness, pain, purpose, fatherhood, and what it really means to fully surrender your life to God.Kevin shares his testimony publicly in a way he never had before.At just 12 years old, Kevin lost his father after years of alcohol abuse. That loss sent him into a dark place filled with anger, confusion, guilt, depression, self-harm, drinking, smoking, and eventually thoughts of not wanting to be alive.He blamed God for taking his dad.He blamed himself for not saving him.He believed that if God was real, then God must hate him.But in one of the lowest moments of his life, Kevin finally cried out and asked God for help. What happened next completely changed the direction of his life. Fitness became an outlet. The gym gave him momentum. Faith gave him purpose. And eventually, Kevin realized that the God he spent years pushing away had been with him the entire time.Kevin opens up about the soccer coach who unknowingly planted seeds of faith in him simply through acts of service, giving him cleats, driving him to practice, and playing Christian radio in the car. Years later, those small moments became part of the path that led Kevin back to God.That journey eventually led him to drop out of college, return home, buy gym equipment from Facebook Marketplace, start a gym in his mom’s garage, and build what would become Beyond Barbell, a faith-centered gym and clothing brand focused on helping people grow spiritually, mentally, and physically.Cody also opens up about his own walk with Christ, getting baptized, joining Bible study, going through regeneration, becoming more intentional with his platform, and making the decision that he no longer wants to be known as a content creator who happens to be Christian.He wants to be known as a Christian first.This episode goes deep into what it means to stop chasing approval from the world, how your environment shapes who you become, why faith and fitness can transform a man’s life, the difference between conviction and condemnation, how to plant seeds without forcing religion on people, and why some of the smallest acts of kindness can completely change the trajectory of someone’s life.The three also talk about fatherhood, losing a dad, growing up without a consistent father figure, finding identity through the Heavenly Father, trusting God through pain, and the powerful realization that not everything happens for a reason, but God can make a reason out of everything that happened.This conversation is honest, vulnerable, funny, challenging, and deeply faith-centered.It is about three men at different points in their walks with Christ trying to become better husbands, fathers, leaders, and disciples while learning how to stand firm in a world that constantly pulls them in the opposite direction.Topics discussed:Kevin Bravo’s childhood and losing his father at 12Blaming God after his dad’s deathDepression, self-harm, anger, and suicidal thoughtsHow one Christian soccer coach planted a seed without preachingFinding God through music, prayer, and surrenderHow fitness helped Kevin rebuild his lifeOpening a gym after dropping out of collegeBuilding Beyond Barbell Gym and Beyond Barbell ClothingFaith and fitness as tools for changing a man’s lifeCody Fernley’s baptism and growing faith journeyBecoming a Christian first and content creator secondThe difference between conviction and condemnationWhy Christians should stop chasing worldly approvalHow environment, music, friendships, and social media shape your mindsetThe importance of Christian brotherhood and communityFatherhood and growing up without a steady father figureGod as a father to the fatherlessWhy not everything happens for a reasonHow God can turn pain into purposeHow to plant seeds of faith without forcing religion on peopleThe importance of standing firm in your faithSpreading the Gospel through everyday actionsWhy the gym can become a place for physical, mental, and spiritual growthFull surrender and trusting the Holy SpiritHow to help family and friends find faith without pushing them awayFollow Kevin Bravo:Beyond Barbell ClothingBeyond Barbell GymKevin Bravo on Instagram: @KevinBrvoFollow Cody Fernley:Instagram: @Cody_FernleyBevLab MediaRain Brings Growth PodcastReal stories. Real adversity. Real growth.Subscribe for more conversations about faith, fitness, fatherhood, adversity, redemption, mindset, and becoming the person God is calling you to be.

In Episode 64 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Nicole Duke for one of the rawest and most powerful recovery stories shared on the show.Nicole opens up about growing up in Idaho as a pastor’s kid while being surrounded by addiction, crime, prison, and street life through family influences. From a young age, she was exposed to a lifestyle that looked powerful from the outside, but eventually led her into fighting, partying, stealing, selling drugs, and chasing chaos.What started with weed, pills, and alcohol turned into years of opioid addiction, oxy use, meth, heroin, toxic relationships, criminal behavior, and moments that should have cost Nicole everything. She shares honestly about using drugs during pregnancy, driving while high with children in the car, losing custody of her daughter, being arrested by the Greater Idaho Drug Task Force, facing trafficking and child endangerment charges, and sitting in jail wondering if she would spend years in prison.But this episode is not just about addiction. It is about grace.Nicole shares how God protected her through moments she should not have survived, how her parents never stopped praying for her, and how one final chance from her probation officer became the turning point that helped her choose recovery. She also talks about the pain of losing someone she loved to fentanyl, fighting to become a mother again, rebuilding trust, getting sober from heroin, meth, and alcohol, and learning how to live without depending on substances.Today, Nicole is almost five years clean from meth and heroin, over two years sober from alcohol, married, raising her family, building her faith, and using fitness as one of her biggest tools for healing. She talks about how the gym became her outlet, how fitness helped her through postpartum struggles, and why she now wants to help others through personal training, wellness, nutrition, and sharing her story online.This conversation dives into addiction, recovery, motherhood, faith, fitness, trauma, toxic relationships, incarceration, second chances, and what it really takes to change the people, places, and things that keep you stuck.Nicole’s story is honest, emotional, intense, and full of hope. It is a reminder that no matter how far gone someone feels, God can still bring them back, rebuild their life, and use their story to help someone else.Watch Episode 64 now and subscribe to the Rain Brings Growth Podcast for more real stories of adversity, faith, mindset, recovery, fitness, and growth.Topics discussed:Nicole Duke’s recovery storyGrowing up as a pastor’s kidFamily addiction and prison influenceTeen partying, fighting, and rebellionOxy addiction and the opioid epidemicMeth and heroin addictionUsing drugs during pregnancyToxic and abusive relationshipsLosing custody and child endangerment chargesGreater Idaho Drug Task Force arrestJail, court, and facing prison timeGetting clean from meth and heroinLosing someone to fentanylProbation, relapse, and second chancesGetting sober from alcoholFaith, prayer, and God’s graceFitness as therapy and recoveryMotherhood, marriage, and rebuilding a familyPostpartum struggles and healingPersonal training, wellness, and nutritionFollow Nicole Duke:Instagram: Nicky DukesFacebook: Nicole DukeTikTok: Nikki Duke and FamRain Brings Growth PodcastReal stories. Real adversity. Real growth.

