Talk With Wavy

the title pretty much sums it all, i honestly don't know who i am anymore, what i'm passionate about, and just... a lot. i'm feeling very lost. like i lost a version of myself that i used to love. i've been feeling this negativity for the past two weeks already and i wanted to make a podcast episode about it to maybe it'll make me feel better, and sharing you all of my journal entries the past two weeks as well. in the end, i did put some factors slowly but surely, i'll find my sparkle again.

we're back with inviting guests on my podcasts and we talk about their life in general. whether it's personal, college, or something that is interesting about them. i wanted to have a talk with kuya ethan viray as he has been a student for 2 years at my university. he has experienced and learned a lot, and i wanted to share his speakings onto my podcast. oh, and he also requested to be apart of my podcasting guests as well! i hope you all enjoy.

we've experienced that feeling before. we have a bad day, a stressful day, or just some days we don't feel happiness anymore. we want to give up. but my question is, should we actually give up now? let's talk about this.

i'm learning a lot as a college student about courses and our lives, but there was an instance in my life where i thought about shifting a course, or dropping out. but then i realized, but have consequences. so i wanted to reflect and share you all my thoughts if i decide to shift or drop out. this can apply to all of the college students out there if they are struggling to select on what to do. i hope you all enjoy.

i've realized that after having so much debates, arguments, and so much more when it comes to battling out who is right or wrong. or maybe you're getting cancelled or having an issue in your school or workplace and people want to talk bad about you, i realized that silence can actually be a valid option. you don't need to overexplain or talk about your side, you just need to silent and let it go. because speaking up can actually ruin yourself. so let's talk about have silence is a valid option, and you don't need to talk about everything.

okay, i do admit that i'm the problem sometimes. yes, i do blame people, people blame me, i want to win or conclude this arguement. but reflecting and journaling about my life, i realized that... i'm actually the problem. it may be with my reaction, my response, or anything that affected the person. so let's talk about how i'm the problem, and how i can improve my wrong doings.

i've always been the person to run away from my problems. but then i realized that, it dosen't always disappear. but always haunts me back. so let's talk about running away from our problems, and how we shouldn't, and what can we do to fix our problem. i hope you all enjoy.

we're back with more overthinking episodes, and we're here to talk about friendship overthinking or people in general. where we always overanalyze and say "what if they hate me? what if i said something wrong that's why he is not responding?" we've all been there, and i'm here to tell you all what to know when you start overthinking about your friendships again. i hope you all enjoy.

i've been really scared to go outside recently. it's not social anxiety in general, i was never diagnosed with it, but i think i have agoraphobia? i don't want to assume really. maybe i just get scared to go outside in general to see people that i don't want to see. also to escape some bad guys and just run away from people. but let's talk about why i'm scared to go outside, and what can i do in order to escape this feeling?

nostagia hit me again, i unexpectedly started to miss shs. after some parts of me saying that i want to start a new era in college, i want to forget about shs, i was wrong. i actually want to go back in shs and experience everything again. it came to the part where i reflected and had regrets. such as wishing that i made more friends, new experiences, and even making that section's podcast. but let's dive deep and why i actually miss shs.

all of us get fomo (fear of missing out) majority all of us wants to be updated by the latest news that our colleagues, friends, family when there's some hot tea to share. but if we drift apart with the people in our lives, or we don't have time to listen to all of the latest news, we get fomo. we want to know everything, but what if i tell you that... we don't need to know everything? and maybe protect our peace of mind?

i've always been an extrovert, i always wanted to be around my friends, i didn't want to go home, i just wanted to surrounded by society. but recently, when graduating in senior high, and ever since the beginning of college, i've been wanting to be alone. not feeling lonely, but just feeling the solitude and hearing my inner thoughts. that's what we're going to be talking about today.

a lot of people say it. it’s easier to say: “i don’t care anymore” other than: “ i care enough to try again.” we are prone to always give up easily if something dosen't go right in the first time. but what if i tell you that in reality, you always don't get it right in the first time? you may get it right when it's the 2nd, 3rd, 4th, or 5th time? yes you will get tired, fail, lose motivation, and mess up. but you only have one option, and it's to try again. it isn't the end of the world when you fail, it just resets. as in today's podcast, we're going to be talking about, trying all over again and do not give up easily. i hope you all enjoy.

