The Bankrupt Millionaire

Samia reflects on feeling like she has "graduated" from years of hardship by connecting her healing to major life lessons. She shares how becoming a mother pushed her into therapy and personal change, how van life and support from a host family helped her rebuild, and how a small act of investing in herself (a pottery class) unexpectedly led to a potential role teaching astrology at a teen center. The episode's message centers on self-trust, treating yourself well within your means, stopping over giving, and recognizing that healing can reveal purpose sometimes in humble opportunities that feel like a true reward. Ep. 42: God doesn't call the qualified is referencing the episode with Lela on my youtube of podcast link Instagram: @miabuggzy My community meets every week on Mondays 9pm est! All my links can be found HERE! 

there's no coincodence that it feels like hard copies and physical entertainment is coming back. people are starting to notice that we don't own anything anymore and it's not just that. we aren't giving ourselves the care we truly need sometimes because it operates outside of what's considered normal. if you dont have this subscription how can you be on your ish? if you don't have health insurance how are you taking care of your body... lets get into it because somehow at one point i had everything but was not truly being taken care of. so many people have insurance yet still go fund me's are needed so lets talk about it andd if it isn't in one of these areas the question remains where are you living your life on a convenient subscription? My community meets every monday at 9pm I hope you'll join us xoxo all my links HERE

(Wanna see the visual click below) Some of the biggest chances that I took in life came right after doing something that scared the hell out of me, almost like I needed to find another way to scare myself into seeing myself from a better perspective.  Shortly after going skydiving for the first time I decided to live in Brazil for 6 months and though I may seem like a wild child now that very first adventure was ignited by something that was wildly popular that I just couldn't seem to understand, but wanted to. That thing for you may not be skydiving or astrology my point is simply understanding something and its use doesn't mean you have to do it but what can it hurt to have knowledge if nothing else to recognize when you may need to recommend it to someone else? my community meets at 9pm est every Mondday hope you'll join us, all my links can be found here Follow @iamhomeastrology 

what do you think a miracle is? and is the perception that you have about what miracles are stopping you from experiencing your own? who is fueling or handing out the perceptions that you have and are they acting as a middleman between you and the system you have for your life? community and religion is about what we have in common why do we let it dictate the parts that we see differently. what is your personal programming? my community meets at 9pm est every Monday, hope you'll join us soon! all of my links can be found HERE

Currently the jury is still out on if compromise truly exists. I think there are lives than can overlap and workout but im realizing for me and my life the more compromise needs to exist the less compatible to the situation, relationship or collaboration for me. definitely going to revisit my thoughts on this soon. my community meets at 9pm est every Monday I hope you'll join us, click HERE for all of my links

I've been trying this method for time management for months and it works. I can organize in my sleep but at some point all that organization take sup your energy. this was a simple approach to holding myself accountable while also remaining flexible. routine get us to freedom but the routine has to be enjoyable at least for me. if the routines suck then wouldn't your life suck since life is nothing but routines? let me know what you think! my community meets at 9pm est every Monday I hope you'll consider joining us. all my links can be found HERE

your medicine may not look like someone else's and if you start listening to others instead of what you were prescribed things won't work or heal how they were intended to. people can have good intentions for you and still try and steer yo away from the medicine that's for you and these are some ways i've been handling that my community meets EVERY week at 9pm est Mondays, would love to have you. Checkout all my links HERE

best thing you can do for yourself is start taking is seriously that everything is connected. a bit of a hot head myself I find that seeing the bigger picture is just so important. trust that your discomfort is valid but you should still let it pass and remember this is all connected My community meets every Monday at 9pm est wouldd love to have you, all of my links can be found HERE  Prefer Videos? Checkout my youtube Playlists and Vlogs!

I'm appreciative every time I see in real time that me taking a gap year on life was worth it, figuring out how to live again after becoming someone new isn't much different than when you're young no matter what, you won't know the answers but its about learning how to read the signs while navigating where you're headed even if you don't know the final destination. Watch on youtube Click HERE for all of my links

this was a shortie but goodie, take a moment and figure out what wasn't always the case in your life. love yall Watch on youtube click HERE for all of my links

I know that I recorded this but my gawd I needed to hear this again while I was editing it. I know that my creative process isn't as linear as I thought it would be but this message was so important. im grateful that im learning to slow down even with my own creations because truth is the thing I need or the motivation I can't find is renewed when I listen back to my work but often I dont because I fear my own criticism when truth is similar to going to the gym ive never regretted listening back to my work. I draw out my process now and it took me a while to give myself permission to, recording the thought is one part and does something for me but I still edit in order os it may be a couple of weeks before I edit so then I listen again to edit and then I get something else from it and then weeks after its actually posted I go back to cut clips and by then I am really just getting high on my own supply and I need it more than I know. its not just a bout posting your work its making sure you connect with it fully before putting it out so that you aren't blinded or confused my validation. that was my reflection after listening back and hope you all truly take a listen to this and see you all on Sunday at 9pm est xoxo Watch on Youtube All my Links  

Getting starting and making change can be difficult but here are 3 things that have helped ground me overtime now the recording stopped with a few minutes left but I still feel this can support someone xoxo love y'all! Watch on youtube Click HERE for all of my links and dont forget to join us on Sunddays at 9pm est for our weekly community catchup!

if you're feeling uneasy I promise you there's clarity nearby, figure out how you feel and then assess what's going on around you and I promise there's probably a very simple solution or understanding nearby. your life is a mirror to your inner world even in moments of confusion, how you're perceiving the things around you probably holds answers to what's confusing inside. today I was reminded this is wtf we worked for its actually time to be excited!!! it's here Watch on Youtube Click HERE to checkout all my links! see you at 9pm est every sunday for our community catchup xoxo

how do I become a person that can recognize what's best for me. It's not about having the answer but  being able to see what isn't there and what isn't being said to really anticipate what would be best for me...that's a lot of pressure. how do you know you've become the person that can choose right?  My community and I meet weekly at 9pm est every Sunday, we would love to see you there or check out my other episodes or one of my youtube series xoxo  All My Links HERE

You ever feel like you're not using your free will enough? Sometimes that's how I feel. We complain about how our lives our but your routine though originated from something else isn't required. On this particular week I took my weekend first and honestly it was liberating because I'm realizing more and more everyday I sign these big girl permission slips. Nobody else. Click HERE for all my links and join us on sundays at 9pm est for our weekly community call!

the holidays rocked my world, let's just say I've always had an element of the grinch to me lol between my family dynamics in the past and the capitalism undertone of the holidays sometimes it's just difficult for me. With that being said this past holiday I believe I started to understand what the other side feels like and why people love the holidays. Click HERE for all my links and ddon't forget to join our weekly call Sundays at 9pm est!

So many words can be understand on an intellectual level or by definition but when it's put into practice do you really get it? Detachment is one of those words that has been used a loot lately and though we can understand what it means the integration and respect for it in our lives and figuring out how to measure if we are actually doing it can be a whole other task. Click HERE for all of my links and dont forget to join us Sundays at 9pm est for our weekly community call xoxo

Man, doing healthy stuff sometimes starts off boring. Like I believe you I really dodo but I'm uninterested!! That's how I felt about journaling until I heard this story and then looking back over my first year. 10 out of 10 recommend honestly. We be hard as hell on ourselves during the process but to look back and see how much you have done. Only real way to measure change internally is to keep registering or rereading what your heart was saying. Click HERE for all of my links and I hope that you'll join us on our weekly community call Sundays at 9pm est!