In Episode 63 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Jon Klipstein, Army combat veteran, entrepreneur, and founder of The Die Trying Company.Jon’s story starts in Billings, Montana, where he grew up around sports but eventually fell into partying, drugs, alcohol, and the wrong crowd. After moving around, building success in sales, losing everything during the 2008 housing crash, and realizing his life had no real direction, Jon made a decision that changed everything. He joined the Army.What started with barely being able to pass a PT test turned into Jon becoming one of the fastest soldiers in basic training. Through discipline, running, fitness, and military structure, Jon found purpose, identity, and a mission bigger than himself.In this episode, Jon opens up about his time in the Army, deploying to Afghanistan, the brotherhood of combat, PTSD, anxiety, veteran suicide, and the difficult transition back into civilian life. He also shares how fitness became one of his strongest forms of therapy after the military and how that passion eventually led him into the supplement industry.Jon breaks down the story behind building his supplement company, why safe and effective ingredients matter, the death of a fellow soldier after taking a dangerous pre-workout, the lessons he learned from starting a business with only $10,000, and why mission matters more than money.This conversation goes deep into military leadership, entrepreneurship, veteran mental health, fitness, supplements, TikTok Live, building a brand, mentorship, taking ownership, and what it really takes to keep going when business gets hard.Jon also shares the evolution from UXO Supplements to The Die Trying Company, why the name change mattered, how the brand became more than supplements, and why he wants every product they launch to be one of the best on the market.This episode is for veterans, entrepreneurs, fitness lovers, supplement users, and anyone who has ever had to rebuild their life from the ground up.Watch Episode 63 now and subscribe to the Rain Brings Growth Podcast for more real stories of adversity, faith, mindset, business, fitness, and growth.Topics discussed:Jon Klipstein’s childhood in MontanaDrugs, alcohol, partying, and finding directionJoining the Army later in lifeFailing the first PT test and rebuilding through disciplineBasic training and becoming one of the fastest soldiersDeploying to AfghanistanCombat, brotherhood, and military purposePTSD, anxiety, and veteran suicideFitness as therapy after the militaryStarting a supplement companyDangerous pre-workouts and banned ingredientsMission 22 and veteran supportBuilding a brand with purposeTikTok Live selling and social media growthMentorship, leadership, and entrepreneurshipThe switch from UXO Supplements to The Die Trying CompanyCreating safe, effective, high-quality supplementsFollow Jon and The Die Trying Company:Instagram: Jon KlipsteinTikTok: Chopped UnkThe Die Trying Company: Instagram and TikTok @dietrying_coRain Brings Growth PodcastReal stories. Real adversity. Real growth.

Amanda’s story is one of the most raw and powerful testimonies shared on Rain Brings Growth.After becoming a mom at only 14 years old, losing her 4-month-old son to SIDS, falling into meth and heroin addiction, going to prison, losing custody of her children, and watching some of them be adopted, Amanda reached a point where addiction had taken almost everything from her.But her story did not end there.In this episode, Amanda opens up for the first time about childhood, becoming a young mother, grief, addiction, CPS, prison, relapse, motherhood, forgiveness, and the long road to rebuilding her life. She shares what finally helped her get sober, how faith played a role in her transformation, and what it looks like today to rebuild relationships with her children after years of pain.This conversation is heavy, emotional, and full of truth. But it is also a story of redemption, accountability, grace, and proof that no matter how far gone someone feels, change is possible.Amanda is now 5 years sober and uses her story to help others who are battling addiction, fighting to rebuild their lives, or trying to become the parent they were called to be.This is what Rain Brings Growth is all about.The storm was real.The pain was real.But so is the growth.In this episode we talk about:Amanda’s childhood in Twin Falls, IdahoBecoming pregnant at 13 and married at 14Losing her son to SIDSHow grief led her into addictionMeth, heroin, prison, and CPSHaving children removed and adoptedThe turning point that helped her choose sobrietyRebuilding relationships with her kidsFaith, forgiveness, and second chancesHer mission to help other parents struggling with addictionSubscribe to Rain Brings Growth Podcast for real stories of adversity, faith, discipline, recovery, transformation, and growth.Follow Rain Brings Growth:YouTube: Rain Brings Growth PodcastInstagram: @sidwell.fitnessTikTok: @sidwellmatthew#RainBringsGrowth #AddictionRecovery #SoberLife #RecoveryStory #PrisonStory #RedemptionStory #FaithBasedPodcast #MotherhoodStory #SIDSawareness #FromAddictionToRecovery #IdahoPodcast #SobrietyJourney #MentalHealthAwareness #OvercomingAddiction #SecondChances