if you knew me before and have been a follower or a subscriber for a really long time, you might have known that i used to do interviews on the channel. i used to interview live streamers, my friends, student councils, and a lot of people to get to know their lives even more better. but i never really told you all the reason why i stopped doing it, now i did. i hope you all enjoy and see u on future projects!

one of my favorite celebrities, toni gonzaga released her new card game of having deep conversations with your friends and family, and i decided to play it on my podcast channel! i hope you all enjoy!

i'm still not okay, and i wanted to reflect on everything that's been happening. why is am i feeling like this, why am i burnt out? why am i losing friends? turns out, it's actually just the reality. but you're actually going to be on your own in college. only having a few friends, only speaking to people on group works, and a lot of reflections. to all my loners out there in college, here's some advice and reflections on what i've realized, and maybe make you even more comfortable when it comes to just being alone. let's make being alone have a bright side, other than having a negative side on it. i hope you all enjoy as this is another personal podcast episode that i have been making.

i've been having an academic burnout ever since the start of term 2 in my college life. it's exhausting. i always don't want to go to school, i don't want to see my profs or blockmates, i don't want to do any school related things. it's not that i'm lazy i'm just burnt out, and physically exhausted. i spoke about this to make it relateable to students really, and what can we do in order to improve and stop our burnout? here's how, i hope you enjoy.

i wasn't interested in having a crush recently. i was focused more on my personal life, my content creation, and schoolworks. but sometimes, the era or the times we were in love with the person resurfaced. we can't control it, they just pop up in our heads. let's talk about why i thought about them, and how it is TOTALLY normal for you to think about them randomly. i hope you all enjoy.

whenever we have a break up, we always have a broken version of ourselves. we choose to fix ourselves. usually, some people fix themselves because they want their ex to miss them and want them to be back. but what if we can fix ourselves to be the better version of ourselves next time? yes he might miss you, but fixing yourself first is more better. let's talk about it. + my experiences as well loving some people.

silly me posted this podcast on february 15 instead of the 14th lol, oh well. i'm a day late, so it's okay! maybe people are still celebrating valentine's on the 15th or on the 16th hehe. i talked about valentine's day, how the pressure of single people need to have a valentine on the 14th every year. but what if i tell you that valentine's dosen't need to have a +1? but you can enjoy valentine's alone? let's talk about it. a valentine's self care day for you, some personal valentine's stories, and spending time alone. i hope you all enjoy and have a great valentine's with your partner or maybe even alone :)

this episode is kind of connected to the getting attached and not giving your all past 2 previous episodes, now we are at the 'final' stage which is to let go and stop wasting ur energy on one person. i've made this into a generalized topic and gave less personal stories, so that i can focus more on giving out advice, guidance, and help to other people. i hope you all enjoy.

we often get obsessed with someone, it tends to happen on a friend, or someone your in love with. and we mainly give our all, but then we realize. the love and the energy isn't equal, and ur not getting it back as well. let's talk about not giving your all isn't worth it, and how you should reflect on this, and maybe give ur all to different people that you think is equal to you. i hope you all enjoy.

i have a lot of friends, but i often get too attached to one person who we share an equal mutual energy. i feel safe, seen, and understood by them. their my rant and vent buddy, my comfort, my go-to, and just my 'favorite person' but often times, the attachment gets too unhealthy. so let's talk about getting attached, and how to let go quietly and slowly.

i always tried to be friends with everyone, but then i realized that not everyone can be my friend. even if i try my best to be a good person, try having the same interests, and just want them to like me. someone out there, will still be disappointed in you. in reality, you cannot please everyone. in this podcast episode, we'll talk about being a people pleaser, how life changes, and what i do to my real friends, and to myself. i hope you all enjoy.

