Sorry! Did I Make You Uncomfortable?

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Sorry! Did I Make You Uncomfortable?

I've worn many masks of success, but deep down always felt like a misfit. Constantly seeking out where I fit in life and often conforming to what I thought others wanted me to be, I got in the habit of shoving everything deep down inside. I've decided it's time to talk. We all deal with something and it's those things that make our life's story special. This is a safe place to comfortably talk about the uncomfortable. From Grief, Body Dysmorphia, Trauma Responses and more. Whatever it is, let's talk about it. Get authentic and find out how to do that, in love! www.crystalpain.com

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    Saul Was A Giant: Are We Being Bio-hacked into Wanting a King?

    Walk with me as I reveal Saul's lineage, the mighty warriors fighting on David's army. Pointing out how we are currently being bio-hacked, and what our job as Christ's followers is. Get ready to go deep and to have FUN!Saul wasn’t just a king—what if there’s more to the giants story than we’ve been told?There’s a pattern. A battle for the mind.And it all comes back to one thing: heart posture.What are you actually submitted to?Stay curious… connect the dots 🧩

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    Pt. 3 Nephilim: From Adam, the Trade Wars, to Trump

    3-Part Series: From Eden to Empire — Uncovering the AgendaWhat if the story didn’t start where we thought it did?In this powerful 3-part series, we trace a thread that begins with Adam and weaves its way through history—revealing patterns, spiritual battles, and an underlying agenda that still echoes in today’s global tensions, even in modern trade wars.Through a deeply personal lens, I share a vivid dream God gave me—one that unlocked a deeper understanding of what’s been unfolding from the very beginning. We go beyond surface-level conversations and step into the often overlooked layers of Scripture, pulling from Old Testament stories and uncovering truths many miss.This isn’t mainstream.This is deeper.This is about discernment.At the core of it all is a call: to return to a true heart posture toward God, to understand covenant, and to recognize what it means to walk aligned with Him in a world full of distraction and deception.Come ready to question, to see differently, and to lean in.Buckle up—this is a deep ride.

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    Pt. 2 Nephilim: From Adam, the Trade Wars, to Trump

    3-Part Series: From Eden to Empire — Uncovering the AgendaWhat if the story didn’t start where we thought it did?In this powerful 3-part series, we trace a thread that begins with Adam and weaves its way through history—revealing patterns, spiritual battles, and an underlying agenda that still echoes in today’s global tensions, even in modern trade wars.Through a deeply personal lens, I share a vivid dream God gave me—one that unlocked a deeper understanding of what’s been unfolding from the very beginning. We go beyond surface-level conversations and step into the often overlooked layers of Scripture, pulling from Old Testament stories and uncovering truths many miss.This isn’t mainstream.This is deeper.This is about discernment.At the core of it all is a call: to return to a true heart posture toward God, to understand covenant, and to recognize what it means to walk aligned with Him in a world full of distraction and deception.Come ready to question, to see differently, and to lean in.Buckle up—this is a deep ride.

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    Pt.1 Nephilim: From Adam, the Trade Wars, to Trump

    3-Part Series: From Eden to Empire — Uncovering the AgendaWhat if the story didn’t start where we thought it did?In this powerful 3-part series, we trace a thread that begins with Adam and weaves its way through history—revealing patterns, spiritual battles, and an underlying agenda that still echoes in today’s global tensions, even in modern trade wars.Through a deeply personal lens, I share a vivid dream God gave me—one that unlocked a deeper understanding of what’s been unfolding from the very beginning. We go beyond surface-level conversations and step into the often overlooked layers of Scripture, pulling from Old Testament stories and uncovering truths many miss.This isn’t mainstream.This is deeper.This is about discernment.At the core of it all is a call: to return to a true heart posture toward God, to understand covenant, and to recognize what it means to walk aligned with Him in a world full of distraction and deception.Come ready to question, to see differently, and to lean in.Buckle up—this is a deep ride.

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    Women Warriors, The Seed War, and Hormonal Shifts

    Women don’t lose value with age—we gain perspective.Funny how God often redeems what others label “decline.”Wisdom should get louder, not quieter.🗣️What if this season isn’t the end—but the redemption? ✝️

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    You Will Enter Through the Valley

    Take a trip through symbolic signs given to us in the bible, for a "Only God" moment about to break forth in the body of Christ. Your valley is your entry point.