In this episode of Rain Brings Growth, Matt sits down with Rudy Vasquez, barber, entrepreneur, father, and living proof that real transformation happens one decision at a time.Rudy shares his powerful story of battling alcohol addiction, struggling with obesity, being diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes, and spending years convincing himself he was a “functioning alcoholic.” What started as a simple conversation in a barbershop turned into a life-changing fitness journey that forced him to confront hard truths, take accountability, and ultimately choose a different path.Through fitness, sobriety, and personal growth, Rudy discovered that healing isn't about focusing on everything that went wrong. It's about stacking wins. From waking up early, showing up for his family, building a successful barbering career, and finally facing the trauma he spent years trying to numb, Rudy opens up about the lessons that changed his life.Matt and Rudy discuss addiction, mental health, fitness, accountability, entrepreneurship, childhood trauma, emotional growth, and the mindset shift that helped Rudy break free from destructive habits after more than two decades of drinking.This episode is about choosing growth over excuses, finding purpose through discipline, and learning how to celebrate the small victories that eventually change your entire life.Topics discussed:Rudy Vasquez's transformation storyAlcohol addiction and sobrietyType 2 diabetes and health strugglesFitness, accountability, and weight lossMental health and emotional healingChildhood trauma and personal growthBuilding confidence through disciplineBarbering and entrepreneurshipFamily, fatherhood, and responsibilityThe power of stacking winsFollow Rudy Vasquez:Instagram: @vasquez_kutz3Location: IdahoSubscribe to Rain Brings Growth for more real conversations about faith, family, fitness, adversity, entrepreneurship, and the stories behind the success people call “must be nice.”#RainBringsGrowth #RudyVasquez #SobrietyJourney #FitnessTransformation #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealth #PersonalGrowth #Entrepreneurship #BarberLife #StackTheWins

In this episode of Rain Brings Growth, Matt sits down with Sean Thompson, owner of Nine Realms Athletics in Caldwell, Idaho, for a powerful conversation about resilience, law enforcement, fitness, marriage, PTSD, entrepreneurship, and building something bigger than yourself.Sean shares his journey from growing up in Northern California, working through a tough childhood, chasing his dream of becoming a pro wrestler, serving in law enforcement, and eventually finding purpose again through strength training. After years of physical injuries, mental battles, and the weight of the job, Sean discovered that the gym became more than a place to lift weights. It became therapy. It became an outlet. It became a safe place.That same idea eventually turned into Nine Realms Athletics, a gym built for athletes but functional for everyone. What started as a garage gym during COVID grew into a vision to create a space for lifters, first responders, veterans, and everyday people looking for purpose, strength, and community.Sean and Matt also talk about the realities of being a first responder, the importance of fitness in law enforcement, why cops and military should be treated like occupational athletes, the mental toll of the job, PTSD, testosterone, marriage, business ownership, and what it takes to keep pushing when quitting feels easier.This episode is about chasing dreams, reinventing yourself, and building a life where pain gets turned into purpose.Topics discussed:Sean Thompson’s storyNine Realms Athletics Caldwell IdahoLaw enforcement and PTSDFitness as therapyFirst responders as occupational athletesPro wrestling and strength trainingBuilding a gym from the ground upMarriage, business, and supportMental health, purpose, and disciplineTurning adversity into growthFollow Sean Thompson and Nine Realms Athletics:Instagram: @ninerealmsathleticsLocation: Caldwell, IdahoSubscribe to Rain Brings Growth for more real conversations about faith, family, fitness, adversity, and the stories behind the success people call “must be nice.”

In Episode 59 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Luis Granados for one of the most powerful stories yet.Luis grew up in Idaho after his parents came from Mexico searching for opportunity. What started as a childhood surrounded by hard work, survival, and feeling like an outsider eventually pulled him into gang culture, street violence, fights, guns, and a life that nearly cost him everything.In this episode, Luis opens up about being exposed to gangs at a young age, building a reputation through violence, getting shot at, losing friends, and eventually facing a life-changing criminal conspiracy charge after selling a gun that was later used in a bank robbery. At only 19 years old, Luis found himself sitting in jail with a $500,000 bond, facing the possibility of years in prison.But this story is not just about the streets. It is about redemption, mentorship, second chances, and the power of one person showing up when everyone else has counted you out.Luis shares how Breaking Chains Academy changed his life, how Steve Toronto became a father figure and mentor, and how Luis went from being a student in the program to becoming the Executive Director — now helping the same type of youth he once was.This conversation dives into gang life in Nampa and Canyon County, juvenile justice, mentorship, fatherhood, breaking generational cycles, youth violence, community support, and what it really means to show up for kids who need someone in their corner.Luis’ story is raw, emotional, intense, and full of hope. From almost losing his freedom to helping young people find theirs, this episode is a reminder that your past does not have to be your final chapter.Watch Episode 59 now and subscribe to the Rain Brings Growth Podcast for more real stories of adversity, faith, mindset, redemption, and growth.Topics discussed:Luis Granados’ childhood in IdahoGrowing up Latino in rural IdahoGang culture in Nampa and Canyon CountyStreet violence and survival mindsetSelling the gun tied to a bank robberyFacing criminal conspiracy chargesJail, loneliness, and self-reflectionBreaking Chains AcademySteve Toronto’s mentorshipBecoming Executive DirectorHelping at-risk youthFatherhood and being presentCommunity support and second chancesYouth mentorship, GED programs, and hope after mistakesFollow / Support:Breaking Chains Academy: breakingchainsacademy.orgRain Brings Growth Podcast: Available on YouTube and all major podcast platforms.