they say that, college is the era of having the hardcore crushes. this is where you find the right one, a long term relationship, do a lot of adult stuff. but for me, it wasn't. i'm way more different than what other people do. i never found it to love someone in college. only attraction. some people are cute, handsome, beautiful, and just i admire them. but it didn't go way deeper where i can see them in my relationship status, or whatsoever. so let's talk about having a college crush... or not..

growing up, im very much different than other people in college or in shs. they drink, smoke, go party often, even do sexual stuff. im pretty much into content creation, dancing, small hangouts, cafes, etc. but let's talk about the adult stuff, am i interested in doing it? was i ever curious? enjoy listening.

there's a lot of changes that happened on my podcast journey. from wavytalks to a new name called talk with wavy. from a webcam setup, to a new HD look with rgb lights, or even a sunset lamp. there's a lot that changed. i stated the reasons why i changed it, and i hope u all listen and enjoy.

back in 2025, there were a lot of parties that i wasn't invited. obviously i had the feeling of jealousy, sadness, and that one question you always ask is: "why didn't they invite me?" it's always that. but why didn't we get invited in the first place? let's talk about why. why i was really affected, a reflection of this, and what can we do in our alone time.

when i was kid, i always thought that people who smokes & vapes are bad people. because in my whole life i know that it's dangerous for your health, and watching movies, bad people do it lol. but growing up, in my generation z. all my friends in high school, senior high school, and college. they do it frequently. so i wanted to research why they smoke or vape. i found out why, and i fully understood it now. so here's a podcast episode where i research about what is inside of a smoke & vape, why do people do it, some stories from my friends, and my understandings now growing up. i hope you all enjoy. ps i won't be smoking or vaping, this is just a part of my research.

we all have insecurities, but mine is a little bit different when it comes to physical appearance. i hate to wear tank tops, show my underarms, go shirtless or even look at myself in the mirror for too long that i see my body. it's complicated and unique. so today, we'll be talking about my insecurities, what triggers it, how i handle it, reflections, etc. i hope you all enjoy.

i was never really interested in fitness before, but after trying it out such as just dance, jogging, weight loss, etc. i became interested in exploring what are the other differences when it comes to fitness. so let's talk about my fitness life!

people know me as a very extrovert person personally. but they never knew that my social battery is always low. but it really depends on the people i hang out with. if it's with big crowds, people i'm not fit in, not the right people, or just mentally and physically tired. my battery drains. so let's talk about my social battery on why is it low, what happens to me, what do i do, my reflections, etc.

after a year of planning, we finally got to do this interview/podcast. today, we're going to be talking to my good friend elijah. who is the bassist in their band called "nextone". their band has made over 5 songs and 3 music videos! also had their song featured on the radio in magic 89.9. there's a lot to talk about in his life, so i hope you all enjoy my conversation with elijah. email: [email protected] mediatwitter - https://twitter.com/WavyWaminstagram - https://www.instagram.com/wamwavy/twitch - https://www.twitch.tv/wavywamzzgaming channel - https://www.youtube.com/@WavyWam/featuredlive channel - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC71UynvQYSzmK9vhsBzq7bwvlogging channel - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJUwTd918GD28Gti-Qy6veAelijah's instagram - https://www.instagram.com/elijahdelrosarioonextone's social mediainstagram - https://www.instagram.com/nextonephyoutube - https://www.youtube.com/@UCsu4MY34MlAGYKAJE1J76nw facebook - https://www.facebook.com/nextonephapple music - https://music.apple.com/us/artist/nextone/1766227686spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/24AU26GJHwRbwg0sXN0Rqb?si=AnyOuO66RQmx-Tn5zONU0Q

commuting in the philippines is no joke, it is absolutely exhausting for dear life. now let's talk about the reality of being a commuter as a college student and maybe even a future employee in a job. my life stories, my routines, my reflections, and so much more.

another painful moment that happened in my life is my friends leaving in a different country, some of them majority left for college life, one left since they are a permanent us citizen and will work there for life. let's talk about saying goodbye to my friends.

i didn't know him at that time and i was curious who he was. i found out that he actually left mapua and had a gap year, but why was he still there in our broadcast group chat? only to find out, his heart was still at mapua. i'm here to have a talk with baron lozano on why he left mapua, his life in general, and so much more. i hope you all enjoy!