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    Your Breakthrough is Here: What God Requires

    Follow along with me ask I prophesy breakthrough on your life, explain that God is doing in the waiting, and what he requires of you when you step into your new season of purpose.

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    Shaking Before the Harvest

    Are you feeling anxious? A word of warning about whats coming, the preparation, and what our responsibility is as the body of Christ.

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    Chronicles of Emotional Sovereignty

    Have you found yourself in a dark, lonely, depressed, or even angry place. Follow me through 1 Chronicles where we see examples of why you might be finding yourself in this state and what your role is within it.

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    Saying, "I Do"

    Everyone wants the wedding day, the beautiful celebration and to partake in the feast, it's so fun to imagine. But what does it take to actually get ready for such a time? Whats our part? How are we to prepare? Especially since we are the Bride of the King of all Kings!

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    Forged in the Fire: Are You Using the Wrong Fuel?

    What is the fuel behind your ambition, why are we experiencing trials and tribulations, and are we handling them correctly? Walk with me through explaining the reasons behind trails and how to handle deaf ears.

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    They Shall Have No Other Gods Before Me

    This is a season of exposure. Walk with me as I explain things God has been speaking to me and tie them in to a prophetic word I believe He gave me for this season

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    Suicidal

    Lets take off all the masks and just get real. Where are we missing it? Keeping it simple!

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    The Hunt that Got Outta Control

    You don't have to have it all figured out, life is a journey. What's stopping you from enjoying the ups and downs?

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    Bases Loaded

    If you have been crying out for God to bless you and asking what your next move is, I hope this episode speaks to you. He has blessings upon blessings to pour out and your bases are loaded...whats next?

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    How Do You Become Influential?

    Are you feeling called to a particular mountain of influence, but keep hitting obstacles. Your biggest battle might not be the mountain, it might just be closer than you think. Lets look at some of the most influential people and learn from them.

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    When God's Child Battles, What's it Look Like?

    God's taking many through a preparation season. We will face battles, but how are we going to fight? Is it making you weary or stronger?

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    Irritated and Distracted

    Why do emotions dictate your distractions? Are you irritated by the wrong things and how do we get to a place of peace again.

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    Why Am I Facing This?

    when you think your stepping into your flourishing season only to be met with an instant test.

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    Gut Punch

    Laying down the things that are holding you back with a clear finish line insight.

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    It's Not Popular

    How do you know when you are tethered to something unhealthy? How do you break free?

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    When Mom Talks We Listen

    Sit with us around the old oak table where my daughter and I talk with my mom. When she speaks we listen, because we know her words carry love and wisdom that came from experience.

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    Stripping and Finding My True Self

    Sometimes you look in the mirror and don't recognize who you are anymore. How do we walk this process out? What questions should we be asking?

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    I'm Going To Tell My Mom

    Sit down with me and my daughter Rayelyn as we discuss Trauma Responses, Generational Differences, and Body Dysmorphia. Rayelyn is a Psychology major at Southeastern Oklahoma State University.

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    Wearing the Badge Prodigal Like a Scarlet Letter

    Let's talk about how hard it is to walk back through the church doors after backsliding and some of the reasons why.

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    What's That Guy's Name?

    Do you know any super influential and wealthy people that are okay with remaining in the background? Sometimes the best way to get ahead is to stop worrying about being seen.

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    Yall, You're Safe Here

    We spend so much time hiding our true selves in fear of making others feel uncomfortable. I'm ready to talk about it! Whatever it is. Trauma Responses, Grief, Body Dysmorphia, People Pleasing, or those odd things about us we've hidden from the world our whole lives.

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

I've worn many masks of success, but deep down always felt like a misfit. Constantly seeking out where I fit in life and often conforming to what I thought others wanted me to be, I got in the habit of shoving everything deep down inside. I've decided it's time to talk. We all deal with something and it's those things that make our life's story special. This is a safe place to comfortably talk about the uncomfortable. From Grief, Body Dysmorphia, Trauma Responses and more. Whatever it is, let's talk about it. Get authentic and find out how to do that, in love! www.crystalpain.com

HOSTED BY

Cecily Williams

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