What happens when addiction starts at home?In Episode 58 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Jim shares the unbelievable true story of how his own father introduced him to meth at just 16 years old during a hunting trip in the Idaho backcountry. What started with alcohol and partying eventually spiraled into meth addiction, drug dealing, homelessness, cartel connections, and losing everything after relapse.But this episode isn’t just about addiction.It’s about redemption, recovery, faith, fatherhood, and rebuilding a life after complete destruction.Jim opens up about:• Being introduced to meth by his father• Growing up around alcoholism and addiction• Losing his marriage, business, vehicles, and home• Living in hotels and storage units while addicted• Drug dealing and dangerous connections in the drug world• Hitting rock bottom and attempting suicide• The moment faith and God changed his life• The Boise Rescue Mission recovery program• Celebrate Recovery and helping others battle addiction• Staying sober nearly 9 years• Fatherhood, healing, and breaking generational cyclesThis is one of the rawest and most powerful conversations we’ve had on the Rain Brings Growth Podcast.If you or someone you know struggles with addiction, alcoholism, relapse, depression, or hopelessness, this episode could help somebody.🎙️ Episode 58 with Jim Ash is available now.👇 FOLLOW JIM ASHFacebook: Jim AshInstagram: @jim.ash.333TikTok: @jim.ash7🎧 Listen On:YouTubeSpotifyApple Podcasts📲 Follow Matt:Instagram: @sidwell.fitnessYouTube: Rain Brings Growth Podcast#AddictionRecovery #Sobriety #Faith #RecoveryJourney #MethAddiction #ChristianPodcast #MentalHealth #SelfImprovement #RainBringsGrowth #JimAsh #Boise #Idaho #CelebrateRecovery #RecoveryPodcast #DrugAddiction

Episode 57 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast features Bryan “Bam” Marshall — a Marine Corps veteran, entrepreneur, adrenaline junkie, and the host of the Wild Chaos Podcast.In this episode, Bam dives deep into his wild upbringing in upstate New York, growing up hunting, fishing, and hustling from a young age before joining the Marines after 9/11. From intense Iraq deployments and military brotherhood to life after the service, entrepreneurship, podcasting, and escaping the “rat race,” this conversation is packed with raw stories, hard truths, and nonstop laughs.Matt and Bam also talk about fatherhood, chasing freedom, building businesses from scratch, taking risks, and why the journey matters more than the destination. If you’re someone who feels trapped in the system, struggles with fear of taking the leap, or just loves hearing authentic conversations from men who’ve lived through chaos and growth — this episode is for you.Follow Bam on Instagram: @bambam0069Follow Wild Chaos Podcast: @wildchaospodcastEpisode 57 is available now on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.#RainBringsGrowth #WildChaosPodcast #BryanMarshall #BamMarshall #MarineCorps #VeteranPodcast #EntrepreneurMindset #Fatherhood #MensMentalHealth #PodcastClip #GrowthMindset #MilitaryStories

In Episode 56 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matt sits down with Jamie Shepard for one of the most raw and emotional conversations yet.Jamie opens up about growing up in foster care, surviving abuse, battling addiction, becoming a young mother, and spending years trapped in cycles of trauma and dysfunction before finally finding recovery, faith, and purpose.This episode dives deep into generational trauma, toxic relationships, drug court, motherhood, healing, and what it truly means to break cycles and rebuild your life from the ground up. Jamie’s story is painful, powerful, and ultimately full of hope for anyone struggling through their own storm.If you’ve ever felt broken, lost, addicted, abandoned, or stuck in survival mode… this conversation is for you.Topics Covered:• Foster care and childhood trauma• Physical abuse and toxic family dynamics• Addiction and substance abuse recovery• Drug court and sobriety• Motherhood and breaking generational curses• Faith, healing, and personal growth• Toxic relationships and rebuilding life• Learning to live with purpose after pain🎙️ Rain Brings Growth Podcast — real conversations about adversity, mindset, healing, faith, and growth.Follow Jamie Shepard:TikTok: @jamie.shep1904Instagram: @jamieshepard1904Follow Matt / MOD Fitness:Instagram: @sidwell.fitness📺 Subscribe for more powerful conversations and weekly episodes.#RainBringsGrowthPodcast #AddictionRecovery #FosterCare #TraumaHealing #MentalHealth #Sobriety #Faith #RecoveryJourney #Podcast #JamieShepard #MattSidwell #GenerationalTrauma #HealingJourney #DrugCourt #RecoveryStory

What happens when you survive war… but almost lose your life to alcohol?In Episode 55 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Scott Larson shares a powerful story of survival, addiction, and redemption. From joining the military at 17 to experiencing a near-death moment when a C130 engine exploded mid-flight, Scott has lived through moments most people will never face.But his hardest battle wasn’t overseas…It was with alcohol.This episode dives deep into the reality of addiction, especially in military and law enforcement culture, and what it truly takes to break free. Scott is now over 15 years sober and shares the mindset, discipline, and hard truths that helped him change his life.What You’ll Learn in This Episode* The near-death experience that changed everything* How alcohol slowly takes control without you realizing it* Why so many men struggle with addiction in silence* The truth about discipline vs motivation* How to break destructive habits and rebuild your life