one of my core memories i had this 2025 is definitely having the courage to talk to my old crushes. the reason why it's because me and them experienced a lot. from interviews, hanging out, getting coffee. to having a downfall, ruining friendships, love. and now, being best friends, having reflections in the past, what we learned, and just having an emotional closure. here's the story of the two crushes i had in shs.

i never really knew what my love languages were, until the fact my mom told me to answer a love language quiz to find out what it is. later i found out that it's physical touch. even my high school friend josh told me that i'm into physical touch because i would hug all of my friends when i see them. but i wanted to dive deep and research what are the other love languages out there and find out if i also have it. what is your love language? let me know in the comments!

he's a third year at mapua university, but going to have one last year since he became an irregular student. a leader in the stars organization and just being the coolest person i've ever seen. here we have a talk with my good friend kuya zach pascual where i got to know what his life is in mapua for over three years, how we met, and how's he doing in general.

2020 was 5 years ago, and i wanted to look back and talk to my 2020 self. i want him to know what happened to me the past 5 years of growing up. experiencing ups in downs when it comes to content creation, family, relationships, friendships, school and personal self. i could already hear his voice saying "look at you now..." and i hope you all enjoy :)

ever since i took a break from youtube for over 1 or 2 months to focus on college life, i couldn't take it out of my mind that i am a content creator. it's something that i tried to let go and think about my personal life, college life, and just being private. but something was just "ghosting" me, and it was youtube. i couldn't let go of it. i knew this was going to be part of my identity. so this is why it's hard for me to let go of youtube.

today i got the chance to do a podcast with josh & rhia. we talked about the life of a commuter in different cities in the philippines, which included some nightmarish stories. but on the fun side, we got to know each other's first impressions and how we met. with a solo story from josh why he shifted from datasci to broadcasting. there's a lot we spoke about, so i hope u all enjoy!

i'm back. let's talk about my college freshman life recently! what i have learned, experienced, stories, etc. i hope you all enjoy. new episodes will still continue to be posted every sunday. i love you all!

ever since i turned 19 and before even turning 19 this year, i started to become more emotional, even at the littlest things. but that's when i realized that it's because im growing up now. i'm not a little kid anymore. we're here to talk about my personal story of becoming emotional at the age 19, and hopefully my viewers that are growing up and are teenagers right now can relate to what i'm feeling. this episode is open to everyone.

i was thrilled to talk about this topic as i've experienced this ever since grade 10, and it's burnout. which majority all of us has experienced this. we're here to talk about what burn out is, how does it affect us, my personal experience, and how i cope up with it.

social media is a part of our lives, mostly all of us can't live without it. but sometimes, we do need to take a break and take care of ourselves when it comes to social media, as some parts in social media can make us inspired, meet new people, and grow a community. but there are some parts that includes comparisons, cyberbullying, and so much negative. we're here to talk about doing self care on social media, i hope u all enjoy

after our college talk, let's talk about having an occupation. or a job. yes, the word that every gen z hates to see and hear. but it's part of our life! i hope you all enjoy and hear what i plan on having in my future career.

i can't believe i'm making this description for my new podcast, but i'm going to college. after years of online classes in high school and senior high school. i'm going to college?? like?? what?? yeah it's unbelieveable. today, we're going to be talking about what universities i applied to, the stories of me passing and getting rejected, my expectations vs reality, and even a little advice short message for you all. i hope you all enjoy and a good luck to upcoming freshmen students!

it's so random of me to talk about marist alumni as i also never knew that i would meet some of them, thankfully i did. because some of them helped me decide and realize what the reality of life is, and so much life lessons that they have given me. i am very grateful that i met them. i hope you all enjoy this next podcast episode.

the mscb took an impact on my life, as i never knew i would join in a student council campaign not as a runner platform but for the supporters. as i became the video editor to one team and now to becoming the comelec's official videographer for the first time in mscb's history. a lot has happened from personal experiences to happy moments, i hope you guys enjoy my story.