PODCAST · religion
Seek and Destroy
by Brett & Carson
A no holds barred look at the spiritual path hosted by Brett and Carson, two former musicians and recovered addicts, who lived to tell the tale and find something greater on the other side.
Episodes
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049 - Sober October
In this episode Brett and Carson do a deep dive into what it's like to quit daily drinking as Carson chooses to do Sober October. Recorded 21 days into Carson's first attempt at going a month without alcohol, the duo delve into discussions around the challenges of quitting drinking when alcohol…
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048 - The Challenges of CPTSD
In this hard to listen to episode, Carson exposes what it's like to be in the midst of a CPTSD flashback without even knowing it. Heavily triggered by some recent events Carson and Brett discuss whether it is ever truly possible to trust others and feel secure while Carson struggles with jealousy...
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047 - The Art of Learning To Be Yourself
Brett and Carson discuss the challenges of learning to be unapologetically authentic even when it means other people might not like you. They then move into an exploration around a difficult process Carson went through during his Conscious Relationship Training program which leads into some...
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046 - The Selfish Lover and the Spiritual Pussy
Brett and Carson discuss the futility of trying to avoid healing as Carson continues to put himself on blast for his over-identification with being a good lover. Then the tables are turned as they inquire into whether Brett has "landed" and if his anxiety meds are helping him bypass his...
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045 - Ghost Figures and Self Worth Conditioning
Carson discusses an experience with his partner which has him realizing that his sense of self worth is directly linked to being a good lover.
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044 - Vibration, Frequency and the 4th Dimension
Brett explains his recent explorations into the nature of existence, vibration and frequency through some recent trials with nitrous oxide. Brett and Carson then draws some parallels between these realizations and how resistance and mental interpretation hold us back from deep experiencing and...
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043 - Inflated Egos and the Pitfalls of Substance Use
Brett investigates into how his ego is being given fertile ground for expansion due to being revered as an OG in his local scene which has Carson reflecting on how being a yoga teacher had him in a similar position. The discussion then moves into how feeling good can cause substance use to start…
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042 - Shame and Shadow Work
Carson sends an email to his parents asking them to go to therapy in an effort to begin reconnecting to them and has to address the shame and embarrassment of going back on his decision to excommunicate them 4 years earlier. Brett and Carson then delve into the concept and practice of shadow work...
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041 - We're Not Dead.. Yet.
We're back! And still alive! On this episode, Brett & Carson catch up on the last few years and talk a bit about living life exactly how you'd like to.
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025 - The Dirt (Part 1): Divorce
It's been four long years since Carson and Brett have really let it all hang out on the podcast. But that's about to change. In part one of this two part episode, Brett shares the story of the most difficult two years of his life, which concluded with the closing of his long-standing business, a...
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024 - Microdosing
The idea of microdosing psychoactive substances has gained popularity in society and the media at a rapid pace. LSD, psilocybin, and other psychoactives taken in *very* small amounts on a consistent basis have so far shown very positive results in dealing with many of the challenges that modern...
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023 - Meditation Retreats
Silent meditation retreats can play an integral role on the spiritual path. Brett & Carson discuss their experiences at Adyashanti & AYP events, zen sesshins, and Carson's upcoming 10-day vipassana retreat. Benefits are discussed, as well as a story & life-changing experience from Brett's most...
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022 - The Master Baiter
It's a trap! Carson shares the story of the "bait" used on him by a family member looking to get a reaction. Will he take it? Meanwhile, Brett's engagement reaches critical mass as he realizes just how much goes into planning a wedding, and the stress and arguments that go along with it. Will he...
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021 - Money
On this very special episode, Carson and Brett welcome their friend (and first guest!) Jeff to join in the discussion on everyone's favorite subject, MONEY. Jeff, a former investment banker with Goldman Sachs, brings along a perspective on the subject leading to some very interesting dialogues on...
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020 - The Great Debate
It's time to once again break out the gloves as Brett and Carson step back inside the ring for another debate filled episode of Seek and Destroy! Topics include an update on the perception of time, the idea of control, meditation and its effects, evolution, and a revisit to the role of spiritual...
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019 - Marryin' and Mayorin
Is that the sound of wedding bells, or the swearing in of a new mayor? Brett's recent engagement leads to our hosts to a look at the "five stages of a relationship". Meanwhile in Canada, Carson decides to run for mayor of his town, bringing the duo into a discussion on politics and the benefits…
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018 - Outtatime
The discussion on time continues this week as Carson gives an update on his new perspective, as well as scheduling out the next three months of his life to the minute. Other subjects include lucid dreams and ayahuasca. \m/
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017 - House of Cards
Does time exist? Carson's "House of Cards" analogy leads to one of the podcast's most intense inquiries to date, as he is tossed head first into a direct experience of awareness without form. This leads our hosts to an examination of time, in relation to suffering and beyond. Other topics include…
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016 - The Book of Jobson
Why do we suffer? Our hosts try to find out this week as Carson's life begins to resemble The Book of Job, leading to a look at the story itself. Brett also recounts his experience in the isolation tank. This week's episode continues via an extra download available through our website at...