In this roundtable episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, we sit down with some of the real voices in the hunting space to break down what hunting actually looks like beyond the highlight reels.Featuring creators like Richard Bettencourt from  @SteepKuntryOutdoors   Will Meyers of  @rivertons9580   and Cole Rushton from  @apexhunt9859   this conversation dives deep into the good, the bad, and the ugly of life in the mountains.We talk about the moments you don’t see on TV — the missed shots, the long pack outs, the mental battles, and the responsibility that comes with pulling the trigger. From tracking animals for days to making tough ethical decisions, this episode pulls back the curtain on what it really means to hunt.You’ll hear real stories about:The emotional weight of wounding animals and doing everything possible to recover themWhy showing the full story is changing how hunters are perceivedThe importance of understanding where your food comes fromHow fitness, preparation, and mindset separate success from failureWhy hunting is deeper than just a kill — it’s connection, discipline, and respectThis isn’t just about hunting… it’s about earning something the hard way and appreciating it on a different level.If you’ve ever questioned hunting, are new to it, or live it every season — this episode brings perspective that most people never hear.

In Episode 53 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Scott Curtis shares a raw, unfiltered story of transformation from reckless decisions and addiction to faith, discipline, and building a life with purpose.Scott opens up about hitting rock bottom after a DUI at 21, battling substance abuse, and ultimately making the decision to change everything for his future family. From checking into rehab to walking away from a secure prison job, this episode dives deep into what it really takes to break destructive cycles and bet on yourself.We talk about• The truth about addiction and personal responsibility• Why most people stay stuck and how to change• Leaving security behind to pursue more in life and business• The power of mentorship and surrounding yourself with the right people• How faith transformed his mindset anxiety and direction• Building businesses with purpose not just chasing moneyScott also shares his perspective on risk, why most people are afraid to take it, and how betting on yourself can completely change your life trajectory.This is a conversation about ownership growth and becoming the man you are called to be.If you are feeling stuck afraid to take the next step or know you are capable of more this episode will challenge you to level up.Episode 53 with Scott Curtis is available now on YouTube Spotify and Apple PodcastsSubscribe for more real conversations that push you to grow

This might be one of the most intense and powerful stories ever shared on the Rain Brings Growth Podcast.Eric takes us through a life marked by extreme adversity…A devastating motocross crash that left him paralyzed, in a coma, and fighting for his life…But that was only the beginning.From surviving near-death experiences… to enduring violence, trauma, and unimaginable personal battles… this episode dives deep into what it truly means to be tested.We talk about:Overcoming life-threatening injuries and being told you’ll never walk againPTSD, depression, and the battles men fight in silenceFaith, purpose, and finding meaning through painLeadership, fatherhood, and protecting your family at all costsWhy sharing your story might save someone else’s lifeThis is not just a story about survival…It’s about choosing to keep going when everything in you wants to quit.If you’ve ever felt like giving up, this episode is for you.You can follow Erik on Instagram @erik_roberts_177🎧 Episode available on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts👉 Subscribe to Rain Brings Growth Podcast for more real, raw conversations

In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, we sit down with Tyler Schuler, owner of The Protein Spot in Boise, Idaho. Tyler shares his powerful journey from being over 100 pounds overweight and pre-diabetic as a teenager to building multiple gyms and creating a healthy fast food alternative that is changing lives.We dive deep into the hard truths around childhood obesity, generational habits, and how the environment you grow up in shapes your relationship with food. Tyler opens up about growing up in an unhealthy household, overcoming food addiction, and why he believes parents play a critical role in their children’s long-term health.We also break down macros, food addiction, and how to build a sustainable approach to nutrition without cutting out the foods you love. Tyler shares the mission behind The Protein Spot and how he is helping families find healthier options without sacrificing taste.If you are a parent, someone on a weight loss journey, or looking to break generational cycles, this episode will challenge your perspective and give you actionable insight.Follow Tyler Schuler on Instagram: @theproteinspot_🎙️ Rain Brings Growth PodcastAvailable on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple PodcastsMake sure to subscribe on YouTube for more episodes

Episode 50 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast is one you won’t forgetVanessa Ayala opens up about a life that most people would never see on the surface From what looked like a normal childhood to the reality of pain loss and growth behind closed doors this episode dives deep into the truth that everyone has a story you don’t seeVanessa shares her journey growing up in California navigating ADHD chasing her passion in cosmetology and becoming a mother But everything changed in an instant when she experienced one of the highest highs in life followed immediately by unimaginable tragedy finding out her sister had been murderedIn this episode we talk aboutThe pressure of living a perfect life on the outsideADHD motherhood and learning to manage chaosMoving from California to Idaho for a fresh startFaith forgiveness and finding purpose through painProcessing trauma and healing after lossWhat it really means to forgive the unforgivableVanessa’s story is raw real and powerful It is a reminder that growth does not come from the highlights it comes from the rainIf you have ever struggled questioned your path or needed hope in a dark season this episode is for youAvailable on YouTube Spotify and Apple PodcastsFollow Vanessa on Instagram@the_tattoo_barber

In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with Luke Sanders, also known as @skywalker.life, to talk about faith, fatherhood and becoming the man your family needs.Luke shares his story growing up in a small town in Northern California, being raised in a large faith driven family, and transitioning into a Mennonite lifestyle that shaped his values, discipline and perspective.We dive into the difference between religion and relationship with God, the importance of focusing on Jesus over denominations, and how men can lead their families with strength, purpose and integrity.Luke also shares his experience moving to Uruguay for mission work, navigating culture shock, adversity and growth while building a life centered around faith and service.If you are a dad looking to get stronger mentally, physically and spiritually, this episode is for you.🎧 Available on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts📲 Follow for more real stories, real growth and real conversations

In this powerful episode, I sit down with leadership from Soldiers of the Cross, a men’s motorcycle ministry committed to searching for the one—the lost, the broken, and the forgotten.Joining me are:• Ben Hardister, President of the Modesto, California founding chapter• Nick Dowdy, Vice President of the Modesto chapter• Rod Garcia, President of the Idaho chapterSoldiers of the Cross serves wherever God opens the door—inside prisons, on the streets, on mission trips, and in communities where help is needed most. Their mission is simple but heavy: show up, serve, and bring the Gospel to men who feel beyond reach.We dive into powerful “God stories” from across the country and around the world—moments of redemption, divine timing, and lives changed through obedience. Ben also shares his experience spending years as a volunteer chaplain working with death row inmates at San Quentin State Prison, offering a perspective few ever hear.This conversation touches on faith, purpose, suffering, redemption, brotherhood, and what it means to walk boldly in your calling—no matter where you’re starting from. No matter your walk of life, there is something in this episode that will hit home.🔗 Learn more about Soldiers of the Cross:👉 https://sotc.faith

In this raw and unfiltered episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with David Stamper, better known as Menace, to unpack a life that started in chaos and found its way to purpose.David opens up about a traumatic childhood surrounded by meth labs, abuse, and addiction at a young age. He shares what it was like running away from home, spending three years in juvenile detention, and navigating early adulthood—including working on fishing boats in Alaska—while still battling destructive patterns.As the partying escalated, so did the consequences: DUIs, jail time, and ultimately conceiving his child while sitting in county jail. David spent seven years in prison, a stretch that forced him to confront the man he had become and the father he needed to be. He also explains how he earned the nickname Menace, and what it represented during that season of his life.This conversation is about accountability, hard-earned lessons, and the decision to change when every statistic says you won’t. David shares why he chose a different path, how fatherhood reshaped his priorities, and what becoming a better man truly looks like after a past like his.If you believe growth can come from the darkest places, this episode is proof.

In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with Kameron Ross to unpack a journey that went from discipline and drive to complete humility and rebuilding.Kameron grew up with a deep love for jiu jitsu, fitness, and service. Between training, the gym, and serving on special teams at the jail where he worked, his life was built around physical capability and mental toughness. Then everything changed.After months of unexplained health struggles and bouncing between specialists, Kameron was diagnosed with a form of Lyme disease. What followed was a long road of treatments, uncertainty, and loss. He was forced to step away from the gym, jiu jitsu, and the career roles that once defined him. The identity he had built was stripped away piece by piece.We talk candidly about what it feels like to lose everything you care about, the mental battle that follows, and how pride is broken in seasons you never asked for. Most importantly, Kameron shares the crucial role his faith in Jesus Christ played in carrying him through the darkest moments when answers were few and strength was gone.This episode is a powerful reminder that growth doesn’t always come from pushing harder. Sometimes it comes from being brought to your knees and learning who you really are when everything else is taken away.If you’re walking through illness, loss, or a season that doesn’t make sense, this conversation is for you.

What happens when success on the outside hides destruction on the inside?In Episode 42 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, Matthew Sidwell sits down with Travis Taylor to share a raw and honest story about career success, addiction, loss, and ultimate redemption through faith.Travis grew up around farm life and was raised in the Mormon church. After graduating high school, he slowly drifted away from his faith while searching for direction in life. A few years later, Travis began working in corrections as a stepping stone toward becoming a police officer. What started as a temporary job quickly turned into a full career as he promoted through the ranks and worked at multiple facilities.While Travis appeared to be building a successful career, he was fighting a silent battle behind the scenes. Alcohol began taking control of his life, leading to destructive choices that eventually cost him everything including his job, his marriage, and his relationship with his child.Travis shares his deeply personal journey through addiction, hitting rock bottom multiple times, attending rehab twice, and facing the difficult reality of rebuilding his life from nothing. Through his lowest moments, Travis found healing, purpose, and identity through Jesus Christ.This episode is a powerful reminder that failure does not define your future and sometimes losing everything is the beginning of true transformation.If you are struggling with addiction, loss, faith, or rebuilding your life after mistakes, this conversation will bring encouragement and hope.⸻🔥 Topics Covered In This EpisodeFarm life upbringing and early influencesGrowing up Mormon and walking away from faithWorking in corrections and promoting through the ranksHidden struggles with alcohol and addictionLosing career, marriage, and familyRock bottom moments and rehab journeyFinding faith and healing through Jesus ChristRebuilding identity and purpose⸻🎙️ Listen to the Rain Brings Growth PodcastHelping men and women turn adversity into growth.⸻📲 Follow Matthew Sidwell / MOD FitnessInstagram: @sidwell.fitnessYouTube: Rain Brings Growth PodcastFitness Coaching: MOD Fitness⸻💬 If This Episode Helped YouLikeCommentSubscribeShare this episode with someone who needs hope⸻⚠️ If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction, you are not alone. There is help available and recovery is possible.