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015 - Down the Rabbit Hole
“Who in the world am I? Ah, that's the great puzzle.” Venture down the rabbit hole with Carson and Brett this week as they dig into a grab bag of subjects leaving no stone unturned. Brett takes a look at the fear surrounding psychedelic experiences as he's gotten older, and Carson faces some…
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014 - Theft, Drugs and Rock N' Roll
We're turning this podcast up to 11! Carson catches someone stealing at his shop, and Brett is faced with inquiry taking him to places he doesn't necessarily want to go. The duo then look at Yogani's "Evolutionary Stages of Mind" which leads to a discussion on drug induced states and their…
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013 - Death
In this week's episode, Carson shares the story of his grandfather's passing, leading to an evaluation of his relationship with his father. Brett recounts losing a feline friend, and describes the experience of the inner deconstruction currently taking place on his path. Other subjects include a...
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012 - Suffering Sucks Balls
Carson & Brett discover a parallel in their paths shifting focus from the internal to the external, and a look at stress leads to a theoretical heirarchy of emotions. Has the duo pinpointed the end of suffering? Probably not, but they do revisit their experiments with Earthing. All this, and the...
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011 - Shut Up and Listen
"Shut Up and Listen" finds Brett confronted with the fact that he is a bad listener. Carson's time away from his family sheds new light on his priorities in life, leading to the duo looking at the role of a father from both sides of the equation. The first (and last) "Inquiry of the Week" is...
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010 - Weedtervention
Episode ten finds the guys discovering some changes to their reactions when faced with extreme external circumstances. Carson shares another wild acupuncture experience, and Brett shares a story of a teaching brought upon by an unlikely candidate. An inquiry into marijuana use quickly becomes an...
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009 - The Kumare Incident
It's a fight to the (ego) death as Carson and Brett square off in this steel cage match film review of the documentary "Kumare"! Witness the carnage as heads are smashed into zabutons, bodies slammed into smoldering piles of nag champa, and the lotus leg lock leaves the ring stained in blood!…
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008 - This Podcast is OVER!
On this week’s episode Carson and Brett begin by discussing the Vice documentary “Drunken Glory.” This leads them into inquiry on the usefulness of ecstatic states while on the path. From there the conversation weaves its way through topics on drug experiences, pop culture and balls. Yes, balls....
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007 - Strikes and Gutters
"Strikes and Gutters" finds Carson and Brett speaking for the first time in a month, and with plenty of stories to tell. Brett shares an experience of canines seemingly sent to clear his karma, and reunites with his father after a three-plus year hiatus. Carson takes a wild ride with the help of...
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006 - The Middle Wave
This episode finds Brett & Carson discussing the healing potential of earthing, while Brett recaps his experience with The Presence Process. The duo wraps up the episode working through a visual theory of equinimity based on a sine wave. Other topics include visits from Jehovah's Witnesses and...
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005 - That Just Happened
In this episode, Carson's freshly broken arm opens up a discussion on working with pain, as well as a look at the psychoactive drug Ketamine. The pair continue to look at their family relationships as well as the idea of unconditional love. Brett tells the story of integrating a powerful…
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004 - There's an Octopus on Your Head
In this episode of Seek and Destroy, Brett bares it all with a story about being driven into emotionally reactive behavior and Carson and Brett use this opportunity to explore Michael Brown’s “ICU” process. Our anti-heros also get into discussions around the stages of conscious evolution, Ken...
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003 - Nobody Eats Parsley
This week’s episode takes a look at parenting from both sides, as Carson & Brett both discuss issues dealing with their own parents, leading to a discussion regarding Carson’s role as a parent to his own children. Further investigation into “The Presence Process” brings up an inquiry into the...
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002 - I Don't Know
On this episode, Brett and Carson inquire into the spiritual value of cocaine, and evaluate week two of “The Presence Process”. Carson gives an update on his inability to apologize, and Brett reaches out to his father after being on non-speaking terms for three years. Wrapping up the episode, an...
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001 - I'm Sorry
The first episode of Seek and Destroy, “I’m Sorry”, finds Brett beginning Michael Brown’s “The Presence Process”, while Carson struggles with his inability to apologize. Other topics include meditation experiences, mycology, Byron Katie’s “The Work”, grounding, and Carson’s background story. \m/
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A no holds barred look at the spiritual path hosted by Brett and Carson, two former musicians and recovered addicts, who lived to tell the tale and find something greater on the other side.
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