What is it really like working prison transport and running a prison bus? In Episode 43 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, we sit down with Caleb, Tommy, Matt, and Scott to talk about their real-life experiences working corrections transport.This episode is packed with hilarious stories, unforgettable moments, and raw conversations about the reality of life on the prison bus. The guys dive into the brotherhood built during long shifts, the unpredictable situations officers face, and the lessons learned from working one of the most unique roles inside corrections.We cover the good, the bad, and the ugly of transport work while sharing stories that most people never hear about. If you’ve worked corrections, law enforcement, or enjoy hearing behind-the-scenes stories from intense careers, this episode is for you.🔥 In This Episode We Cover:• What prison transport is really like• Wild and funny stories from the bus• The brotherhood built in corrections• The toughest moments officers face• Lessons learned from working transport• The culture behind prison bus teamsIf you enjoy real conversations about growth, adversity, and life experiences, make sure to subscribe and join the Rain Brings Growth community.👍 Like💬 Comment your favorite story or if you’ve ever worked corrections🔔 Subscribe for weekly episodesFollow & Connect With Rain Brings Growth Podcast:Instagram: @rain.brings.growth.podcastFacebook: Rain Brings Growth PodcastTikTok: Rain Brings Growth PodcastHost Instagram: @sidwell.fitness

In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, host Matthew Sidwell sits down with Carly Slawson to discuss her recent experience as a surrogate mother and what the surrogacy process truly looks like behind the scenes.Carly shares the full journey of becoming a surrogate, including the intense background checks, psychological evaluations, medical screenings, legal requirements, and approval process required just to be accepted into a surrogacy program. Many people do not realize how detailed and demanding the surrogate application process is, and Carly breaks down every step with honesty and transparency.We dive deep into the mindset required to carry a baby for another family. Carly explains how she prepared emotionally and mentally to help parents who were not capable of having a baby on their own. She talks about the responsibility, purpose, and heart behind her decision and what it truly means to give the gift of life through gestational surrogacy.This episode covers surrogacy requirements, surrogate mother qualifications, background checks for surrogates, emotional preparation for surrogacy, and what families should know about the surrogate journey. If you have ever wondered how to become a surrogate, what the screening process involves, or what motivates someone to help another family grow, this conversation offers real insight and perspective.GuestCarly SlawsonSurrogate Mother and EntrepreneurInstagram carly_hairbycjsHostMatthew SidwellFounder of MOD FitnessHost of the Rain Brings Growth PodcastFollow the PodcastInstagram rain.brings.growth.podcastAvailable on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple PodcastsSubscribe, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who would benefit from hearing Carly’s story.surrogacysurrogate mothergestational surrogacyhow to become a surrogatesurrogacy processsurrogate background checksurrogacy requirementssurrogate screening processsurrogacy mindsetcarrying a baby for another familysurrogate mother storysurrogacy journeyhelping families have a babyinfertility supportmotherhood podcastreal surrogacy experiencerain brings growth podcastmatthew sidwell podcast

In Episode 46 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with Anthony Larson for a real conversation about pain, growth, and becoming who you were never expected to be.Anthony shares his childhood and upbringing, and how lifting weights at a young age became his first outlet for discipline and self-belief. We walk through his early adult years, the different jobs he worked, and the winding path that eventually led him into the masonry field.What started as labor turned into ownership.Today, Anthony runs a business alongside his wife, and we break down the real learning curves of entrepreneurship, marriage, leadership, and building something from the ground up when there is no blueprint.We also dive into his weight loss journey and how transforming his body transformed his mindset. That decision ultimately led him into bodybuilding, where he has taken 1st place on stage. This is not just a fitness story. It is a story about identity, discipline, and refusing to stay stuck.The core theme of this episode is simple: pain creates growth, and growth requires breaking out of the mold your family, environment, or past tried to keep you in.If you have ever felt boxed in by expectations or afraid to choose a harder path, this episode will resonate.Episode 46 is now live on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.

In this episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with Dr. Ethan Edminsten, dentist and owner of Caldwell Dentistry Co. in Caldwell, Idaho.Ethan shares the story of his childhood growing up homeschooled and moving across different states before eventually deciding as a teenager that dentistry was the career he wanted to pursue. We dive into what dental school is really like, including the intense education most people never hear about such as cadaver work and the deep understanding dentists must have of the human body.We also talk about how oral health impacts the entire body, something many people overlook when thinking about their overall health.This conversation tackles some of the most talked-about dental topics including:• Fluoride and whether it is good or bad• The truth about flossing• Electric toothbrush vs manual toothbrush• How oral health connects to overall health• The reality of dental school and medical trainingEthan also opens up about something many people don’t realize about dentistry: the mental toll the profession can take. Dentistry is often feared or disliked by patients, and we discuss how he approaches patient care differently by building genuine relationships and making people feel comfortable instead of just treating them like another number.Outside of dentistry, Ethan is stepping into a brand new chapter of life as a father, and we talk about family, hunting, archery, and balancing career with being present at home.If you have ever wondered what dentists really think about flossing, fluoride, oral health, and dental care, this episode gives you a behind-the-scenes look at the profession and the person behind the chair.Full Episode 47 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast is now available.Listen onYouTubeSpotifyApple PodcastsTopics CoveredDentistry and dental schoolCadaver training in medical schoolFluoride debateFlossing and electric toothbrushesOral health and whole body healthMental health in dentistryBuilding trust with patientsFatherhood and family lifeHunting and archeryConnect with Dr. Ethan EdminstenCaldwell Dentistry Co.Caldwell, Idaho

In Episode 48 of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, I sit down with Rudy Vazquez, a barber at Goodfellas Barber Shop in Nampa, Idaho. This conversation is full of laughter, real stories, and hard truths about life, family, and growing up.Rudy shares what life was like growing up working alongside his parents in the fields picking produce at a young age. Those early experiences shaped his work ethic and perspective on family, culture, and responsibility.We also dive into Mexican culture and traditions, including Rudy’s honest take on how quinceañeras have changed over the years and why he feels the meaning behind them has shifted.The episode gets real as Rudy talks about the trouble he got into growing up. From driving without privileges at 12 years old to breaking and entering during teenage beer runs, he reflects on the lessons those moments taught him and how they shaped the man he is today.We also talk about fatherhood, the parenting moments that test us, and how becoming a dad changes your priorities and outlook on life.This episode is packed with humor, humility, and honest reflection about where we come from and how we grow from it.If you enjoy real conversations about fatherhood, culture, work ethic, and personal growth, this is an episode you don’t want to miss.🎙️ Episode 48 of the Rain Brings Growth PodcastAvailable now on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.SEO Keywords to Include in TagsRudy VazquezGoodfellas Barber Shop NampaNampa Idaho barberRain Brings Growth PodcastBarber life storiesFatherhood podcastMexican culture discussionLatino work ethicGrowing up working in fieldsLife lessons podcast

In this powerful episode of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast, we sit down with Charlie Fortik, owner of 3D Fitness and co-founder of Bunker Supplements, to share one of the most raw redemption stories ever featured on the show.Charlie opens up about growing up in extreme poverty and chaos. He endured abuse from his mom’s boyfriends, grew up surrounded by crime, and at times survived by eating out of McDonald’s garbage cans. By the age of 11, Charlie was living completely on his own in a small camper in a field, forced to survive with no guidance, no protection, and no safety net.He shares how fighting became his outlet, eventually leading him into a professional MMA career, but also how unresolved trauma followed him into adulthood. After the passing of his father, Charlie entered a downward spiral that resulted in five years in prison, a moment that could have ended everything.Instead, it became the turning point.This episode dives deep into how Charlie used pain, discipline, and accountability to rebuild his life, build successful fitness businesses, and help others understand that their past does not define their future.If you have ever felt trapped by your circumstances, weighed down by trauma, or unsure if real change is possible, this conversation is for you.🌧️ You have to go through some rain to get the growth on the other side.🎧 Guest InformationCharlie Fortik is the owner of 3D Fitness, a private members-only gym, and the co-founder of Bunker Supplements. He is a former professional MMA fighter and a survivor of childhood abuse, homelessness, and incarceration. Charlie’s mission is to help others build discipline, confidence, and purpose, especially those who feel stuck because of their past.🧠 Topics Covered in This EpisodeChildhood abuse and extreme povertyLiving alone at 11 years oldHomelessness and survivalGrowing up around crimeProfessional MMA fightingLosing a parentSpending five years in prisonRebuilding life through discipline and fitnessEntrepreneurship and second chances🔗 Guest & Business Social Media LinksCharlie Fortik Instagramhttps://instagram.com/maryandcharliefortik3D Fitness Instagramhttps://instagram.com/3dfitnessllcBunker Supplements Instagramhttps://instagram.com/bunker_supplements🎙️ Host InformationThis episode is hosted by Matthew Sidwell, host of the Rain Brings Growth Podcast. Matthew is an online fitness coach for parents over 30, a father of four, and an advocate for mindset, discipline, faith, and generational growth. He created Rain Brings Growth to share real, unfiltered stories of people who have walked through darkness and come out stronger.🔗 Host & Podcast Social Media LinksMatthew Sidwell Instagramhttps://instagram.com/sidwell.fitnessMatthew Sidwell Facebookhttps://facebook.com/__________Rain Brings Growth Podcast Instagramhttps://instagram.com/rain.brings.growth.podcastRain Brings Growth Podcast Facebookhttps://facebook.com/__________Rain Brings Growth Podcast YouTubehttps://youtube.com/@rainbringsgrowthpodcastRain Brings Growth Podcast TikTokhttps://tiktok.com/@rain.brings.growth.podcast🔔 Subscribe for more conversations onRedemptionFitnessMental toughnessFaithPrison reformOvercoming traumaFatherhoodDiscipline

This episode is a special one. We sat down for a raw, real, and hilarious four-way conversation with four former corrections officers who spent years inside the walls most people never see behind. Joining the roundtable are Matthew Sidwell, Kyle Nations, Brock Sande, and Jeffery Anderson, and together we share the stories you don’t hear unless you lived it.We dive into the reality of prison life from the officer’s side—major incidents, intense moments, fights, adrenaline dumps, and what it truly takes to stay calm when chaos breaks loose. But we also talk about the funny memories, the pranks, the camaraderie, and how you find ways to make a dark environment enjoyable just to survive it mentally.There’s laughter. There’s perspective. There’s honesty. And there’s also reflection on what we miss, what we don’t, and how those years shaped us as men, fathers, and leaders today.If you’ve ever wondered what prison is really like for the people working behind the gates, buckle up—this one is wild, emotional, and absolutely unforgettable.Rain brings growth… even in the hardest places. 🌧️➡️🌱Listen, laugh, learn, and gain a new appreciation for the men and women who suit up and step into that world every day.